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Intro ⭐️

Hello!! I’m Cali ₍^. .^₎⟆

She/her, 20, Audhd

Feel free to dm me! I’m always looking for more mutuals/friends!!

I love art, journaling, music, and a lot of different video games

Main fandoms:

The Raven Cycle (💘), Arcane, Baldur’s Gate 3, Wicked, Heated Rivalry

Music: Olivia Rodrigo, Taylor Swift, Conan Gray, Chappell Roan, Billie Eilish, Hozier, MCR, The Front Bottoms, Linkin Park, Nine Inch Nails, etc…

#a pinned post uh oh…

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Sometimes, fanfiction is carefully plotted out stories, with plot points and call backs and themes that all tie it up in a meaningful and exciting way.

And sometimes fanfiction is, ‘Watch me do a fucking KICK FLIP off this cool sentence!! Also here's some sex'

Both are beautiful forms of writing.

deadfor7yrs

i just reread the raven king (trc) and oh my god i’m so maternal about my gangsey <333

#trc

pixlerelish

My toxic trait is that no matter what I need three hours to myself at the end of the day to do absolutely nothing.

fishpondfish

it is impossible to watch a movie. every night i think i want to watch a movie. no movie gets watched. because it's not possible

mostlyvoid-partiallyflowers

The best part of trc is the yearning. They’re all yearning, aching for something more and it’s evident in every line. Blue is yearning for Gansey and Gansey is yearning for Blue, sure but that’s not all.

Blue yearns to have an impact on the world, to be important and valued and necessary of her own volition not just because she makes things louder. At times she feels unseen at 300 Fox Way because there are so many people there and so many things happening, but most of all she yearns to be special. She wants to be special so she can access the world of magic the rest of her family can peruse at will, and by the end of the series she does get that.

Gansey yearns to be like Adam, but he also yearns for the feeling of aliveness, of purpose, that the hunt for Glendower provides him. Gansey wants to change his status, not be seen only as his family’s money. He wants to exist as a person beyond that.

Adam yearns to be like Gansey, but he also yearns to transcend his station, to live comfortably and well. He yearns for rest, for comfort, for safety. He yearns for money, sure, but that’s not all of it. He yearns for the safety net of money, the ability to live without his pain and trauma and lack of wealth being the first thing people see.

Ronan yearns to understand himself. He yearns for Adam also, not to be like Adam or to have him, but to devote himself to Adam. He yearns for home, for his father, for beauty. You see it in the things he dreams, all of them full of light and beauty and his joy at being alive. He yearns for the ability to love himself.

And I think Noah yearns to rest, to save his friends, and to be alive again. And he is the only one who doesn’t get what he yearns for. And that’s the tragedy of Noah Czerny, is that he is forgotten, even though the love was there and it change everything, he ends up being forgotten.

But I think the yearning of the raven cycle is one of the main reasons I love it so much. It feels alive in its desperate want. Even when there isn’t much plot the story is driven forward by each character’s desire for more. And it’s beautiful.

#trc

buffycaps

Rest in peace to the incredible Anthony Stewart Head (20th February 1954 - 1st June 2026)

RUPERT GILES in BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER (1997-2003)

simplysebby

getting new followers and especially a new mutual is so scary i gotta hit reblog extra good for a bit as to not scare them off

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lea-ts-deactivated20211009

microdosing on talking to you by going through your blog

hugsohugs

one genre of fanfiction that seems to have mostly disappeared since i became an adult is shenanigans-type fics. like not exactly crack but just "the gang goes to 7-11" type, extremely low-stakes plot stories. the beach episodes of fanfiction. i just feel like i don't see those around so much anymore. whered they go. i miss them :(