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@neverwrthy
❝ . . . 🇫🇴🇷 🇱🇴🇻🇪 , 🇮 🇼🇮🇱🇱 🇭🇦🇳🇩🇱🇪 🇾🇴🇺🇷 𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐒 & 🇫🇴🇷 𝖏𝖚𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖈𝖊 ? 🇫🇴🇷 𝖏𝖚𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖈𝖊 , 🇮 🇼🇮🇱🇱 🇸🇭🇴🇼 🇾🇴🇺 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙚 .
prose of losing everything in a moment , bettering yourself to prove your worth & getting the girl for once . . . tales spun by 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫 ( she + her , 21+ ) , independently written for brigertonrps
𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐒: 00. 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐃: 00. 𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐔𝐏𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐃: 21 / 06. 𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐊𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐅𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖: intro. pinterest. spotify.
"to play with one as such disgusts me, i don't know how anyone could have a conscience to do such a thing," thinking back to his princess he only hoped that no one treated her as a game to be won. the thought alone was enough to make him mad. "then your company will be one that is much enjoyed, and does this lady have a name?"
❝ it's terrible when you think into it, ❞ he agrees and he couldn't imagine doing that to ayla and he certainly would never want anyone to do that to safiye, ever. ❝ as will yours. and she does, ayla, the most beautiful girl i've ever seen, and i'm the luckiest fool in the world, if she wants me. ❞
the moment their lips touched , it brought ayla back to when she had been young and naive and had just felt a man's touch for the first time . it almost made her feel like she was back in that barn on her family's estate , kissing the boy of her dreams in the hidden shadows that the building had provided them . as he moved away from her lips , a soft whine left her lips as she allowed for teddy to take control and pull her onto his lap . it did not take her long to adjust into a comfortable position as dark hues gazed down lovingly at the man he had become . " i do not wish to have anyone else but you . i never wanted anyone else but you . "
his heart soared as she settled into his lap, he had dreamed about having her back in his arms. it felt as if his hear was to escape from his chest and he needs her to soothe it, his hands kept a hold of her, pressing her closer into him as he refused to break eye contact with her. ❝ you are all i've ever wanted, there's been no one but you. ❞ he promises, he's only ever wanted her. ❝ one day, i'm going to marry you, in front of everyone, i need them to know that you are mine and i am never letting you go. ❞ he had already lost her once, he wasn't about to do so ever again. his lips catch the underneath of her jaw as if to make a serious point.
"not that i'm looking at anyone for myself, it's all just interesting in a sense." lucas mused softly. "i didn't think london would be like this when i travelled here to resume my previous position," he explained as he crossed his legs. "and are you a vapid man or is there some decency within you? are you searching for someone as they are?"
❝ i don't think many see it as anything more than a game. ❞ he mused. he ponders the mans words for a moment, he didn't often consider himself decent, he had left the mother of his child without realising but he would pay for that every day that he missed. ❝ certainly not vapid. i have no reason to search, i've been in love with the same girl since i was a boy. ❞
a shiver ran throughout her body as she felt his hands upon her bare skin . ayla had been attempting to keep a distance between them , scared that he will disappear again once more from her life but despite what her mind feared , her body and heart longed for his touch . it had been too long since she had felt him . " i have waited several years for you . i can not wait any longer . " her words are soft as she pulled him into a tender kiss .
she had been so hesitant and he had been so cautious as not to push her too far, too fast. he would not ruin the chance she gave him, he couldn't loose her. not again, not when they had safiya, though she didn't know about him yet. but when her lips touch his for the first time in years, he could control himself. hands moved from their place to her cheeks, holding her close and pressing his lips closer to his own, not harsh, not rough but just firm before he moved, pulling her closer into him, almost into his lap. ❝ you are mine, for the rest of our days, my love, i am never letting you out of my sight. ❞
How's life, baby daddy?
❝ i, uh, you know about that ? ❞
━ › @cfaylvs ! ━ › 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑒 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑡 ⸻ ❛ please. make me feel good. no one else can like you. ❜
his throat is dry, his tongue is raw. he thinks this to be a dream for a moment, it doesn't feel real. but the texture of her skin against the roughness of his hand, it is real. the smell of her skin. ❝ i will, i promise my love. ❞ he hushes softly, sweeping a strand of her hair away from her eyes. ❝ patience. ❞
"i do not understand why the ladies always go for the ones with the worst reputation, you would think that they would learn by now," pausing he sighed and shook his head, "or do you think that they feel as though they can change them?"
❝ i find because most people talk their perfections. ❞ he murmured. ❝ they look good to the mamas of the ton more then anything, and perhaps some are just as vapid as then men. ❞ theodore certainly didn't ever dare participate, he needed no one else, there was only one woman for him.
" you don't need to apologise , teddy . we were children . it would only make sense that we would get involved in miscommunication , " miscommunication that would lead to her marrying another to ensure their daughter was not affected by society and their nasty rumours . frowning gently , dark hues finally gazed upon the male that sat before her , " if we are to tell safiya about who you really are , i need to make sure you're not going anywhere . i want nothing more than to have you here with me but i am scared . " the truth was spilling from her teeth . ayla was scared to give him her heart again only for him to disappear once more . she couldn't let their daughter experience such a heartbreak .
he made the decision to move, to her side, barely even a breath between standing and making his way to her, before roughened hands found hers and he found himself on his knees before her. literally. ❝ i kept in contact with my mother, during my time away. ❞ he tells her, his mother was truly the only one who knew how much he loved the woman, though nothing more than a girl at the time, just as he was no more than a boy, and she passed on the updates. ❝ i kept away because you married, i left and you married, i thought you'd discarded my words, i know now you never got them, but i would have left you to your happiness, had my mother not mentioned the passing of your late husband. ❞ his mother had never mentioned the child that ayla bore, he wonders if that was partly to save his own heart, but he wished he'd known sooner. he brings the palm of her hand to his mouth in the softest whisper of a kiss. ❝ i came back for you, because i can be the man you deserved now, i can provide for you, for all three of us. ❞ he murmurs mournfully, wishing they were never in the position. ❝ if rumors would not swell, if your reputation would not tarnish, i would marry you now, i would claim safiya so publicly that no one would ever doubt her not to be mine. ❞ it's an oath he will now repeat until the day he passes. ❝ ayla, my darling, i have never, not once, ever lost the love i hold for you. i have not been with another since the night i left you. i will never be with another, they cannot fill the whole in my heart that you leave behind. i know you cannot trust me, i've broken that before, but i love you. i have always. ❞
❝ i apoloise for the earliness of the hour, miss. ❞ but since having met ayla again, and now her daughter, no his daughter, he was determined to prove himself, he needed to. he’d intended to simply order them breakfast, a treat that ayla and he often shared years ago, but the modiste caught his attention with the soft pink fabrics in the window. ❝ i was wondering if it were possible to commission a dress from you, miss, with the pink fabrics in the window, for a six year old ? ❞
natalia looked up from her work, her eyes widening with genuine interest as she listened to the visitor’s request. she couldn’t help but be captivated by the determination in his voice. setting aside her needle and lace, she smiled warmly at the man.
“of course, sir,” natalia replied graciously. “i would be honored to create a dress for the little girl. the pink fabrics you see in the window can certainly be used for the design, and i have many others in store. please, sit down and let’s discuss the details.”
there’s a sigh of relief that leaves him as he takes the offered seat before her. for some off reason, theodore believed himself to be turned away at just the sight of him, because that was certainly what he was used to. ❝ thank you for your kindness, miss, it is greatly appreciated ❞
"i guess it all depends on whether or not his deepest secrets are far better than his character," he shrugged, "his character could be great but something else could be darker, who knows really."
❝ he's said to be rather vapid. ❞ if talks of the town are too be believed, he thinks. ❝ i truly doubt that his deepest secrets are better than he character. ❞
neverwrthy
❝ finer things ? ❞ he questioned momentarily, pausing for a moment almost forgetting the tailored suit he now wore. ❝ we never truly had much for bakeries, my mother preferred to make bread at home. ❞ the ingredients often expensive but once had, easy to stretch. ❝ my mother would call them fruit buns, i didn’t even know they had a name. ❞
She found it truly fascinating, how he had not noted their differences. Perhaps it was enlightening, for him not to see their differences. For a moment, she was taken back, remaining silent before responding. “Did your mother ever teach you?” She smirked, tilting her head.
❝ over the years, she managed a few, but i worked with my father in the stables most of my life. ❞ until he had run from the town. ❝ though, i was never much help, she began the favour sending me with my father just so the mess was easier to tame. ❞ he joked fondly. ❝ though i remember very little of it now. ❞
𝙢𝙚𝙢𝙚 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙥𝙩 :@neverwrthy
“ you’re not doing this alone. “
" i appreciate your words but i have been raising safiya since the moment she was born . " ayla spoke softly as she made herself busy , re-arranging the flowers within the drawing room . the dark haired woman wished for nothing more than to allow teddy back into her heart but she was terrified of allowing him to hurt her again . " how would you suggest we do this ? "
❝ and i shall continue to apologise for that every day of my life. ❞ theodore tells her honestly. he watched from his seat, watching her move, watching her almost avoid his gaze. ❝ i didn't know, i would of been here. ❞ and that was no lie, but he didn't know. ❝ i don't know how to do this, but i've not wanted anything as much. ❞ it was true, having spent years building his name, his money, everything for her, when news of the late husband rose, he had never returned so fast. ❝ i need you back, i want safiya to know who i am, truly. ❞
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"you know i wonder if they would continue to argue over the same gentleman if they knew his deepest and darkest secrets," he mused softly to the other.
his train of thought disrupted, perhaps to invested in his daydreams to realise the other was talking, only catching the tail end of the sentence. ❝ should it not matter more of his own character rather than the secrets he keeps ? ❞
You’re so fine🥵
❝ i feel well, thank you for reassuring me that i am. ❞
theodore....i am very disappointed in u
❝ what have i done now ?❞
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