Just Christina

[newchristinalewis-blog]

1-11-18

Say " whatever you want "

By Christina L

Say " want you to say, you make me better and stronger how hard you try to make me keep my head down. But it won't work , you make me mad but then I think it's sad " because you do and try so much to try to keep me feeling done but I want ware no" frown, why you the one who looking like a clown . You say this and that but you do it behind my back "and that's a fact Jack " be real with yourself , you can't love no" one because you don't love or know you' so "you buy into your own mess then try to fix it up when you know you made the mess , you always talking about someone and you wonder why you was a lone. you think it's okay to say what you want about me but you don't know a thing about me , but i know all I need to know "I know my love don't want you anymore, so say whatever you wanna say it's okay just remember you are to blame.

[newchristinalewis-blog]

I" forgive you , I "want you to know and last thing I hope you grow into a better you then you was before. I hope you find love again " but we can't be friends, not that it can't happen it's just I don't want to think about what happened. I wish you the best with much success and my you always be blessed.

1-7-18 by c"lewis

[newchristinalewis-blog]

C"lewis 1-5-18

That "Way "

That Way we are over, I don't want you no" more. What you did " I can forgive the vow you broke like it was a joke. I love you still yes my love is real, even though you wasn't the real deal . The way " I see you know, I want let nothing you say get me done . The way I choose to heal is to let go ,and forgive.

[newchristinalewis-blog]

[newchristinalewis-blog]

By c"lewis 1-1-18

Blue

Blue is the color of the sky "blue is the color of your lies . There is a thin line between love and hate but what you have done you take the cake. Blue is the color of the sheets on the bed I want even try to remember the last hurtful thing that you said. Blue is the color of the last rose you gave me .

[newchristinalewis-blog]

To everyone who reads my work . It is exactly that it's my work it's my thoughts is how I'm feeling at the time. When I write all the time I'm not trying to be politically correct I write for my feelings although feelings change every second of every minute that's why there's always something new to write that's the beauty of writing poetry it's your truth it's how you feel not everybody will understand what you have to say but there is a few out there that will and will be able to appreciate it.

[newchristinalewis-blog]

By c" lewis 1-1-18

My Love

My "Love is all I" have to give to you all of me i" want to show you . Let me lay in your arms hold me close don't let go. Here my heart beat in my chest just the thought of you makes me rest. My Love is what i hold close to me please don't try to hurt me. For if you do it will never be the same. My Love is fragile you see and I "want hold you to who" last hurt me. My Love is yours hold it close for evermore.

[newchristinalewis-blog]

By c" lewis 1-1-18

It's " Okay

It's okay that you don't get it not many will just be who you are . Being different is who you" are there is only one you", you" are set a part. You are called to be great in all you do keep going keep pushing in all you do. It's okay to be different that's who" you are don't let no " one" Define Who You Are. It's Okay" just be who you are made to be.

[newchristinalewis-blog]

Say " what you will .

The shoes you can't ware .

[newchristinalewis-blog]

By c" lewis 12-31-17

All of me

This time I 'will give all of me to me understanding , love , peace. To give my best to everything that I do . Putting one foot in front of the other walking it out. All of me that's what God" requires so to you God" I give all my desires. All of me. I want hold back not this time I" want take it back no" not this time. Mind over matter' Matter don't exist mind helps you make it better. All of me i give to my kids to be the best mommy and always get a understanding of there need. If it is to just talk or cry to help with a spelling test I will give my best be all that they need. Most of all I give me " Me.....

[newchristinalewis-blog]

[newchristinalewis-blog]

I think it's funny.... by c"lewis

It's funny how you can be nonchalant about this but I know it's cool that's how you dis. I let you get in my head for way too long that's why I'm happy that you have moved on. You say you love me and I believe that you think that that is true but no way can you love me and you do the things that you do. I think it's funny how you tried to tell your lies so it's everyone else when we know that it's a lie. It's funny that I never seen this before because if I had I would have never opened my door. Yes it's funny now at first it wasn't. But I just had to get through all the hurt and the way you make me feel when you deserted me. I'm happy now that I can let go I wish I had did this way before.

[newchristinalewis-blog]

No "more lies