Noot Noot

Newt they/them 19 just some lil windows to my world

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

reblog if you like cereal or if you’re afraid you’re never going to love again the same way you did with them and it’s haunting you every minute of every day

[fairydrowning]

Quote to Owner / Somewhere, There's a Party by Holly Warburton / "The Prophet" Book by Khalil Gibran / Quote to Owner / Spirit Hold by Holly Warburton / "Freak" Book by Jonathan Harnisch

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

reblog if you like cereal or if you’re afraid you’re never going to love again the same way you did with them and it’s haunting you every minute of every day

[newts-world]

Ugh why does being happy for someone have to hurt so bad

[nitw]

i fucking hate being an adult with a slowly increasing number of responsibilities its like one day you wake up and youre like aw fuck when was the last time i descaled the coffee machine

[newts-world]

Long story short, I’ve carried around the same straw cup for the last year (it’s my roommate’s cup), but I got my wisdom teeth out a few days ago so I can’t use it. Today I was going through my camera roll and found this, tbh i don’t remember making this masterpiece

[newts-world]

I kinda doubted he whole being bipolar thingy at first but the weirdest part about finally being on the right meds is the realization that I can now casually have feelings and not be stuck in it. Suddenly being sad is something I can fix?? I can all go on a walk and feel better?? like I can get a bad grade and not feel like killing my self because of it?? Feelings can be casual???

[fairycosmos]

ping ponging back and forth between seeing immense beauty everywhere and feeling deeply like i am in hell

[exitwound]

oh i get it now i made mistakes that made my life fundamentally more painful so that i could be more devastated by poetry

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

pain was not built to last forever. it won’t. it will lessen and lessen and someday it will be gone altogether.

[disgustinggf]

wanting and needing and yearning and longing and desiring and pining and craving btw. if u even care

[newts-world]

I love living with my best friend. The most mundane things are what I appreciate most: walking the dog, cleaning the house, playing Mario world (even tho I suck ass at it), just existing together. He’s willing to get up early to drop me off at school. It doesn’t matter if I’m struggling, he’ll invite me to go on a dog walk and listen to me talk about what I’m feeling. During finals we go to the university and sit in the library in silence. We’re just living our lives, but the way we are intertwined makes me so happy. I love existing with him

[dct239394cvvd098dffgggp]

my hands and fingers are cold because my blood loves me a lot doesnt wanna go too far to the peripheries

[handweavers]

she let me hit because i am devastatingly sincere

[free-my-mindd]

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

might fuck around and try to accomplish my therapy goals for the week

[newts-world]

The universe was wishing me good luck going into my last exam of the semester :)