Apoligies.
If I have never apoligized before for my selfish way, I would like to take this time in doing so. If I ever made you feel as if you were not making me happy, if you have felt that you were the reason for my anger issues, if I ever made you feel as low, know it was not your fault. It was my fault. I have felt all my life that I would have no control over my life. I had to take care of myself. If I fell into your hands, and made you feel that my life was your fault, I'm truly sorry for all the things I have made you feel. I'm sorry for the temper tanturms because you've done nothing to me, but tried to help me throughout that dark hole I was in. The truth is that I needed to help myself. I needed to feel me again. Only I can help myself. Only I could have picked myself up from that deep hole I was in, and I did. As I got up and sat back, and thought of all the things I have been through, and all the confusion I have caused you. I apologize because I did not realize and was selfish. My mind was cluttered into all the things I have been through, and tried to find comfort in you, when the comfort I was looking for was to see my worth. I had to do that for myself. I see how selfish, and imconsiderate I was, and I was not ready for all that was coming for me. I had a big lesson to learn. My storm came, and slowly, it passed. It took for me to lose a lot, to know I had a lot. Thank you for stepping into my life, at that dark moment, and try to lift me up. Thank you for trying to be there. Thank you for giving me the best moments of my life. Thank you for stepping into my life.