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random angsty things … sentence starters
mentions of death, some things could be seen as abusive, overall just a lot of uffda in here, tread lightly
“Give me up.”
“Don’t play games with me.”
“We were a mistake. This, us. “
“Don’t cry. It won’t fix anything.”
“You never say what you mean.”
“I don’t think I’m gonna make it…”
“There’s something wrong with me.”
“Get out. I don’t want you here, anymore.”
“You think apologizing makes this all better?”
“No, why… why would you do this to yourself?”
“I saw you her/him/them. Don’t lie. I already know.”
“It’s not your fault. You didn’t do this to me. They did.”
“I’m so sorry, I don’t know why I’m like this! I don’t — !”
“So, were you just pretending to care about me? Is that it?”
“You think lying to yourself makes this easier, but it doesn’t.”
“They ripped you apart, and left you to put yourself back together.”
“Happy? You really think someone like you deserves to be happy?”
“You think that helping everyone else will keep you from hurting, huh?”
“You’re not a good person. You can pretend all you want, but you’re not.”
“You’re not invincible, no matter how many times you tell yourself you are.”
“Yes, I made a mistake. But, you don’t need to keep throwing it in my face.”
“You don’t have to keep ‘making up’ for things… that weren’t even your fault.”
“You need to move on, because clinging to what we had is going to destroy you.”
“I’ve already forgiven you. I told you that. —- Maybe you just haven’t forgiven yourself.”
“You’ve done nothing but lie to me. So give me a reason why I should believe you, now.”
“I just got out of this… whatever the hell this is. I’m not going to let you pull me right back in.”
“I can see right through you. I can see how much this hurts you… even if you don’t want to admit it.”
&. 𝐬𝐮𝐛𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.
( smut / nsfw implied sentence starters with not so vulgar language. )
❛ i’ve been thinking about you all day. ❜
❛ you can kiss me, you know. ❜
❛ how badly do you want me? ❜
❛ i can’t get enough of you. ❜
❛ i’ve never done something like this before. ❜
❛ i like being close to you. you’re warm. ❜
❛ you look good like this. ❜
❛ you look like you were jealous. ❜
❛ i’m not jealous. ❜
❛ shh. there’s people in the other room. ❜
❛ say you want me, and i’m yours. ❜
❛ i won’t bite. unless you’re into that sort of thing. ❜
❛ i’m not wearing any underwear. thought you’d like to know. ❜
❛ would you like to go somewhere a little more private? ❜
❛ i’ll take care of you. ❜
❛ there’s so many things i wanna do to you. ❜
❛ take off your clothes. ❜
❛ i’m going to ruin you. ❜
❛ show me how much you missed me. ❜
❛ is this okay? ❜
❛ you know you love me. ❜
❛ i want you to feel good. ❜
❛ make me. ❜
❛ i want this. ❜
❛ come back to bed. ❜
❛ you’re such a tease. ❜
❛ want me to model these for you? ❜
❛ we have to make this quick. ❜
❛ what are you looking at? ❜
❛ it’s hot when you talk back. ❜
❛ you don’t have to be gentle. i won’t break. ❜
❛ don’t you know what you’re doing to me? ❜
❛ i really want to kiss you right now. ❜
❛ this is a one time thing. ❜
❛ you know where to find me. ❜
❛ did i say you could stop? ❜
❛ you’re soaked. let me grab you a towel. ❜
❛ i want to see you. ❜
❛ are you wearing my shirt? ❜
❛ no ones here. we can be as loud as we want. ❜
❛ you look good with my hands around your throat. ❜
❛ i’ll be good, i promise. ❜
❛ you’re really good at that. ❜
❛ shut up and kiss me already. ❜
❛ you better watch your fucking mouth. ❜
❛ don’t mind me. just enjoying the view. ❜
❛ tell me what you want. ❜
❛ here’s my hotel room number. ❜
❛ you can be rough. i can take it. ❜
❛ and where do you think you’re going? ❜
❛ if you called just to get off on my voice, i’m hanging up. ❜
❛ i shouldn’t allow myself to get this close to you. ❜
❛ what if i hurt you? ❜
❛ you could never hurt me. ❜
a comprehensive list of scenarios
feel free to combine multiple prompts or add “ + reverse ” to switch roles ! for reference, the one sending in the prompt is the one committing the action.
1. GUEST : for one muse to offer the other a place to stay. 2. STORM : for both muses to find shelter from a severe storm. 3. MEDIC : for one muse to show up at the other’s doorstep injured. 4. SURPRISE : for one muse to come home and find the other already inside. 5. TRIP : for both muses to road trip or travel together. 6. BABYSIT : for one muse to help the other home while they’re drunk. 7. INSOMNIA : for one muse to find the other still awake at 3am. 8. AMBUSH : for both characters to come under attack by the same enemy. 9. DANCE : for one muse to ask the other to dance at a party. 10. STRANDED : for one muse to help the other who’s stranded on the road. 11. SERVICE : for one muse to cover the cost of something for the other. 12. SAFEGUARD : for one muse to save the other from being hit by a vehicle or from some other life-threatening event. 13. DAZE : for one muse to wake somewhere and find the other hovering over them. 14. STOWAWAY : for one muse to find the other hiding on the same ship. 15. TAXI : for both muses to share the same taxi ride. 16. MAKEOVER : for one muse to help the other with a new outfit or hairstyle. 17. LIFEGUARD : for one muse to rescue the other from drowning. 18. DISASTER : for both muses to work together to escape a fire, flood, or other disaster. 19. TRANSIT : for one muse to sit next to the other on a public transport. 20. SPRAIN : for one muse to carry the other after spraining their ankle. 21. EMPLOY : for one muse to be hired as the other’s bodyguard, tutor, assistant, etc. 22. QUEST : for one muse to help the other with a task in exchange for compensation. 23. SOOTHE : for one muse to calm the other during a panic attack. 24. RECOVER : for one muse to return the other’s lost belonging. 25. UMBRELLA : for one muse to share their umbrella with the other on a rainy day. 26. HEAL : for one muse to nurse the other back to health from a sickness or injury. 27. NIGHTMARE : for one muse to comfort the other after a nightmare. 28. REUNION : for one muse to run into the other again after a long time. 29. PRIZE : for one muse to win the other a prize at a carnival. 30. NUDE : for one muse to walk in on the other while they’re changing. 31. BED : for both muses to wake in the same bed, naked or fully clothed. 32. TRAIL : for one muse to notice the other has been following them. 33. EVADE : for one muse to pull the other into an alleyway to escape their pursuer. 34. THIEF : for one muse to confront the other after having something stolen by them. 35. CAUGHT : for one muse to walk in on the other singing / dancing. 36. FESTIVE : for both muses to decorate for a special occasion. 37. PRESENT : for one muse to give the other a (birthday) gift. 38. WEARY : for one muse to wake up after falling asleep on the other. 39. CAPTIVE : for one muse to hold the other against their will. 40. SNAP : for one muse to yell at or push the other out of frustration. 41. SLEEPOVER : for one muse to stay the night at the other’s place. 42. TRESPASS : for one muse to trespass on the other’s property. 43. BREAK-IN : for one muse to discover the other robbing their place. 44. MERCY : for both muses to come across an injured animal. 45. UNKNOWN : for both muses to wake and find themselves in a strange place. 46. ACCOMPLICE : for one muse to assist the other at the scene of a crime. 47. ASTRAY : for both muses to take a detour and lose their way. 48. RELAX : for both muses to share a hot tub or hot spring. 49. MUSE : for one muse to model for the other’s art project. 50. ACCOMPANY : for one muse to give the other an extra ticket to an event. 51. SALVAGE : for one muse to retrieve the other’s belongings from a thief. 52. MEAL : for both muses to prepare and share a meal together. 53. CEMETERY : for one muse to find the other at a gravestone. 54. REFUGE : for one muse to shelter the other from enemies. 55. ARRANGED : for both muses to date or marry out of convenience. 56. FAVOR : for one muse to owe the other a favor. 57. VACATION : for both muses to book the same hotel on vacation. 58. DEFEND : for one muse to save the other from one or multiple assailants. 59. CATCH : for one muse to return the other’s pet that escaped. 60. RESTRICTED : for both muses to sneak into someplace they’re not supposed to be.
𝙁𝙄𝙍𝙎𝙏-𝙏𝙄𝙈𝙀 𝙋𝘼𝙍𝙀𝙉𝙏𝙎 𝙋𝙍𝙊𝙈𝙋𝙏𝙎 (𝙋𝙏. 1)
as requested by a powerfully patient and endlessly lovely nonnie!! there will be more lists like this, because frankly, parenthood is a whole theme park of roller coasters with unique challenges and milestones in each of them! but these are for parents who have recently become parents to a newborn! i also have requests for prompts based on foster families and adopted children, but i'd like to do my own research before i dive too deeply into those, because obviously the rules vary from country to country, but i digress! i sincerely hope you all enjoy these! unclench your jaw, drink some water, roll back your shoulders! DO NOT ADD TO THIS LIST PLEASE!!
" if you waken that baby, so help me god, there won't be a corner of the universe that will protect you from my wrath. "
" do you wanna hold him/her/them? here, it's okay! just support the neck like... yeah, there you go! you got it! "
" no, no, it's okay, i'm not going anywhere. the baby spit up on everything i own except this sparkly little number, so i'm waiting for the washing cycle to end until i can change out of this! come on in. "
" i don't think i've had a full night's sleep since the baby came along. "
" i'm gonna train this kid, night and day, until they say my name before yours. that's my goal. my name is gonna be their first word. "
" i love my baby. more than i ever dreamed possible! but they've kept me awake since the second they were born! i seriously need a nap... could you keep an eye on them until i wake up? just twenty minutes, i promise you! "
" it kinda feels like every single person in the world suddenly has a PhD in parenting to make me feel incompetent with. "
" i think our sweet angel's gonna be a rock star with that set of lungs! "
" we need a new babysitter. preferably one who won't read rosemary's baby to our newborn. "
" god, they're so precious when they're asleep... can you believe we're that kid's parents?! "
" how can something so tiny go through a billion diapers every single day?! "
" they smiled at me today! actually smiled, i swear! that baby is a genius! and no, it wasn't trapped gas, before you say it. "
" that darling child ripped a fistful of my hair out today, so if you see a bald spot, now you know why it's there. "
" shh... shh, honey, it's okay. the baby woke up, but i'm handling it. you just go back to sleep now, okay? "
" i was thinking... if, for whatever reason, i'm not able to take care of the baby, i was wondering if you might be okay with being their legal guardian? "
" so pre-schools aren't only super competitive, they've also got some insanely high standards now, too! one of them won't even let me bring my car in unless it's completely emission-free! "
" the baby has a remarkably dark sense of humour. they only seem to laugh when i stub my damn toe on the crib at 4 in the morning. "
" we had a somewhat violent reaction at the diaper station this morning. so that meant i had to bathe and change the little cherub twice in ten minutes, and then go take another shower and find new clothes unscathed by infant vandals again. "
" he/she/they have your eyes. and your batshit insane sleep schedule. "
" you know what really pisses me off? when people act as though new parents have it easy. like a newborn is the easiest thing in the world to handle. i'd like to see them make coffee, change a diaper and fold a onesie one-handed! "
" isn't it so crazy that this tiny little human, who can't even hold their own head up yet, might be like, a president or something one day? "
" i'm really sorry, i know we had plans tonight, but i literally just got the baby to sleep and all i wanna do is lie down and eat the leftovers of a bag of potato chips until i fall asleep. i haven't showered all week, i can't remember the last time i wore clean clothes, and... it's just not gonna work out tonight. "
" i figured you wouldn't have much time to cook, what with the baby and all. so i decided i'd bring a lasagna and some groceries over to you, and i can keep an eye on the little one while you take a nice hot shower and eat your dinner in peace! "
" hey... relax. i promise you, the babysitter can handle it for a few hours! and if they need you, they've got your phone number, right? so just... take a night off. sit back. enjoy yourself. the baby is fine, i promise you! "
" you know, if you guys wanted a date night, i could mind the baby for you? "
" i swear, this baby is the freaking jackpot of excuses to not attend all those events! all the times i wanted to throw sharon's awful hummus at her face during those dinner parties, and now i don't even have to go anymore, all because of this beautiful, wonderful little baby! "
" i mean, sure, sometimes i'm crying 24/7 and i don't know what the hell i'm doing! but then i'll tickle the baby's little foot and they'll laugh for thirty minutes, and it just makes me so insanely, immeasurably happy! "
" what do you think? will we try for baby number two? make this little angel a big brother/sister/sibling? "
" i need a night out. please. i'm begging you. i cannot sing another single note of baby shark! please, even a trip to the grocery store would do! "
" god, couldn't you just sit and watch them sleep forever? "
" oh god, he/she/they're crying! the baby's crying! oh man, is that a hungry cry or a diaper cry?! talk to me, little baby! "
" i cannot believe we just paid four figures for a cradle when the baby won't even sleep unless they're in our arms... "
" you know, that little baby is so freaking lucky to have you as their mom/dad/parent. "
" a-actually, maybe you better keep holding them. i mean, what if i hurt them by accident? or what if i scare them? babies don't like me, they never have! "
" you know, i always thought newborn babies looked like potatoes. but this kid is pretty darn cute! "
" i believe congratulations are in order. where's the new addition? "
" i never realized how expensive diapers were until now... "
" mm... honey, the baby... the baby's crying. wake up, baby, go help the baby... "
" nice try, but i got the baby the last time. it's your turn now. probably a diaper change, too, by the sound of it. "
" how can someone so tiny drink so much freaking milk?! "
" i wish people would quit acting like parenting experts every single time they see me. believe it or not, i do know what i'm doing! "
" some stranger on the bus decided to let me know i was a terrible mother/father/parent for not choosing to raise the baby on a vegan diet. "
" did you think of any baby names yet? or is this sweet little angel still anonymous? "
" i'm thinking we should decorate the nursery while the baby's still napping. i got the paint in my car; what do you think? "
" this baby is officially more extroverted than me! every single person we met in the park, this socializing star was waving and smiling at them like crazy! "
" oh my god, remember that little blanket you gave us when the baby was born? yeah! they refuse to go to sleep without it now, it's the cutest thing ever! "
" oh, i took the most adorable photo of the baby yesterday while they were sleeping! wanna see? "
" i don't think you need to worry about your parenting skills. 'cause that little baby in there is the happiest, luckiest kid in the whole world just by having you in their life. they might not know it yet. but they are. "
" well, according to the principal at the last pre-school, we should have been booking placements before the baby was even conceived. "
" i wonder what kind of life this baby will grow up to live? "
" you're such a natural with the baby! he/she/they love you so much already; look how they're gazing up at you! "
" i'm so sorry, but we're gonna have to leave early; the bottle leaked all over my bag, and it's feeding time now, so it's either leave early or unleash a screaming infant on you! "
" would you mind holding the baby for a minute while i go grab my stuff? "
" don't judge, but we were out of clean onesies, so i dressed the baby in that huge old t-shirt you got at that concert five years ago. if i'm being honest, it suits them! "
" listen. i know i complain and i struggle. i honestly think my mistakes outnumber my triumphs, as far as parenting is concerned. but i have never loved anything nor anyone nearly as much as i love this baby. never. "
— ❛❛ // 𝚂𝙷𝙸𝙿𝙿𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚃𝚁𝙾𝙿𝙴 𝚂𝙴𝚁𝙸𝙴𝚂 :// 𝙵𝙾𝚁𝙱𝙸𝙳𝙳𝙴𝙽 𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴. ( please substitute pronouns as needed. )
❛ why do i need you so damn much ? ❜ ❛ this is just for one night. ❜ ❛ it’s one kiss. what harm can come from one kiss ? ❜ ❛ i think we’re going to have to be secretly in love with each other and that’s that. ❜ ❛ timing is a bitch, huh ? ❜ ❛ everything i’ve done, every change that i’ve made - it’s been for you. ❜ ❛ falling in love with you has made me hate myself. ❜ ❛ you’re in my veins. you’re under my skin. ❜ ❛ just let me go. ❜ ❛ this. us. it will get us killed and you know it. don’t you care ? ❜ ❛ you are my favourite secret. ❜ ❛ tell me that you don’t want this - lie to yourself. ❜ ❛ we crave what we can’t have. ❜ ❛ you’re just an itch i need to scratch. ❜ ❛ i need to get you out of my system. ❜ ❛ i can’t just … unlove you. i wish i could. ❜ ❛ are you ever going to choose me ? ❜ ❛ you are my weakness and my strength. ❜ ❛ shh … be quiet or they’ll hear us. ❜ ❛ i didn’t expect you to show. ❜ ❛ we can run away together. ❜ ❛ this is us that we’re talking about. nothing else matters but us. ❜ ❛ i hope that we meet again in another life. ❜ ❛ none of this makes sense but you - you’re the only thing that makes this world less crazy. ❜ ❛ i don’t care anymore. all i care about is you. ❜ ❛ what would we do if we could have a happily ever after ? ❜ ❛ i know i can’t have you but it kills me to see you happy without me. ❜ ❛ i belong to you. ❜ ❛ we were never going to work. ❜ ❛ we were just playing pretend. ❜ ❛ i’ve tried hating you but every time i expect to find a flaw i just end up loving you even more. ❜ ❛ i know i shouldn’t be here but … i just needed to see you. ❜ ❛ just tell me that you love me. i want to hear you say it - just once. ❜ ❛ i know that they’ll kill me but being without you is a kind of death anyways. ❜
“𝙄 𝙇𝙊𝙑𝙀 𝙔𝙊𝙐” 𝙋𝙍𝙊𝙈𝙋𝙏𝙎. (N.𝙎𝙁.𝙒 𝙑𝙀𝙍𝙎𝙄𝙊𝙉.)
idk how to describe the exact thought process that led me to this idea, but basically i was watching a tonne of ins.tagram videos and i think i had hit the fourth video in a row using that interview where it’s like “love ya, bye.” “love ya…………..PFFT–” and i was like. in a way, that’s actually completely adorable, and i was thinking about all the different ways and contexts in which people say “i love you”, and now i’m here to make it everyone else’s problem! so bon appetit! DO NOT ADD TO THIS LIST!! i will add to it in the future!! i already made a sfw (safe for work) version that can be found in the post before this one, but i promised u a spicy option, so here u go, here’s an ns/fw version ( aka DO NOT INTERACT WITH THIS IF YOU ARE UNDER THE AGE OF EIGHTEEN!! ), w spicy prompts that can be found at the bottom of the list, and remember, if you add to the list i will curse ur shoes to be squeaky 24/7. so just don’t add anything to the list, okay my loves? okay. enjoy!
[ FIRST ]: sender tells the receiver “i love you” for the first time.
[ PHONE ]: during a phone call with the receiver, sender absently tells them “i love you” for the first time before hanging up.
[ MOUTH ]: while standing across a crowded room from one another, sender catches the receiver’s eye and mouths “i love you” to them.
[ WEDDING ]: as they prepare to exchange wedding vows, sender gazes at the receiver and says “i love you” for the last time as an unmarried couple.
[ HEAT ]: while engaged in a passionate argument with one another, sender, in the heat of the moment, blurts out “i love you!” to the receiver. ( think of like, that glorious trope where people have a huge argument and then suddenly sb drops the mic with “because i’m in love with you!” and silences the other person. u know the trope! )
[ SLOW ]: after resisting their feelings for one another for a very long time, sender finally breaks down and reveals to the receiver that they love them.
[ SAVED ]: having believed they were both about to die, the sender says “i love you” to the receiver, only for both of them to be spared at the last minute and left to process the not-so-final last words of the sender.
[ OVERHEARD ]: sender reveals that they’re in love with the receiver to a third party, not realizing that the receiver, while out of sight, has just overheard the confession.
[ CHOOSE ]: sender, realizing the receiver is about to make a huge life-changing decision (literally anything, accepting a job offer, accepting a marriage proposal, leaving the country, ANYTHING!) tells the receiver that they’re in love with them, leaving them to choose between the sender and their original path.
[ DECISION ]: sender finds the receiver just as they’re about to make a massive decision that will have massive consequences for the fate of many people, possibly the world. accepting their fate, sender allows the receiver to continue, telling them that they love them, and then waiting to see whether the receiver choose to save the world, or destroy it. (for the hero/villain vibes bc we STAN THOSE VIBES! )
[ LAST ]: believing it to be their last chance to confess their feelings for the receiver, the sender tells them that they love them.
[ ASK ]: immediately after saying “i love you” to the receiver for the first time, the sender proceeds to propose to them.
[ BEDSIDE ]: while sitting by the sick/injured/unconscious receiver’s bedside, sender reveals that they’re in love with them, unaware that the receiver is able to hear this revelation.
[ TEXT ]: before concluding a text conversation, the sender delivers one more text to the receiver, reading “i love you”, before ending the conversation.
[ SACRIFICE ]: just before putting their own life in danger to protect, save, or help the receiver, the sender tells them that they love them, and then proceeds to risk their life in an intentional self-sacrificing way.
[ BATTLE ]: as they prepare to go on a dangerous mission, sender shares a final moment with the receiver, and tells them they love them, just as they head out to fight.
[ TRACE ]: sender, believing the receiver to be asleep, gently traces the message “i love you” on the receiver’s bare skin with their finger.
[ LETTER ]: sender delivers a letter to the receiver that reveals their deep love for the receiver.
[ PRIVATE ]: sender confesses their love for the receiver by using a private joke or shared story that only the two of them know. ( example: “remember the day we went fishing on the lake and you fell into the water because you thought that leaf was a shark fin? that was the day i knew i loved you.” )
[ NOTE ]: on their way out of the house, sender leaves a small note for the receiver to read when they wake up, reading “i love you”.
[ UNSPOKEN ]: after a third party (or the receiver themselves) asks if the sender is in love with the receiver, the sender goes silent, unwittingly admitting that they do love them in the process.
[ KISS ]: unable to find the right words to express how much they love the receiver, the sender impulsively catches them and pulls them in for a passionate, deep kiss.
[ RAIN ]: sender reveals their love for the receiver while they’re both standing outside in the pouring rain.
[ HUSH ]: sender whispers “i love you” to the receiver while they’re both in a situation or context where they need to be quiet.
[ UNCERTAIN ]: while pretending/acting/undercover, the sender says “i love you” to the receiver, but whether they meant it or not is left unknown.
[ DANCING ]: as they slow-dance together, the sender takes the opportunity to lean in close to the receiver and tell them that they love them.
[ QUIET ]: on a cozy night in with the receiver, as they curl up together on the sofa/in bed, the sender says “i love you” to them.
[ RELIEF ]: upon reuniting with the receiver, whom the sender briefly believed to be dead, the sender emotionally embraces them, and says “i love you” in the spur of the moment.
[ LAUGH ]: while laughing at a joke/prank/story that the receiver is humorously displaying, the sender fondly tells them that they love them.
[ OVER? ]: after a mutually reluctant (and unwanted but necessary) break-up, the sender calls/visits the receiver and tells them that they’re still in love with them.
[ VOICEMAIL ]: sender leaves a voicemail on the receiver’s phone after failing to get through to them, and reveals their love for them.
[ ASLEEP ]: sender, having climbed into bed to cuddle the receiver (who they believe to be asleep), tells them that they love them.
[ INCOHERENT ]: while sick/feverish/intoxicated/otherwise incoherent, the sender tells the receiver that they love them, leaving the receiver to figure out if they meant it or not.
[ TRUST ]: faced with an incredibly risky situation, the sender decides to accept whatever plan the receiver decides on, trusting them with both of their lives and telling them they love them in the process.
[ DURING ]: while having sex with the receiver, the sender tells them that they love them.
[ AFTER ]: after having spent the night before together, the sender wakens next to the receiver, and, gazing at them, tells them that they love them.
[ COMPLICATED ]: despite having a strictly no-strings-attached se.xual relationship with the receiver, the sender, having realized they’ve developed feelings for them along the way, tells them that they love them, at the risk of losing them entirely in the process.
what we almost had starters edit as you see fit!
it’s not like i never tried to tell you
why did you never say anything?
why did you just let me go?
i used to think that would be us some day, you know
remember when we used to speak of ‘forever’ like it meant something to someone else?
i try so hard not to look back but… every time i see you, it’s like a whiplash straight into a myriad of what if’s
if i had any idea that feelings would resurface this easily, i wouldn’t have shown up
was there ever a time where you thought, you know, maybe there is a chance after all?
did we ever figure out why it didn’t work
this is the part where i say ‘i wanted us to last’ but without any ‘us’ to begin with, what should i say?
how do you speak to someone who doesn’t know just how long you’ve loved them?
you could have said something, you know, anything would have worked
i would have jumped at any opportunity to actually try
were we just cowards or did we see some danger another version of us ended up suffering through?
okay, but if you’d known, would you have said anything?
i loved you, i really did, i loved you enough to wish i’d never started
new home, new people, new life, i feel out of place by how out of place i feel near you
we were nothing to each other, nothing like that, so why do i feel like an awkward ex?
how do you look into the eyes of someone you’ve ever only confessed in silence to?
or maybe you were just leading me on or maybe i was or maybe it doesn’t matter anymore
people used to ask me all the time if we’d finally taken that step
sometimes it’s just like that, nothing happens and no one knows why
would you have loved me if given the chance?
no, you’re right, i thought i had all the time in the world and made you wait needlessly, endlessly
you could have stayed, you could have sat down, stayed longer, held my hand, instead of running away again and again and again
thinking back on all the glances and the nothings after feels like drifting through underdeveloped memories, where your mind knows what should have been but the image doesn’t intend to lie for its sake
i should have said something, maybe, or maybe i should have said less
would it have worked if we’d wanted it less or did we never want it enough
maybe it didn’t work out because we were placeholders, just set in place to long for fruitlessly to avoid pursuing something real
looking into your eyes and seeing how you’ve moved on, what am i even doing here?
even if i don’t want you know, i still can’t help but want that you’d wanted me back then
is it vile of me? to hope some part of you regrets never having held a part of me?
i did never get to learn how to love you loudly, that sticks around, you know
how many people have you kissed wondering if i might have tasted the same
i’ve never seen someone to substitute you but i’ve never not thought of you as a standard to choose by, either
it would have happened, if your efforts had been in earnest, direct, serious, i would have been yours and yours only
it’s because neither of us ever said anything, we’re barely speaking of it now
should we seriously stop beating around the bush now and address what we can’t change?
maybe we should just let the past be the past and stop wondering about a future together we never had
it feels so final, that’s the worst part, feeling as though i will never be allowed to love you again
even if i’d reached out, even if you’d reached back, would it have been worth it?
the misery of longing for a choice unmade with unknown consequences
for all we know, we could have been that missing puzzle piece for each other
for all we know, never having met in the middle led us to the happiest versions of ourselves
♢ — 𝐀 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐎𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐃
trigger warnings for: general angst, general negative behaviors, death and dying. feel free to change phrasing / pronouns to fit scenarios better.
❝ I’m sorry if it upsets you, but I’m going to marry her. ❞
❝ Whatever you’re going to ask, the answer is No! ❞
❝ If you do this, you will be dead to me. ❞
❝ Go to hell . ❞
❝ I hope that what I’ve said hasn’t hurt you too much. ❞
❝ If you leave now, you get nothing. ❞
❝ She doesn’t understand you like I do. ❞
❝ I wish we never met. ❞
❝ Did I make you proud? Did I ever make you proud? ❞
❝ This isn’t just about you. It’s about what’s best for all of us. ❞
❝ Get away from me! ❞
❝ Go. Just… go. ❞
❝ This is my fault. ❞
❝ You promised! You promised you’d stay! ❞
❝ Everyone leaves in the end. They come, and they go. They all go… ❞
❝ I’m not just going to stand by while you destroy everything. ❞
❝ I’m giving up. ❞
❝ I can’t lose you again! ❞
❝ If one of us has to live, I’d rather it was you. ❞
❝ I’ve been lying to you. ❞
❝ Stop acting like you’re happy. I know you’re not. ❞
❝ I’ve moved on. ❞
❝ You don’t understand. ❞
❝ Shut up. I don’t want to hear another word from your mouth. ❞
❝ I never want to see you again! ❞
❝ Don’t touch me! ❞
❝ I’ve never loved you. ❞
❝ I think we should break up. ❞
❝ I’m still in love with you. ❞
❝ I’m a byproduct of a broken promise. ❞
❝ What did you do? ❞
❝ I needed you, and you didn’t care. ❞
❝ We just weren’t meant to be and that was the only problem. ❞
bed & sleepy prompts.
sometimes, our muses need to be kept company in the comfort of their beds. feel free to combine prompts, change pronouns & descriptors, and play with context if desired ♡
WORDS.
❝ is that a blanket burrito i see? ❞ ❝ here, let me get you tucked in. ❞ ❝ that’s it, i’m carrying you to bed. ❞ ❝ you have dark circles under your eyes … ❞ ❝ come here, you can use me as a pillow in the meantime. ❞ ❝ evening snuggle time is a must for me. ❞ ❝ sleep tight. ❞ ❝ good morning, sleepy head … ❞ ❝ i didn’t know you slept in that position … it’s cute. ❞ ❝ not gonna wake up, huh? we’ll see what the tickle monster has to say about that! ❞ ❝ did you fall asleep cuddling me? ❞ ❝ aww, you don’t need to ask me for morning kisses! ❞ ❝ you hogged the covers all night last night. ❞ ❝ … you have morning breath, you know. ❞ ❝ hey, quit trying to hug my pillow! ❞ ❝ oh, all right, i’ll stay here with you. ❞ ❝ look how needy and adorable you are for your morning cuddles! ❞ ❝ ew, get in the shower, you stink! ❞ ❝ let go of me, i have to pee. ❞ ❝ well, i can’t wait any longer for breakfast. you gonna stay there or come with? ❞
ACTIONS.
send +↻ for the reverse!
[ tuck ] — sender tucks receiver into bed [ lean ] — sender leans against receiver in a state of exhaustion [ yawn ] — sender yawns loudly in exhaustion [ wrap ] — sender wraps receiver in a blanket [ slide ] — sender crawls under the covers to cuddle up to receiver [ kiss ] — sender gently kisses receiver as they’re waking up [ boop ] — sender boops receiver on the nose as they’re waking up [ whack ] — sender whacks receiver with a pillow to wake them up [ tickle ] — sender tickles receiver to wake them up [ smooch ] — sender pecks receiver all over their face to wake them up [ jump ] — sender jumps into bed with receiver to wake them up [ pull ] — sender pulls receiver close in bed [ play ] — sender plays with receiver’s toes [ stroke ] — sender strokes receiver’s hair as they cuddle in bed [ cold ] — sender puts their cold fingers/toes on receiver’s bare skin [ wrap ] — both muses wake up to their legs wound around each other’s [ snuggle ] — both muses wake up to find themselves snuggling against each other
✷ 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓 𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 ; fluff edition ( . 01 )
❝ here, let me hold you. you look cold. ❞
❝ you sleep like a baby, you know that right ? ❞
❝ i'm fine staying here with you, we can watch your favorite tv shows, cook a meal together, cuddles. we don't have to go anywhere. ❞
❝ you're not burdening me, my love. taking care of you is my responsibility. ❞
❝ don't worry, I'll be here when you're awake. ❞
❝ do you want your good luck kisses ? ❞
❝ you're perfect the way you are. ❞
❝ you're really hypnotizing me by your beauty. ❞
❝ i love your voice, it's soothing. ❞
❝ you're warm, i don't want to let you go. ❞
❝ come here, and give me a goodnight kiss. ❞
❝ you seem tired, i can give you a massage if you want to. ❞
❝ i made you your favorite. ❞
❝ sleep, darling. i'll protect you from the nightmares. ❞
❝ let me carry you. ❞
❝ it's okay, I don't mind buying something. ❞
❝ you don't have to talk about it, just let me make the pain go away. ❞
❝ stay here, i'll run you a bath. ❞
❝ rest, let me do the cleaning. ❞
❝ fine, you can hug me for five minutes; but then you have to let me go. ❞
❝ i'm not staring at you, i'm admiring you. ❞
❝ don't go yet, let me hold you for a moment. ❞
❝ don't hide your face away from me, let me see the blush on your face and that shy smile of yours. ❞
❝ i'm very lucky to have you. ❞
🐝 * ― 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐁𝐈𝐃𝐃𝐄𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒. ( another part for the trope memes i’ve made in the past, this time centered around forbidden love. most of these can probably be used for angsty settings. feel free to adjust to better fit your muses. )
❛ do people always fall in love with things they can’t have ? ❜ ❛ my heart tells me this is the best and greatest feeling i have ever had. but my mind knows the difference between wanting what you can’t have and wanting what you shouldn’t want. and i shouldn’t want you. ❜ ❛ you’ll always be mine, in the back of my mind … i’ll look for you first in my next life. ❜ ❛ we can’t keep seeing each other. ❜ ❛ i think we’re just gonna have to be secretly in love with each other and leave it at that. ❜ ❛ how can something so wrong feel so right ? ❜ ❛ i don’t want to be with anyone else. i only want you. no matter the consequences. ❜ ❛ life would be much easier if i wasn’t in love with you. ❜ ❛ i think things that i shouldn’t. i dream things that i shouldn’t. i want things that i shouldn’t and it’s all because of one thing; i do care about you. ❜ ❛ we can’t choose who we fall in love with. ❜ ❛ i don’t want to keep our relationship a secret anymore. ❜ ❛ is it worse to know you want something or that you can never have it ? ❜ ❛ i promised to stay away from you … but i can’t. ❜ ❛ having something forbidden is exciting, don’t you agree ? ❜ ❛ how can you simply be friends with someone when every time you look at them, you’re thinking about how much more you really want ? ❜ ❛ i shouldn’t want to be with you. ❜ ❛ you have to promise me to keep this a secret from everyone. ❜ ❛ i wish i could kiss you right now. but there are too many people watching us here. ❜ ❛ we can’t keep meeting up like this. someone’s gonna find out, and someone’s gonna get hurt. ❜ ❛ why do we always want what we can’t have ? ❜ ❛ i can’t just ignore these feelings i have for you. ❜ ❛ why do you have to be the one i’ve always been looking for ? ❜ ❛ i hate this ! i hate that we’ve been put in this situation. i hate that there’s no way out of this. but worst of all, i hate that i love you. ❜ ❛ you’re my favorite mistake. ❜ ❛ it’s better to cheat than to think about cheating. ❜ ❛ we can’t fall in love with each other. ❜ ❛ you can’t be mine and i can never be yours. ❜ ❛ if only we’d met sooner … ❜ ❛ love is still love even if it’s forbidden. ❜ ❛ i told myself i would never kiss you again. i can never keep my word when you’re involved. ❜ ❛ i wish i had the strength to stay from you. ❜ ❛ under different circumstances, our love could’ve been like a fairytale. ❜ ❛ what if anyone finds out about us ? ❜ ❛ we just have to believe that we’ll find a way to make this relationship work. ❜ ❛ can we just pretend for one day that everything is gonna be okay ? ❜ ❛ we always crave what we can’t have. ❜ ❛ the more i fall for you, the more i hate myself for falling for you, cause the truth is we can never be together. ❜ ❛ you and i will always be unfinished business. ❜ ❛ we can’t be together. not now, not ever. ❜ ❛ i knew the moment i met you that you’ll turn my life into a complicated mess. ❜
First Meeting Sentence Starters
Muses meeting for the first time. This could be a random encounter, something awkward, or something to break the ice!
❝Sorry, looks like I went to the wrong house.❞
❝This isn’t the first time they locked me in a room with a stranger.❞
❝I thought you were a celebrity, you’re pretty hot.❞
❝I got these movie tickets, but the person I wanted go with bail on me. Wanna watch it with me?❞
❝Don’t ask me how I got here, but just know you need my help.❞
❝I can’t reach the top shelf. Can you help me?❞
❝Do you work here?❞
❝My name is _______. I’m hired to become your life coach.❞
❝I don’t really care for blind dates, but you impressed me.❞
❝The mailman delivered your package to my place again. Sorry about that.❞
❝Who are you and how do you get into my house?❞
❝I thought that pickup line would work, but it just made things awkward.❞
❝I’m going to be honest I don’t know what I’m doing or where I’m going.❞
❝Trust me. I’m an expert on this.❞
❝Aren’t you in my class?❞
❝Pretend you don’t recognize me.❞
❝Didn’t expect a stranger to help me with my hangover.❞
❝Is this yours? They asked me to return to you.❞
❝Looks like we both got dumped, wanna go drown our sorrows at the bar?❞
❝Who the hell do you think you are?❞
❝Do you even know who I am?❞
❝You look like my first love, I wanted to see if you were them.❞
❝Need some change? I got you covered.❞
❝Can you explain to this police officer I’m not the culprit?❞
❝Thanks for bailing out of that awkward situation.❞
❝I’m not alone and I certainly wasn’t crying about it!❞
❝Hey, do you believe in aliens?❞
❝Sorry, this a bad time. Can we raincheck this?❞
❝Do you need any help?❞
❝How can you be so rude?❞
❝This is random, but do you find me attractive?❞
❝Nice shirt, where did you get it?❞
❝First time? I can tell. You look really nervous.❞
❝Ugh, I can’t believe I missed the bus!❞
❝Sorry, but who are you?❞
Hi, all! Sorry for disappearing! Lots of stuff going on in life and the drive to write had been hella finnicky. I’m down to three drafts on this page now, though, so thank you all for your patience. If you want my discord to chat/plot, feel free to ask! IM’s are also open.
@verbalissm
he could. he’s always done his best to make it clear that haruto has a choice. that if he ended things, there would be no hard feelings ( though there would be some disappointment. hadn’t he come here hoping to not make attachments? and yet here he is, returning to someone’s bed again & again ). that almost certain eventuality hasn’t happened yet so all aramis can do is wait & spend as much time with him as possible. ❝ do i have a chef on my hands? ❞ he teases, tilting his head back as he looks at him. ❝ have i been wasting your skills, encouraging you to eat while we’re out? there’s a place i’ve been wanting to try, korean bbq. we can cook together & not have to worry about the clean-up. ❞
A soft snort huffs through Haruto’s nostrils. “While I can probably find my way around a scrambled egg, that’s likely the extent of my prowess,” he jokes right back. Though, at the mention of Korean BBQ, the prince’s interest is piqued. Had it been anyone else suggesting grabbing a meal together (save his family, of course), he’d have left without word immediately. And yet, whenever Aramis suggests it, he can’t help the bubble of excitement in his gut. “Mm, I can certainly go for that. I couldn’t tell you the last time I’ve had that. Is it BYOB? Should we stop for some wine or Soju before going?”
“Who did this?” (hello!)
Send “Who did this?” for your muse to discover my muse with a black eye or a busted lip
“I- I don’t know who they were. They recognized me so they tried to kidnap me.”
Shireen confessed as she gently touched her split lip with a clean cloth. She couldn’t help but wince a little as the fabric touched her lip. She hadn’t seen what she looked like in a mirror yet, but she had a black eye as well, that would darken in time.
thescaledqueen:
She was glad she had managed to escape as well. She had no idea what her attackers had in store for her, but whatever it was couldn’t have been good. Her raised hand was shaking a little, rattled as she was by it all.
“I- thank you.”
She responded softly as she lowered her hand again. She kept a little distance between the two of them, but she was very grateful for any help he could provied.
Sora offered a sympathetic smile and a slight shake of the head. “There’s nothing to thank me for. You’ve clearly been through a lot, it’s the least I can do. My name’s Sora, by the way.”
He moves somewhat sluggishly as he leads the way to his sisters, hoping that if she’s in any pain, this will appease it a bit.
@verbalissm
The look she gives him is teasing, knowing. But Gaea doesn’t call him out, pressing her face into the flowers once more & inhaling deeply. Thoughts of Jinan have been bittersweet lately, as pleasing as hurtful. She feels so stupid for allowing her feelings to get away from her like this. But it’s nothing she can tell anyone, not even Haruto. They would surely do far more harm than her romantic heart believes. Not for the first time, she looks at him. Really looks at him. Putting herself into his shoes, if her passion had been taken from her as his has been [ … ] She wouldn’t be well. Sometimes, it feels like duty requires them to be something more than human ( or perhaps something less than, a bit more unfeeling ). Either way, she lets it lie. If Haruto is not telling the truth, he’s a far better liar than she is. ❝ I’m fine. ❞ And immediately, she wants to grimace. Fine can mean a lot of things. In this case, I’m trying to figure myself out since learning about your brother’s engagement & it’s not going well.
It’s strange to think that despite vastly different adversities they’ve faced and lives they’ve lived that the heart of their feelings are nearly identical. While Haruto didn’t feel a romantic love towards ballet, it was his whole world. Certainly, he’s no clue as to just how deep her feelings for his brother goes, but if they’re anything like Jinan’s, her whole world was ripped from her just as abruptly.
And yet, he takes care not to show any devastation he may feel on a day to day basis. The only person even remotely capable of getting him to open up is his baby sister.
He can’t help but wonder if Gaea has anyone she can rely on in such a way...
With a soft sigh, he ups the charm almost playfully as he steps towards her. “Since we’re both fine, I don’t suppose you’d care to share a glass of wine, perhaps even a meal with me, would you?”