bye @nice--kid - Tumblr Blog

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my life is actually crazy good. in fact, better than its ever been. my career will most likely take off pretty soon as im done school. ill probably land a tech job that pays 75k a year starting this year or next. im back on meds and im feeling healthy. im eating well and im more fit now than ive ever been. my friend group has grown larger and closer than I ever could have imagined and I love them all so dearly. im doing well, but

#a part of me has died

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still alive

you seem really cool and i’d dig to have your presence around !

im on facebook. josh traill and on instagram now i guess which issnail_traill

I'm leaving this site, it's toxic for me now. I don't agree with most of the politics on here as I'm much more conservative/moderate now than when I made this blog 4 years ago. I hate the actual lack of discussion opposed to the mindless spewing of rhetoric and echo chambering. I hate how every time I go on tumblr, against my better judgement I go on my exes blog. I need to either have you in my life 100% or 0%. None of this passive aggressive posting. I'm done. Because I made this blog so long ago I can't delete it, it has too much history and so much of my own essence. But I won't be on here anymore. I went on this site for 15 minutes last night and I stayed up until 4am on suicide/depression help chat rooms. Who knows, I might actually make a twitter or God forbid, an instagram. Or maybe I'll wipe myself off all social media like I did 4 years ago. I made a lot of cool friends on here, and if you genuinely want to stay in touch send me a message in the next few days. But that's it everyone, I hope all of you find happiness.

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#i havent felt this suicidal in months

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#me

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#vancouver scene is so hypocritical #almost every overtly PC type here has been accused of sexual assault in one way or another #puke

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i rib my close irl lesbian friends about being lesbians all the time and they rib me about being gay all the time and it’s all in good fun and none of us have any complaints. however there is a distinct difference between that and posting on your public blog followed (presumably) by strangers that lesbians are petty and annoying. people getting mad about that doesn’t mean they need to Go Outside And Get A Taste Of Tru Gay Culture, it means you’re a dick!

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you’re literally saying i’m not doing anything wrong in the first half and in the second half saying “tumblr is different than that because…. there are strangers” it’s weak.

nest-deactivated20181209

i hate to break it to you my dude but……… close friends…….tend to have different dynamics………. than total strangers online………………

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