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#3 Keep your faith larger than your fears

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Yesterday I saw a large lizard climbing a tree.

I went into the Forrest feeling agitated because my thoughts and feelings were mildly scrambled for most of the day anyway - I feel it has a lot to do with my pms and that time before my periods and secondly I saw my dad on the phone and it triggered me.

I set up my chair in a clearing and stayed in nature for as long as I could. I probably stayed an hour,I started hearing the winds blow sounding like warrior techniques in the amazon. The winds were picking up, so I decided/was guided to leave the Forrest.

I almost got caught in a wind storm.

Thank you to my spirit guides and nature for assisting me out of the reserve in time. I am truly not alone.

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It made me smile to know I’m not alone.

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Every morning for the past fortnight there’s been a gradual slow burning crush in my chest.

Residues of purging.

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Let no man pull you so low as to hate him.

Martin Luther King Jr. (via thequotejournals)

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On Sunday I took a walk into the nature reserve close to where I live.

I enjoyed the winds that blew.

Surrounded by trees I felt the world embracing me and all I fear. It felt like a safe place to purge so I did.

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Driving home I deviated from the usual toll heavy route and decided to cut the cost by taking the scenic way home.

I just wanted to get off the same route as logic would explain but spirit had other visions.

I started a very typical playlist on Spotify and allowed my mind to drive. I could not have fathomed what I saw and felt over the next 20 minutes.

20-30 minutes from where I live, construction of Sydney’s 2nd airport is well underway. I drove past the remains of rural pastures that were once filled with life of nature, only now to feel such heavy and dense energy of death. I started crying so deep in my chest that I felt sharp pain right at the bottom of my heart.

This corner of the earth is dying, for what?

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Meditating and setting intentions to a full moon in late July was when I heard my dead dog bark.

It was a singular sound, but I knew it was her and I cried harder and deeper.

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My only constant is the black hair tie around my wrist. No mans gonna be there for me like this hair tie has. No ones presence is gonna b as reassuring

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Makes me ache for something I can't reach nor begin to explain.