Well, yeah, I did musicals in the past, since that’s often all that you can do if you love performing music in high school. I wouldn’t mind doing those again in the future, but it’s just not my goal or really my scene in general.
“I really believe style comes from taking chances, being bold and not being afraid to express yourself, I feel Giuseppe does that with his collections and I try to do that with my music. So when the idea came up to collaborate, I thought ‘yes, this would work.’” — Giuseppe for Zayn
I like cocktails. Normally I go for a Seabreeze. Vodka, cranberry juice, and grapefruit juice. It’s refreshing and still sweet. Like me.
I’ve been in musicals and stuff; just performing other stuff is a rush, even though I didn’t write any of it. It just can’t compare with the rush of making my own music there.
Did the demolition site you lived in have a place to sleep, or did you just hunker down in the shovel part of a backhoe? I don’t know the technical term for it, sorry. My grip on the Moleman language is shit.
Not much, and definitely not Jack or scotch. I’m more into sweets myself.
Of course I would’ve preferred she didn’t, but it was definitely full of soul and anger and pain and release. Definitely the best album of 2017. I can agree with that. I don’t see the point of making something you don’t believe in. Maybe if you just want to sing, I guess it makes sense, but I want to do more than that. I want to create things, too.
Oh yeah? What's your poison?
But we can do so much more than just sing. Like, a bird can sing, but making art’s different. I just don’t get the point of singing other people’s words, or letting something come out of your mouth that doesn’t mean something. At least with music.
who: Nina and Nico
what: Nina comes clean about the cause of her divorce to her brother
when: The evening of Wednesday, February 28th
where: The Lopez’s living room
NINA
Just saying those words out loud made her heart beat wildly in her chest and her stomach drop. Saying those words out loud the first time was hard, but saying them to someone she cared about - Nico, Carm, even Hector…that was a million times harder. At least she knew what to expect from Carm, and even, in a negative way, from Hector. But Nico was a wild card.
They made eye contact, and Nico, of all things, just fucking nodded and said okay.
Nina’s eyebrows raised dramatically as she looked at Nico incredulously. That’s all he was going to say? Like it was the easiest thing in the world? Like they hadn’t been raised in a house where the worst parts of Christianity were reinforced in them? He was just going to sit there and even sort of smile?
“I…” Nina shook her head to try to clear it down to just one thought. “Why are you - this is hard for me, okay?” she finally managed to stammer out. “Mom and dad…they always made sure I knew I was just meant to be a wife and a mother. And when I found someone wanting to marry me and get me the hell out of there, I thought it was all perfect. And then I couldn’t even keep a pregnancy, and I found this girl at the gym - ”
Nina cut herself off in her rant and looked back at Nico. “How is this just like nothing to you?” she asked curiously. She was pretty sure if she had a sister who had been married for nearly ten years come out to her, she’d be a bit less than calm.
NICO
If Nina was anyone else, Nico probably would’ve cut and run. He’d obviously made a misstep, which wasn’t uncommon for the boy. He got on well with most, but usually, his reactions were part of the reason he usually kept to himself. His slight fear showed on his face, mixed with mostly confusion, eyes wider than usual as he watched the gears turn in her head, and heard more words from her lips in that 5 minutes than he had in years.
“Uh,” He murmured, pausing for a moment in his answer, keeping eye contact out of pure confusion. “You’re my sister.” He replied, slowly, like he was scared he would say the wrong thing. Nico paused again, looking over her tense expression. “Why would it matter? You’re here, you’re safe, you’re not with him. It doesn’t matter to me who you like — what you are.” Nico looked down at his lap, raising a hand to muss through his curls. “I get it’s probably, a thing with you, and that’s cool — that’s good that you know.”
It’s true. The ones who stay in the history books and live on forever in that way are all people who stayed true to themselves. That’s what made good music - and what still makes good music. Yeah, exactly, and that’s the dream. I liked her early stuff, too, because it was art in its own, fun way, but this new album, especially after everything surrounding Dr. Luke surfaced…wow. It’s a masterpiece. I can’t imagine what it was like for her, from the trials to putting together that new album with all that raw emotion…I’d love to do something like that some day. Just put my whole self out there. I have no idea if that would even be entertaining or worth it, but it would be great.
Really? Don’t drink?
It had some soul. Not that she should’ve had to go through that shit — but it made some damn good music. It’ll be worth it. Everyone’s got something, it’s just actually having the depth to find it. Putting out some arrogant, shallow shit isn’t something worthwhile, even if it’s 90% of what’s on the radio. Whether it’s “pop” or some weird abstract shit, it’s all worth listening too when it’s actually someone putting everything into it.
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