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@nicolexrow
Lol regarding your other posts about the sexuality of the guys, do yall remember where Awsten’s celebrity crush was Brendon Urie? There’s that video of him saying “Brendon Urie if you see this if I were to date a dude, it would be you”. Then there’s that video of Otto agreeing 😭
truly a 2016 answer - iz
waterparks for paper magazine
What I miss most are Brendon’s livestreams, especially this time of year. We have lost those forever.
Thoughts on their upcoming wwwy show?
I'm super excited that we're being given any show at all! I've seen people arguing about which various members should be there, but I think we should just let the band surprise us with whatever they want to do. Like it would obviously be amazing to see any other original members come onstage too... if they want to. They don't owe us anything. And if they want it to be a surprise, then we should let them surprise us (says my hypocritical ass who freaked out about spotting the piano). Idk what we’ll get but I’m excited for anything.
I'm also legit looking forward to seeing Nicole, Mike, and Dan onstage because they're such an incredible team with Brendon omg. Like the level of understanding and support that they clearly have between them is amazing to see. Plus, they’re all ridiculously talented and used to doing major shows in this decade. Dan has been with Brendon through so much. I've heard that Mike was a huge fan of AFYCSO growing up, so I'm thrilled for him that he gets this experience. And it's kind of cool that Nicole is an actual member of Incubus now, but is going to be onstage for another band. She has stuck her neck out to support Brendon in interviews SO many times, even when there was nothing for her to gain from it. Like she goes out of her way to gush over how wonderful he is for everyone to work with. She seems fiercely protective of him. I wasn't even around for the stuff in the previous decade, but I can still see that Brendon's most recent lineup felt like a family. So I’ll be happy to see anyone who’s onstage with him! This is a celebration of the Fever era, but I’m well aware that we can’t fully go back in time 😢
Anyways, that was a lot of rambling ha. I’m not going to WWWY anymore (can’t do that size of a crowd… I wish the Panic performance was at a venue on its own). But I’m looking forward to seeing everyone’s videos!! 💛
K I need to rant for a minute and I’m sorry in advance but as a longtime fan of your blog, I hope you understand what I mean. I like Awsten, have since before 2016, and we all know that the chaotic, unpredictable shtick is his thing, but even though he projects this persona of purposely being chaotic and not caring what the fans say, I always still feel like he lets the fans and his fear control him. He mentioned in his book that he’d post the hell out of his partner, and now he feels like he can’t because some fans are insane and gross, and that’s honestly sad. I was around during the Ciara era (and even hyping them up lowkey), and yeah, fans got worse over time, but it was never truly “safe.” There were always fans who crossed lines back then too and like you mentioned just recently, some (many I can name) fans are far beyond saving.
It’s like he constantly seems to second guess himself because of fan backlash. He shouldn’t have to think “fans won’t like this” or “they’ll attack me if I post that” or “they won’t like my girlfriend so I can’t share her.” Like…that’s not how it should be. I mean, he literally unliked a post about a band’s new album in 2022 because some of his own fans were tagging him saying that band is horrible and awful and all that. He unretweeted something that I don’t remember what it was because his fans got angry at him. People make up this version of him in their head and can’t handle the fact that that isn’t him, it’s what they want him to be. And that’s so embarrassing. By technicalities, he does feed into the parasocial thing with fans because he wants to fuel his ego, then complains about it, is angry that he angered people, and then the cycle starts again. But I think ifs obvious he’s still holding back because he doesn’t wanna make more people angry.
I sympathize with him, I totally understand that he’s been through a lot. He’s literally been stalked, had fans cross boundaries by digging into his personal life and been made to feel unsafe by the very people who claim to support him. Even having them chat to his significant other behind his back which is another wtf situation and I still have questions about that one for another day, but here’s the thing, that shouldn’t stop him from living his life or posting what makes him happy. He’s a public figure, a musician, and a human being. In fact he’s a human being before any of those other things too. And being human means someone, somewhere, will always hate or criticize you because that’s reality and reality sucks. I’ve dealt with the same both online and in my real life, I’ve had stalkers, death and assault threats, and got my info leaked online a few years ago. Obviously no where near as bad as Awsten’s or anyone else in the public, i hope yall don’t think this is insensitive, but no one else should not let it dictate what you do or how you live because I know I’m not.
I think I’ve told yall my criticisms about Awsten and the reblogs so I’m very aware of how chronically online and annoying he gets and that he does play into some fans parasocial behavior like I mentioned before, but he is human too. No one deserves to second guess themselves because of other people, whether he’s famous or not. Awsten should do whatever the hell he wants, post what he likes, love who he wants, share what he’s proud of without letting fear of fans dictate it. The parasocial fans just need to go and touch grass instead of yelling at the singer they’re clearly trying to kiss up to.
Listening to the new song they debuted at Leeds through videos but some of the lyrics are “my girl feels like a side chick cuz we gotta keep it private” and also “I want to tell you to die but I can’t say it on a verse” ? — sounds a bit like we are about to be told off again for the parasocial relationships he’s created himself!!
tbf i think some of the anger is warranted but also some of this i'm like. man - iz
i find it fascinating that some people cant tell when arts traced because its painfully obvious that Certain Twitter Parxies just cant draw
some people can't even tell when a waterparks song is bad so are you really expecting much out of people when their entire social currency is getting an awsten notice - iz
I hope to God that Awsten doesn’t have yellow hair, i remember when he censored Yellow and omitted the yellow lovely lyric. Yellow hair is not a good visual 😭
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-iz
OH THANK GOD, ITS NOT BAD BRIGHT SUNSHINE NEON GREEN, ITS BLONDE I LOVE IT
give me a break!
Brendon with a fan!! This pic is adorable 🥰
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You don’t know what life was like out there
I think it’s really important that we hold everyone accountable. I was in their circle but I need to stay anon - please read this. Mel is Jewel’s best friend. They’ve known each other for years and Mel met Jawn through Jewel. They used to ALL hook up. Geoff knows about this btw. They ALL knew about it. Daphne found out that Jawn lied to her about Jewel and him and she lost it back in 2019/2020. They all turned on Daphne immediately; Mel lied to Daphne - who found out later on that Mel was also a fuck buddy too - to stay in the Waterparks circle and be *popular*. Mel flipped out on the friend group one time at a concert for “showing off as a fan” because “it’s embarrassing and Awsten hates it”. That same group is now defending Mel out of fear. They gaslit Daphne in to being crazy to protect their own egos and they are terrified of Awsten of finding out so they can still get guest list and invited to things. Unfortunately, a lot is coming to light and they’re throwing anyone and everyone under the bus. It’s been overdue for years now.
They’re not good people - everyone that is friends and protect Jawn are NOT. There has always been a reason why Awsten never affiliated with this group nor supported the others relationships. Awsten is aware.
This needs to be known. All parties should be held accountable. Again - Jewel, Geoff’s GF, is MEL’s BEST FRIEND - it’s on all social platforms and their IG for proof!! Put the pieces together and do yourselves all a favor - stop giving these people attention.
so. this has been sitting in our inbox for just a few hours now, and with the information it detailed we REALLY wanted to check our sources with this one. we also didn't want to post this without knowing if daphne had okay'd this information being shared. that being said, i have had a conversation with daphne today that has confirmed all this information here to be true. daphne has given me permission to share these messages and get details out there.
the first message of this was her responding to me letting her know that we received this anon, for context. her first messages to me were letting me know that someone previously involved with this blog may have been geoff's now girlfriend, jewel. previous admins of this blog no longer have access, and haven't had it for awhile since me, iz and blue took over.
here is the confirmation from daphne that every detail of this anon is true, as well as more information regarding jewel and geoff's involvement.
and for the record, here is daphne's confirmation that we were allowed to share this post as well as her messages to me.
more info on jewel, name is crossed out since it's the name she thought was the alias jewel was using while possibly on here, which i have since cleared up with her since i personally know the admin she believed it was.
and further info after i asked if awsten knew anything of this. just for clarity. there is also confirmation that jewel is the reason behind geoff and chloe breaking up.
if we receive anything further, it will be updated here as long as daphne is allowing us to share this. and i want to state at the end of this that all of us here are sending so much love and support to daphne through this time, no matter what. it has been made clear to her how much we support and respect her.
-kirsten
saw someone on twitter say smthn like "jawns always been shitty why is he only getting dropped now," which just like??? idk man, i feel like everyone has a friend that kinds sucks but youve been friends with them for so long at this point that you keep believing its an unlucky streak and that theyre not actually like this. ppl dont seem to realize how something like this can go under the radar when youre close friends with them. ive had something similar happen to me before, and like yeah hindsight is 20/20 but you dont realize that they suck until theyre gone or its explicitly pointed out to you. thats just how it is. idk it makes me frustrated.
honestly i think everyone involved or surrounding it just wanted to pretend it wasn't happening before they knew the extent to how bad things actually were. they could still try and counter the doc's contents but even if its findings weren't the worst of it, it sure did set the stage for what was to come. just terrible and downplayed for the longest time all around - iz
Unpopular Opinion
Viva Las Vengeance by Panic! At The Disco is such a great album it's honestly over hated. I actually saw Panic exactly 2 years and 2 days ago and I ended up hearing a lot of that album and hearing it live changed my life. I simply just think it's great but maybe my music taste is just objectively bad idk.
honestly i’m glad im seeing at least SOME criticism of soulsucker and the weird ip2 thing??? on twitter but i already know awsten will be passive aggressive and scare everyone back into loving everything he ever does no matter how shit it is
ive been a fan long enough to know how talented awsten can be but also ive been a fan long enough to know that awsten will always choose the stupider decision over the right one - iz
what if ryan ross hadn’t left the band. imagine vices ryan. imagine too weird ryan. imagine death of a bachelor ryan. imagine ryan.
none of those eras would’ve ever happened though… it’d be more like imagine a very unhappy Brendon & Spencer in a version of P!ATD that sounds like The Young Veins.
