The Amazing World of Nijakh

-it/its- -AUDHD- -adult!- hello welcome to my world, i mostly vent so don't take anything to the heart and i'm always open to a civil convo in front of a cup of tea https://nijiintheclouds.straw.page/

[nicomantic]

‘Getting a second life is one thing. Making it a better life, that’s the trick.’

oh nico di angelo you're so loved

[nicomantic]

me: update me, what point are you??

my mother: around when he joins the bandits, he's such a loser his life suck!!

me, joking: is fitz your favourite character?

my mother: no!!! he's too stupid im starting to cheer for regal

me: don't even joke about that

[nicomantic]

i'm trying to force my bestie to read rote

[nicomantic]

chat, we made it

[nicomantic]

i'm trying to force my bestie to read rote

[anasabdin]

間

[nicomantic]

i forced my mother to start rote and she doesn't know what she's getting into:

me: so... at what point are you?

she: i'm at the end (of the second)... but does it end so badly???

me: yeah its kinda evil

my brother: is the fool in it

me and she lock eyes: yes he's in it since the first book

my brother: what do you think of him?

she: ...idk he's just there i guess

me: 💔 how dare you say that

she: but why is everyone fucking stupid

me: yeah that book is where they are just stupid, but my therapist said its realistic

she: i like the queen, she's cool

me: yeah!! i love kettricken!!!

[nicomantic]

guys is there anyone who has ever drawn the fitz, fool and nighteyes statue? i wanted to force my brother to make it for me but it would help if he had a visual aid

though i think he can draw it himself if i read him the passage...

[brbarou]

kisses

[nicomantic]

my brother hates me, since i finished the last book i could only talk about that. i cant go on like this

[nicomantic]

im screaming crying throwing up wtf was that ending

omfg omfg im shaking i want to crawl and die i will forever think of this series

[nicomantic]

FITZ FUCKING DIES LIKE THAT?!?!

i can only think of that part of the tokyo ghoul in 5 minutes video that goes like "PIPES, MY ONE WEAKNESS!!"

[nicomantic]

fucking plotwist, i love bee so much

she's literally so cool

[nicomantic]

i have the feeling that fitz will die at the end of this trilogy and carve a wolf statue, but thats just based on bee's dream since im avoiding spoilers 💖

[nicomantic]

okay the more im going on the more this sound impossible but wtf was that dream then, now theres a new dream of fitz dying by drowning

it could be metaphorical drowning into the statue but i still have no idea how hes going to get there

[nicomantic]

today i have a therapy appointment, do i talk about me threatening my father with a pair of scissors or continue as last time and talk about rote

so

father

rote

both!

Voting ended onAug 13

[nicomantic]

to anyone who voted, i did both and she praised me and cried for beloved ❤️🤞

go to therapy kids you will find a bestie

[nicomantic]

i talked to my therapist about rote, her favourite character is now the fool and she cried a bit when i told her about the tawny man trilogy

she's so not ready for the fitz and the fool trilogy

[nicomantic]

today i have a therapy appointment, do i talk about me threatening my father with a pair of scissors or continue as last time and talk about rote

so

father

rote

both!

Voting ended onAug 13

[ramblesandstuff]

Liveship traders is a masterclass of storytelling. The stories are tragic because they’re realistic. Everything is perfectly tied together, every brick laid with intention. It looks you in the eyes and tells you this is a tragedy willed by fate. It makes you realize that as painful as the other stories are, they are the ones in which the wheel of time was fixed. Here the characters are beyond saving. No matter how much they claw their way to freedom, their fate is sealed and they are stuck being the worst version of themselves. It makes you understand the stakes to Beloved’s mission, as well as the weigh they carry on their shoulders.

Kennit is probably one of the best written characters I have ever encountered. His story is haunting and every second of it feels like a choreographed catastrophe. He is my favorite character in the trilogy so I’m biased, but I truly think he has no equal.

[nicomantic]

when i was ranting about it to my therapist, she just kept adding "Well, that's realistic"