Nien

22 y/o GW: 40kg

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I need advice!!

I’ve been eating less than 1200 kcal a day and I’m constantly working out and everyday I make 15000 steps.

At first I lost weight fast but now I gained a little weight again and my belly is constantly bloated..

What am I doing wrong?? I’m not eating more and I only snack on fruits. I live together with my boyfriend and he keeps a strict eye on me when it comes to eating..

My current weight is - 46,5 kg

And my height is - 1.58 m

My goal weight is - 43 kg

Pls someone help me out, I feel so desperate and frustrated

[nienabe]

Specifying height would be a reasonable thing to do when talking about weight.

I’m 1,58m :)

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I’m at 43 kg again! I wanna be 41kg before Christmas

Kinda want a buddy tho, so we can help each other

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I miss how tiny I used to be..

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What are some good workout YouTube videos?

Wanna lose weight fast

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Maybe if I look sick again, I get the attention back

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I need my bf to fuck me, i feel so ugly if he doesn’t use me, if he doesn’t love me..

My bf doesn’t fuck me often, maybe twice a month but he does talk about other girls he likes to fuck

I know it sounds selfish but because he doesn’t give my body the attention it needs I start to feel insecure again and I’m slowly relapsing back into my ed

[nienabe]

I can’t describe it any better

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I relapsed back in my ED

And I’m both sad and happy about it.. my ed makes me feel save and I can live in my own bubble, but I know I will upset people around me and that makes me sad

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So I ordered a dress in my normal size ( XS ) and it was to big, and this made me feel so good omg

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Does anyone else have these moment when you suddenly binge a lot in a week and then you starve yourself again for a week.

Like please even my eating disorder isn’t stable 🥲

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Sooo I had a dinner with my boyfriend and my parents and there was so many nice food on the table, I ate a lot.

I feel bad about it, but it’s okey one day of eating extra won’t make a big difference. Tomorrow will be a new day of restricting ✨😗

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I wanna wish everyone already a happy new year full of low calories ✨😗

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Owhhh I want to be skinny so badly I want him to look so big compared to me. I want him to be careful with me because I’m so fragile

[nienabe]

Hi!

I’m kinda looking for a pro Ana coach or a buddy who can support me, and keeps me motivated for losing weight.

I do not want to send nudes or body check pics I don’t feel comfortable with that

Im 19 years old

Im a girl

My cw is 43kg my gw is 40kg

Please don’t be a creep Xx

[nienabe]

Just got this book, I’m really excited to read it! It’s about someone who has an eating disorder.

I can really distract myself with books

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At the moment I weigh 43 kg

My goal weight is 40 kg

But I can’t seem to lose those 3 kg no matter how much I fast, how much I workout it doesn’t fucking go away and its so frustrating 😩

Does anyone have advice?