ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤTHIS IS A 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ follows from remauriel ;
multifandom, multimuse ; consists of muses from various ( mostly niche ) fandoms with a semi-heavy focus on ARKNIGHTS. Extremely cross-fandom & Original Character friendly.
written by 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐖 / 𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐎𝐌 . ( 25+, they/them )
can have extremely low activity at times.
𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐈𝐍: ㅤ grey morality ;ㅤ godhood ;ㅤ making hard decisions & choices ;ㅤ a desire & passion in living, not just surviving ; ㅤholding onto hope ; ㅤsearching for a light in an abyss of darkness ;ㅤ experiencing violence , & being kind despite it ; ㅤlove, war, & death ; ㅤ sacrifice.
ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤplease note that i am very heavily plot driven on this blog.
「ㅤ Catello is rarely bold when it came to the touch between two people & craving it, his nature far more reserved / subdued / giving, but craving it deep down. Touchstarved. Almost ravenous. To a point where the first time the others palm cupped his cheek, it was almost too much & too gentle, his body aching from the strain of battle. Yet he couldn't pull away, drowning in the feeling of it. Breath coming out shaky, uneven almost as if he was in pain.
Now with more touch slowly filling this formerly endless hidden void beneath the seams, he felt as if he could seek it out / ask for it & not be judged or denied. His face pressing into the curve of pogranichniks neck, nose against the others throat. Inhaling his scent. It was calming, the line of usual stiff & taunt body slowly easing up into an arch to meld against him.
" ... hmm, warm... " a kiss was wanted but words still heavy on heart, even heavier on tongue to usher this demand / questions, so he doesn't, but finds himself content basking in this embrace for now. Pliant. A purr escaping vocal folds & ears relaxed as they flick to the sound of their breathing. Tail was wrapped around pogranichniks leg, possessively almost. As if to Signal his claim, heart beating fastly against his ribcage. ㅤ 」
ㅤHe is equally as touchstarved as the other. Hungry, and yearning, for it, all the same. The only difference? Khorsyn does not leave it up to fate. Or chance. He doesn't wait. He takes it: the opportunity; once it has presented itself to him. He has been given it, so why waste it ?
ㅤPermission. That's what he's been looking for. Searching. At first, there is hesitation. When the Lupo cries out the first time, he pulls back. Only just a little. Had he harmed him?ㅤㅤ ( are you in pain , dear wolf ? ) ㅤㅤDidn't think he had but.. It was better he go slower - be gentler - just in case. But, then, when the other seems to melt into him, and against his touch, almost like he's been craving it, the Liberi finally understands. He is not so much in pain, as he is just starved for it. His touch.
how long has it been ,ㅤ catello , ㅤsince you have been touched ? since you have been held ?ㅤ have you actually ever felt it before ?
ㅤWhen the hunter buries himself into him, Pogranichnik cannot help but to freeze, just for a moment. He's startled. Not scared; not worried. Just... surprised. Steadies and stills himself, though, simply to gauge the situation. But it's already quite clear to him, what is happening.
is this youㅤㅤ ... ㅤㅤ━━━ ㅤㅤ... ㅤㅤasking ?
ㅤNot that he necessarily needs words, Khorsyn does not need spoken directives to execute his advances. ( though sometimes he wouldn't mind him using his voice . ) He can learn; he can adapt. If anybody excelled the most at adapting to anything, it would have been him. He could learn... to understand him.
ㅤㅤ"Luppino.."ㅤㅤ his hands find their way against Wulfard's hips. careful, but firm. his voice soft. warm. he speaks through delicate whispers, ㅤㅤ" do you want ━ " ㅤㅤlips press gently against his ear, ㅤㅤ"━ more ? "
nooooo i just realized that my one of my fav non-rp blogs turned off reblogs for the post that i wanted to share but im gonna share it here anyway ( and turn of reblogs ) because HONEST TO GOD I AGREE with the post.
i'm really actually so sick and tired of people using the term het ( or cis ) as some derogatory term, like its some inverse or opposite to queerness, especially during the month of pride. there is NOTHING wrong with using either of those terms, and, again, the moment i see people using these terms as something evil or bad, im gone.
in the case people still dont understand it allow me to say it like this:
the moment i see another 'reminder, there's not a single cis/het in my roster' im out. I'm done. I'm walking away.
like... why are we announcing it like that?
Are we.. purposely trying to make feel others like shit?
i hope to GOD that is not the purpose of those statements.
I don't know if people really understand how.... toxic that statement can be. I don't like it. I DONT LIKE IT. as a queer person myself, i do not LIKE people shitting on others. I need people to stop erasing others just to boost themselves. I need people to stop being so exclusive about others.
like, okay, cool, but like... why are you ostracizing others? do you feel better about it? when you say shit like that? i am so over this normalizing of villainizing terms to describe people and situations. Like... there are people who are allies too. If you don't like certain terms, then don't use them, but don't use them as a means to belittle or demonize others.
I ALSO need people to stop saying that bi folks are not enough because they can be het at times. Again, there is NOTHING from about m/f relationships and i NEED people to stop treating said relationships like they are disgusting. its NOT. a man can love a fucking woman and not be pathetic about it. It also reeks of biphobia and i will not stand for it.
people who do this have a problem with gender and sexuality and that's not my problem, please get help.
cis and het are terms to describe situations. like HOLY FUCK would you all believe that i, a VERY genderqueer individual, can be cis/het at times or in certain situations because its literally not safe for me to come out or because I'm literally just fluid in my gender?? does it make people angry?
im BEGGING, softly and gently.... please don't make others feel like shit. it's terrible. please sit down, think about how something being said is coming across. be MINDFUL of how something comes across. I am SO tired of the hate and shaming. Please don't do it.
━━━ 𝐒𝐄𝐗 𝐕𝐀𝐋𝐔𝐄 𝐓𝐄𝐒𝐓. ⸻ ( ⚝ )
╰┈➤ tagged by : Nobody, took from me. i figured that I would do this one for him.
╰┈➤ tagging : nobody. but feel free to do it if you so desire.
bold what does apply to your muse, italicize what applies in sometimes / some verses, strike through what never applies & leave regular what’s indifferent to your muse! copy & repost, please do not reblog !!!
♡ LOVE LANGUAGES: words of affirmation / quality time / acts of service / receiving gifts / physical touch / activity / appreciation / emotional / financial / intellectual / practical
♡ PHYSICAL ACTS OF INTIMACY: holding hands / kissing / cuddling / massages / bathing together / washing partner’s hair / skin on skin contact / forehead kisses / playing under the table / playing with partner’s hair / playful tickling / seeking them out in bed to hold / eye contact / reading to your partner / being read to / napping together / couch cuddles while doing separate activities (head in lap etc)
♡ SEXUAL INCLINATIONS: sex favourable / sex adverse / sex indifferent / hypersexual / sex-repulsed / bottom / top / versatile / vers bottom / vers top / service top / power bottom / stone top / pillow princess / submissive / dominant / switch / brat / baby girl/boy / soft dom / pleasure dom / caregiver
♡ KINKS & TURN ON’S: dirty talk / quiet in bed / loud in bed / having hands pinned / pinning partners hands / having hair pulled / pulling partners hair / being watched / watching their partner / voyeurism / receiving oral sex / giving oral sex / receiving penetration / giving penetration / praise kink / biting / marking up your partner / being marked up / impact play / edge play / teasing / being teased / using toys on partner / having toys used on them / choking / being choked / being restrained / restraining their partner / shibari / breeding kink / piss kink / worshipping their partner / being worshipped / humiliating / being humiliated / degrading / being degraded / pegging / being pegged / frotting / face sitting / dom/sub dynamics / DDLG dynamics / aftercare / anal / bdsm / light bondage / outdoor sex / sensory deprivation (blindfolds etc) / roleplay / rough sex / threesomes / wax play / sensory play (eg. pinwheels etc) / knife play / blood play / caging / cbt / sounding / collars / exhibitionism / rimming / pet play / dressing up for partner / partner dressing up for them / daddy kink / mommy kink / master/slave dynamics
Hi, this is probably going to be a relatively... messy post that has my thought spilling out, but I figured that I would at least have a place to put my thoughts down.
This is sort of a partial addition of this post. ( but also separate in its own right . ) in case anybody wants to read about Originium, since Reconveners are very much related to Originium.
I know for a fact that there will be things that I miss, and in the event and case that i do, i will just make a new/different post. but otherwise....
Please allow me to talk about Operator Pogranichnik ;
ID name: Khorsyn / Коршун .
𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄.
Let it be known that it has been said, in an interview, that Reconveners are actually formed with a physical age that reflects their desired form.
they are designed to represent the original operator's dreams and desires, or to represent another version of themselves.
For Progranichnik, there are actually a few of things to consider when looking at his appearance.
1. his outfit. it is designed after Hellagur's Bloodline of Combat: Octopath Illusion.
Something that is noteworthy here is that this ( Hellagur's ) outfit is designed during a time in HELLAGUR'S life when he was in his prime. And during a time before he was betrayed. Behind him in the image above is the close friend whom he had to kill due to the fact that he turned out to be an enemy commander and he had no other option. ( I genuinely don't know which race that is, people are saying feline, it also looks like maybe lupo or vulpo. )
You can also see the shieldguards in this image as well. Which means this was during at time of his life that he was surrounded by his brothers in arms.
This is, perhaps, the peak of Hellagur's life. and also a time where he is probably traumatized the least.
2. He is where hellagur would have most likely been in his prime physical peak. I did find a thread in that reddit post where there was a discussion about it that perfectly explains my thoughts.
I think there is a lot of truth to the statements said here. Pogranichnik DOES speak as though Hellagur is a FRIEND, and a mentor. So, naturally it would make sense that he would put himself at an age that looks younger than the person that he is a 'copy' of.
I also do think that the whole idea of... wanting to go back to the younger days when things were easier also make sense too!
𝐀𝐆𝐄.
I genuinely cannot, for the life of me, find the link that i had saved for this section so I have to go off of my memory because im a little lazy to pull up the files in the game. for the history... But!! That being said.... Let me talk about what I can remember/recall for him. ( and also what I HC for him . )
Khorsyn was alive and active during the first aggeloi war. he was on the front lines during the FIRST war. This is a historical conflict of Talos II. This means that Pogranichnik is well over 100 years.
He is actually more likely anywhere between 152 and 500 years.
Chronologically.
I also personally HC that Reconveners are AGELESS, so this age makes sense for him. He has this psuedo-immortality to him. Not saying that he can't die, but it's more like... he just cannot age physically. ( he cannot die of old age. ) this means that he will most likely outlive most others outside of the Vampire-Sarkaz. But, again, this makes sense, due to the fact that he comes from data ( albeit corrupt data ) from originium.
Honestly, dare I say he ( along with the other reconveners ) probably has ( have ) the same exact properties as other creations like... IDK, lets say AMa Androids.
Now.. What does this mean for him? Well, I suppose this just means that he'll have to go through what any other long-life species/immortal has to go through, which is that he'll witness close companions with shorter lifespans die. He will simply outlive them. He already has. He's not even that 'old' compared to other ageless. ( though he might be one of the older reconveners . ) Take this however you want.
Anyway, i think that is all i will be able to write for now.
I'll do a part 2 when my head is not spinning a million miles a minute.
you are so authentic and unapologetic in your honesty while also being such a sweetheart too and it's such a refreshing take tbh, i wish people were more like you. the world needs more people like that. thank you for being a light in peoples lives it matters more than you realize
I am on mobile so i cant give you my bear heart icon that i have but oh my sweet dear anon im WEEPING… th-thanku….? I try my very best and i always hope that it is enough for people.
what a time to be alive. I woke up at the wrong time but hey at least my headache is gone. but also i should sleep more since i have to get up and read for work in 2.5 hours and i have class today. But oh yea you guys dont know it - except for one person - i did mange to write something before going to bed!
Anyway i love my ships. Do you guys know that? All of them. The crossovers ones especially. Give me more of those.
additionally. Ill be making an hsr verse for logos. Already have considered his path. Its most likely gonna be nihility (: or maybe erudition idk yet i havent fully decided or figured it out yet.
guys, i think i might write a meta post/talk about what it actually is like when an Infected dies. And what happens AFTER. Cause HOMIES… i have the event chapters that talk about it…. I KNOW which event talks about it in depth.
Let me tell you. It’s actually horrific, what happens after an Infected dies.
