Koi No Yokan

❝In this land of lost hearts we are the ones who love, we are the ones who feel in this land of lost art. We are the ones who sing, we are the ones who dream.❞ Independent OC Roleplayer. Looking for partners.

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worthless update

i will be extending my hiatus. plots are obviously on hold unless someone wants to drop or until i return, if i ever do at this point

scmniari, thoughtglyphs, illumancer, zacriea

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Don’t say you need me when you leave and you leave again.

 Lana Del Rey, “Pretty When You Cry,” Ultraviolence (via lanadelreylyric)

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feels like shit being excluded from everything

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mutualiism:

tumblr has this habit of glorifying the idea that you should feel insecure about your writing because so many people are. so many people think that if you like your writing, you’re just conceited or narcissistic. 

well, let me tell you something: if you think you wrote a good reply or you feel proud of a starter, fucking bask  in that. get rid of the idea that you’re supposed to hate your writing and love what everyone else does. 

it can be great to receive positivity from other people, but it feels great to be proud of yourself.

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can anyone rec some rping blogs?

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viewtokill:

your character should be more than a tragic backstory. more than i lost my parents at a young age so now i rebel against the world. more than i have all these wicked skills without proper background or training. 

sass is great, and so is silence — but when aren’t they using their biting wit? when do they speak up? do they use their ass-kicking skills for good? for evil? have they lost people along the way — actually, it’s inevitable, so what happened after the funeral? did your character attend? did they seek revenge, or search for answers at the bottom of a bottle? 

don’t toss around tragedies if you’re not going to apply them to your characterization. alcoholics aren’t just loud and physically abusive; ptsd doesn’t mean you’ve boarded up the windows and refuse to leave your house. you won’t always continue to hate your parents after they’ve died. you will doubt your life decisions. being rich doesn’t make you sexy. being smart doesn’t make you socially awkward [ alternatively, it doesn’t make you the most attractive person in the room. ] even if you’re wicked smart, you’ll still get some things wrong. 

do your research. if you put your character through traumatic events, not everyone walks away unscathed. but being haunted by the ghosts of your past doesn’t make you attractive either. it’s a nitty gritty, dirty fucking business. you get mad, your world loses color, you feel alone, and sometimes you ask yourself why you’re the one who lived. 

treat your character like their own person. just because you wouldn’t say something to someone doesn’t mean they’ll keep their trap shut. it doesn’t mean they’ll want a big wedding or fast cars or apple pie made the way your mother taught you. maybe you’re pro-life and your character is pro-choice. maybe it’s vice versa. just because your character is a dick doesn’t mean it should be a reflection on yourself. but if they’re going to be a dick, and you want it to be believable, give them a reason to be a dick. a reason to hate the world, only slightly less than they hate the people living in it. maybe more. maybe it’s maybelline.

being smart and young and witty and attractive doesn’t mean your character will be respected. it doesn’t mean your character deserves to be respected. older, more experienced characters may trust your character less because they’re so damn young, no matter what you do or say to try to prove them wrong. 

[snowdvn]

[ghostlywriterr]

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thedatingfeminist:

I honestly think relationships in general would be healthier, in general, if we didn’t believe they should last forever.

When the default is “forever” and shorter relationships are seen as a failure, we miss out on a lot. We stay in relationships that don’t work because they’re not “bad enough” to leave, as though not wanting the relationship anymore isn’t a good enough reason. We deny ourselves happy memories, saying “If it doesn’t work now, our love then wasn’t real.” We pass on relationships we know would be short, because if it doesn’t last forever, what’s the point in joy in the moment?

An ending isn’t a failure. It’s an ending. Most relationships have them. What would our relationships be like if we stopped focusing on our fear of endings and started focusing on what we - and our friends, partners, and family - need right now?

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0rient-express:

It’s kinda attractive when someone can reply to your sarcasm with sarcasm instead of just getting offended

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[zodiacmind]

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zodiacmind:

Things that irritate the signs most here

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I don't ever wanna drink again, I just, I just need a friend.

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Pregnancy/Baby ||Starter Sentences||

"I'm pregnant.."

"I'll just be in the bathroom throwing my fucking guts up because our unborn kid wants to be a dick.."

"You're pregnant?! How did this happen?! No, no, no, wait, don't tell me how it happened, never mind.."

"Happy Father's Day, babe!"

"Wait... you're having a what?!"

"There's someone I'd like you to meet.."

"Shh... he/she's sleeping.."

"Why couldn't YOU have been the one to get pregnant?! Why me?! The bad shit always happens to ME!"

"I have a special surprise for you. Close your eyes and follow me."

"He/She's killin' me, dude! When's he/she gonna come out?!"

"Oh, gosh, I felt it! I felt a kick!"

"Either what I just felt was a contraction or just a cramp... not really sure.."

"I am not getting rid of another life! How dare you even suggest that!"

"No, no, no, no, no, we aren't ready... we aren't ready for kids yet!"

[evrythingsucks]

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'Cause soberness, it might be what I need      but, it's certainly not how I wanna be

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soap by melanie martinez, scar by lucy rose, buzzcut season by lorde and colors by yuna!

Send me a song & I’ll tell you which line is relevant to my muse.

I feel it coming out my throatGuess I better wash my mouth out with soapGod, I wish I never spoke                                                        — Corey

If you saw in my mindHow I feltYou would hold me tightAnd ask nothing else                                                        — Corey

People should see how we’re living                                                        — Kacey

Who are you to tell me what I don’t deserve?                                                        — Jesse