NIHIL / NOTHING

𝐍𝐈𝐇𝐈𝐋; 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆

[nihilaraarchived]

#𝐍𝐈𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐀𝐑𝐀. this is a slow activity, highly selective, 𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐄𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘 & 𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆 for 𝐇𝐀𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐀𝐊𝐈 𝐊𝐔𝐑𝐎, a fandomless original character. diving into several themes including but not limited to; immortality, religious failings & abandonment, struggles with mental health, concepts of morality & growing from the sins of one's past, and finding things to live for. due to triggering content here i need everyone- new mutuals or old, to read my rules. they can be found under the readmore.

𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐎: girlfox , sosordid , stilettaux , chiheru , knghted

𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐇𝐈𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐒 / 𝐍𝐎 𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄

due to the darker material, and for my own comfort-- i prefer 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐎𝐑𝐒 𝐃𝐎 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐅𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖 𝐌𝐄. i also will not tolerate those who write triggering content and media including p*dophilia, or inc*st. anyone who does will be blocked on sight.

[nihilaraarchived]

so some stuff has happened. and it is with careful consideration; that i am going to leave tumblr rp. forever? i don't know. i don't want to put a time limit on it. if i come back i do, if i don't then that's that. i am as i mentioned, pretty sick. but it's not just that, i realize i just don't find the public space comfortable or fun anymore. i love writing and i love writing with other people. but the platform is not for me, and i'm not sure it ever will be again. i don't need to explain myself, but i thought it better i make a post mentioning my leaving instead of just vanishing.

now i won't delete my blogs right away, and i'll actually just archive kuro. i'll give this time, so people can decide whether or not they might like to continue things in private ( discord ), or not. i know 1 on 1 rp isn't for everyone. but the fact of the matter stands, i will not be logging in to my rp blogs anymore.

for those who might still like to keep in touch:

i do have an art blog @seabunnieart and i have a couple of twitter accounts for my art & interests too. here ( nsfw & ocs ). and here ( fan art ).

and whether it's for rp or not, or if you'd like to just keep in touch.

my discord: bunbite ( just lmk who you are )

thanks sm guys, despite some of the negatives, i did have fun. and made some good lasting friendships here. which i hope to keep even if i'm not in this space anymore.

ciao~

[nihilaraarchived]

this game loves me damn???

[nihilaraarchived]

if any of you play idv..ahem..

[nihilaraarchived]

okay i felt like sharing pictures. i look sick, and like utter garbage. but. WOAH rhys is not actually a wretched little salamander slapping the keyboard...

[girlfox]

what if we were married, and we had little pseudo fox children, and we ran a mystical teahouse together, and lived happily for hundreds of years. ( the insane devotion, and voluntary loving cannibalism is kept behind closed doors )

AND WHAT IF I SAID nothing would make ahri happier than to be held in the arms of the man who's sworn to stay by her side until the universe is swallowed whole by it's own hubris, two immortals hand in hand against the turning of the clock. and if i said she would give her own heart in return for a single chance at a life with him full of warmth and goodness, one she surely does not deserve but aches for so unbearably. and then if i said there is nothing in this lifetime she would like to do with him more than run a little tea shop. then what.

[sosordid]

“ …. I see … and this is why you’re having this session with me today I could assume? ”

[nihilaraarchived]

" yeah... i mean. i've been around a few thousand years. uhhh i'm pretty tired, or i guess, depressed. my last attempt on my own life was like 500 years ago. didn't work, clearly... still here. " is he doing this right...

[stilettaux]

" hmmm, i dunno. could you use it in a sentence? "

[nihilaraarchived]

" oh... you hard of hearing? i just did. come a bit closer and i'll be sure to speak up for you. "

[archivedheru]

❛ i   don’t   think   even   cream   or   sugar   would   be   able   to   save   this   horrific   drink!   ❜   visible   was   the   look   of   disgust   that   drew   upon   the   girl's   pudgy   features   as   she   pushed   the   mug   towards   her   father. 

❛ you’re   not   …   you’re   not   going   to   drink   that,   are   you?   ❜ 

[nihilaraarchived]

" cream and sugar make a pretty big difference. " he takes the cup and moves it closer to himself. other hands reaching into his jacket to procure an apple juice box for her. " but you'll figure that out when you're older. here. " kuro really preferred his coffee black usually... convenient. " whu...? 'course i am. kuros drink coffee. chihiros drink juice boxes. " be a shame to let it go to waste ...

[nihilaraarchived]

" i'm immortal. can't die. self explanatory, i think... "

open

[nocturnexsins-archived]

Reblog if you are willing to do toxic ships

Not every love is sweet and kind Sometimes, love is dangerous Poisonous, addictive, obsessive Leaving emotional, mental and physical scars Don’t want to walk away, refuse to let go To need, no matter how much it hurts To know the same pain is returned Because some don’t want just the sweet They crave the bitter too

[nihilaraarchived]

ive just been relaxing playing idv all day

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i can't escape soulsborne brainrot even in idv

[nihilaraarchived]

layla made a comment abt how choking kuro could relieve stress and im just— i keep thinking ,,,yeah hes like a stress ball.

[nihilaraarchived]

i drew some uhhh kuro last night ( nsfw )

[nihilaraarchived]

i've been pulled into idv...

[nihilaraarchived]

au where kuro is actually put in the shackling prison can be real now