&behem0th;

taurus sun, gemini moon, sagittarius rising ♢ eurydice wept ♢ 《 a collective of my consciousness, barely conscious 》 ¤ motherhood unkempt ¤ ★ Δ I am the human condition ∇ ★ fuck nebulas, get beaches

[nihilistic-lilith]

All i got for mothers day were the painful reality checks of just how meaningless my life is, how insignificant i am to everyone i care about.

Im done dude. I give up. Theres literally no reason to keep this facade up anymore.

[consecuences]

[yf3l]

[dreamyvixen]

“But I need to feel beautiful and holy things around me, always: music, mystery cults, symbols, myths. I need it, and I refuse to give it up… . That’s my fatal flaw.”

— Hermann Hesse, Demian (via shisasan)

[mournfulroses]

Tove Ditlevsen, from a poem featured in There Lives a Young Girl in Me Who Will Not Die: Selected Poems

[nihilistic-lilith]

Remembering when there used to be people who were proud to think they were the first ones to text me "happy birthday" at midnight. . .

12:01 and tonight ive ran down dwindled lists of names of people considering if i could reach out and ask for help from anyone. . .

Because im suffering beyond what i can handle anymore and i know im not gunna make it.

No one would care enough to make sure i survive this.

Im sorry for being a failure.

[toiich]

Eraserhead (1977), dir. David Lynch

[nihilistic-lilith]

Tomorrow is my birthday and i know im going to spend it depressed, alone, and wishing i could die on my birthday like william shakespeare

😮‍💨🥺

[remanence-of-love]

[sulfatto-deactivated20241018]

[carolsturka]

[8-bitfiction]

[nihilistic-lilith]

is there anybody out there...?

😔

[kalimaxxing]

the idealized version of my tomorrow self will fix this

[kalimaxxing]

not again

[gunfir3insidemyhead]

[brushoflips]

[foodffs]

SKILLET CHICKEN PICCATA

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