虚無。

Just dolls of some sort. They/It Matching with @akitoran-vbs

[nihilisticentity]

Strawpage

I'm not sure if anyone else that follows me know I have a strawpage except Againagon. Anyways I redesigned it so here it is. I answer questions here.

CutterNation • Community on Tumblr

Where all depressed and self harmers can talk abt cutting together.

https://tidal.com/@void_988_nihilremain

You may refer to me as Nihil-San, Nihil, Nilth, Nihility, Mx. Nihil, Mr. Nihil, Nil or something else related to Nihil. -Nihil

Nihil: Any Gender-Neutral and Masc Prns<🧿>

It: They/It<👁> @1tw4tch3s

Me but Basil/Stranger @b4s1l-str4ng3r

Matching pfps with @akitoran-vbs

Sibling/Best Friend: @kanadethepuppet

Friends: @miizitheangel @team-gallavichh @akitoran-vbs @intotheoblivion227 @st1llnene @s0m3-strang3rs @starryvbs2500 @atvbs12 @asul-na-buwan @vloooservlol @kamilaplayzxd

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Shiho and Mafuyu fictionkin.

[nihilisticentity]

What books should I convince my parents to get for me🥺🥺🥺

Book

Junji Ito Manga

Omori manga

Green yuri

Osamu dazai books yes it has almost been 4 months yet I still haven't gotten it😭

Remaining time: 1 hour 18 minutes

[nihilisticentity]

Edit.

[ohbrae-deactivated20170317]

if your blog had a smell, what would it smell like?

[ancientevilbaby27]

answer! (0_o) (I’m wondering what my blog smells like)

@idia-draconia @d4rcyxh @vaguelyinsanelibrarian

[idia-draconia]

AWWW!!! TYSM FOR THE TAG TWINY!!! AND THE ANSWEAR ISSSS….IT SMELLS LIKE SUNFLOWERS,ROSES,THOSE BEAUTIFUL SWEETS FRESHLY BAKED (Trey mentioned here 😌🫰) AND SCENTED CANDLES TO PUT IN BATHROOMS AND AROUND THE HOUSE (LAVENDER IS MY FAVORITE)!!!

(And your smell too…..like lil flowers that have to bloom (* >ω<))

[avoyuki-avocado]

If my blog has a smell…it’s the smell of avocados…and sometimes cherry pies i guess since Ace Trappola lives in my blog

@idia-draconia if I would give a smell to your blog, it would be the smell of blue and green fire…maybe blueberry scented candles because Idia

Or msrshmallows in a open flame i guess

[idia-draconia]

AWWW!!! TYSM!! AND YOU’RE RIGHTTT!!! IDIA AND MALLEUS MENTIONEDDD!! AND BLUEBERRIES ARE MY SECOND FAVORITE FRUITS AFTER STRAWBERRIES!! 🥹🫶❤️❤️

And it’s true that your blogs smells like avocados and cherry pies XD BUT I would add the smell of the violets that reminds me of Yuki….so cuteeee!!🥹🫶ﾟ+.ヽ(≧▽≦)ﾉ.+ﾟ(o≧▽≦)ﾉ(* >ω<)

(Might as well invite the others now: @astralfool @atutysworld @marigoldendragon @malleusrighthorn @mary-lennox-1955 @deadkalwalking @deafeningdreamobservation @blueapplesposts @kalims-left-earing @sora-nakahara @inside-floyds-walls @floryd @gl0omyfae + FREE TAGS!!(o≧▽≦)ﾉ

[mary-lennox-1955]

Hmmmmmm, thanks for the tag.

I think my blog might smell like a warm day(like the smell of the sun) with a little bit of lysol and the grapefruit trader Joe’s candle.(the sun since my username is the main characters of the secret garden, lysol since i use it a bunch irl so it might seep into mu blog, and the candle because it’s nice and cozy)

@idia-draconia i would have to agree with avoyuki-avacado. A toasted marshmallo scent and maybe like the scent of candy and coffee(since idia and malleus give that vibe)

@caffeinated-chocolate @dethuio11 @fizzy-talkss @ficsarecool @starsndaggers @radio-sanistired +open tags!!!

[fizzy-talkss]

if my blog had a smell it would be like sugar, cake, lemonade, burritos, and Dunkin’ Donuts coffee

@mary-lennox-1955 I would say yours smells like hot chocolate, books, cookies, and cozy candles like lavender sandalwood!🫶

Taggshdj: @milymoon @moonlight-lunna @mitsubaisnormyname @spintwowin @ebi-heartsalltheway +open tags!!

[mitsubaisnormyname]

What an odd question…

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Maybe Chocolate, old books, and cinnamon or nothing 😅😅😶

@radio-sanistired @randomassidlotidk @amaneyxgi @givemenoname

[givemey0urname]

turkish delights and gingerbread :3

@gbee333 @golden-kasper1215 @stories-i-guess aaaaand @dib-by

[gbee333]

DUDE THE TURKISH DELIGHTS ARE SO RIGHT ACTUALLY??

:3 it would be cool if my blog smelled like oranges, a very very faint smell of honey, and hibiscus flowers!

/nf tags @littlekiller823 @thefavoritechild @stardog144 @mute-doll @your-local-starstruck-dreamer + whoever else wants to join (mutual or not. :))

[tid3drift3r]

THAT SMELL RIGHT BEFORE IT RAINS AND ALSO YOUR AT THE COAST‼️‼️‼️

Gbee your blog smells like summer tangerines 👍 and also tree bark

@mintbecrazy @hardtobethebardbitch @mariyoursweetheart @alorekeeper + open tags loves <33

[alorekeeper]

a familiar scent in a location where it’s not supposed to be present

sift!! your blog to me feels like the ocean and also hints of ozone (like that before storms/lightning) :D

tags: @al-the-great, @narrative-bunny1864, @kingmackinac + open tags

[al-the-great]

Idk I feel like mine might smell like citrus and bread? Idk tho

Alore I feel like yours would be like a late summer night once the suns gone down and the stars are up, out in the bush away from light pollution and people. Like that really fresh night and wilderness smell?? Idk

No pressure tags @mossthewolfe @fish-nailed-to-a-cross @justobsessedwithvic @cheesesandwjch @milltheinfinity @illiteratesblog @le-dormeur-du-val @that-one-xachster @hermy-97 @ladyloss-blog @abyss-tea @pinealeye @pancake-of-death @nonbinary-akutagawa @sagehills @angst-fairy @oatmeal-33 @cecil-speaks @siameseshan @memostar-21 and open tags :3

[memostar-21]

hii! thanks for the tag!!!

i think mine smells like a breeze in autumn idk how to describe it 😅

and @al-the-great i think your blog smells like freshly baked cake or pie :3

@elester01 @crustyguybodylotion @ritoko-ren-kun @loudmicrowave @erasermic-enthusiast + open tags

[loudmicrowave]

thx for the taggg

Probably the smell of an orphanage burning down ngl

@jello-the-frog @stary-wolf @tae-st4rxr0cs

[stary-wolf]

I feel like it would have like lavender, citrus maybe, fresh rain & grass at night

@liv2draw @lardass999 @roxiefrogirl @thorns-thistles @th3-s0l4rsyst3m @oliversillyboi @vermillionblogheya

[lardass999]

idk, but i do feel like mine would smell like cherry blossoms, candy or bacon knowing the pink and pig theme

@colorfullaudino @bloodxcults @number-1-spud-fan

[bloodxcults]

Hmmm… cigars, beer, tuna, eggs, musk, and Axe (I’m the Axe wearer)

@sillyangla @devichaaan1102 @grayzahk @femmebry @lyricamaxing

[graycheckers]

hmmm…let me get a whiff…

snifff sniff snif…snifffffff…

…hm. the smell of isopropyl alcohol and wet concrete. strange.

@janussand7 @iheartmuffins69 and idrk who else so open tags :3

[iheartmuffins69]

thanks for the tag!! I thinkkkkkkkkk uhhhhhh

vanilla and freshly baked pastries!

@kiraririi @jiraibirdbrain @bloodxcults @pixicidal @nihilisticentity @puppyyyyynomnom open tags, idrk…

[nihilisticentity]

smell something. Make you feel sleepy..

@erimori @starryvbs2500 @s0m3-strang3rs + open tags

[nihilisticentity]

Visit Original Link

I finally figured out how to upload audio on here yippeee! WIP btw

[nihilisticentity]

Full thing is uploaded on bandlab, youtube and tidal:>

[nihilisticentity]

you must see

Suicide Note (OCD) // (Ft. Kasane Teto SV2)【SynthV Original】 (重音テトSV2)

on YouTube I think you'll like it (channel is ReclaimantOfLife)

after I saw this ask. I went to listen to it. Honestly that song is quite relatable. I really like it. Thanks for the suggestion Eri.

[nihilisticentity]

Visit Original Link

Song is also available on yt bandlab and tidal!

[nihilisticentity]

Visit Original Link

I finally figured out how to upload audio on here yippeee! WIP btw

[s0m3-strang3rs]

THIS IS SO PEAK OMG

[nihilisticentity]

Thank you:>

[nihilisticentity]

Visit Original Link

I finally figured out how to upload audio on here yippeee! WIP btw

[reasons-to-not-end-it]

REASONS TO NOT END IT:

"You could be somebody’s everything. You could write a book that a 13 year old reads then looks back on with so much joy and fondness for the rest of their life because they’re so happy you wrote it. You could smile at someone on the worst day of their life, helping them get through it. You could form a friendly connection with a cashier at your grocery store, letting them actually look forward to something at work every week. You could make so many people laugh because you are you.

Just by existing we’re positively impacting those around us, for you what is just being polite to a stranger in public could mean the world to that stranger.

the world is filled with so many people and so many different stories that follow those people.

So many people wish for their story to be known and seen and wish to see the stories of others.

Living is so hard, I know it is, but someone somewhere wants desperately to know your story because you brought them joy, or because you just seemed like a lovely person.

and you deserve to be able to see that person again and tell that story.

you deserve to be remembered not as a statistic but as an individual person, a person who is loved and loved so many people.

even if you don’t believe someone out there loves you, and if you can’t think of someone then I’ll be that person.

I love you. And you deserve that love."

-❣️

#996

[nihilisticentity]

TW: emetophobia

Holyshitholyshitholyshitifeelsonauesaifeellikeiamgonnavomiydhjckcjcucickcfuckfuckfuckfuck

[nihilisticentity]

I Laugh At The Thought Of God! He She They Holds On To My Strings

Time took: 1 hour and 49 mins.

[nihilisticentity]

so likee

the fukouna girl is gonna sound different cuz I'm working on it with someone

So sorry

[nihilisticentity]

list

fuyuki ✅️

emu ✅️

Atvbs

Nuz + KanaKompose

Xaiver!Asher

OneStarKanadeYoisaki

team-gallavichh

Sēřīne-hide-away

miracle øwn again

Miku again

6ear9er

default

Iroha

Damasu

Anonymous Amia

List might get change. Try to guess what it is for:>

(Nothing bad)

[bettystonewell]

GET TO KNOW YOUR MUTUALS!

Rules: answer and tag six people you want to know better

Thanks for thinking of/tagging me @thoughtslikeaminefield It’s been a pleasure interacting with you the past couple of days ❤️

1. Favourite colour: Teal

2. Last song: Save Tonight - Eagle Eye Cherry

3. Currently reading: Outlander Series (technically it’s collecting dust on my bookshelf because I mostly read fanfic…)

4. Currently watching: Single’s Inferno, Medium, and forever casually rewatching SPN

5. Currently craving: the bag of sweet chilli & sour cream chips I bought earlier (just waiting for kiddos to go to bed)

6. Coffee or tea: coffee! An iced latte any season.

@losers-clvb @middleearthislife @my-stories-vault @supernotnatural2005 @sorryitsmyfirstdayonearth @jollyhunter

[darlingxxdeer]

1. Favourite colour: Pink!

2. Last song: Dance On The Moon by AURORA

3. Currently reading: fanfics…also Caraval

4. Currently watching: nothing much but ig I’m trying to get through Witch Hat Atelier and rewatching The Owl House

5. Currently craving: 🥟 gyoza 🤤

6. Coffee or tea: hot chocolate…tea ig if it’s just those two (I like matcha)

@spongydust @inkridden-iris @jiapiter (jia pls tell me this is actually u and not some rando i tagged) @gabeofcrows @oddandalarmingsexualfeelings idk much ppl here sorry @nai-loves-musicals

[nai-loves-musicals]

favourite colour: lavender

2. last song: jack wolfe singing and then there were none from spring awakening

3. currently reading: just finished rereading crooked kingdom (but also rereading atcoewfa over and over)

4. currently watching: friends and new girl

5. currently craving: some haribos rn

6. coffee or tea: i love a frappe with coffee in it

@1nneffabl3celest1als @random-fanfic-reader @gabeofcrows @oddandalarmingsexualfeelings idk if anyone has already done it

[pete-da-cat]

Fav color: green

Last song: he's my man - luvcat

Currently reading: six of crows (almost done let's freaking go) and atcoewfa

Currently watching: stranger things, community (I'm perpetually watching community come on), and game changer/dropout shows in general

Currently craving: a cat tbh. Or some chocolate.

Coffee or tea: chocolate milk

ty for tagging me!!!

Idk whose been tagged already I probably shouldve checked but it's too late now

@hanboncinnabon @popisoluver @airsdoodle @i-love-multiple-ppl @just-a-queergoblin

[airsdoodle]

omigoodness wow okay um

fav color: PURPLE (i have had an emotional attachment to this color since i was like six okay)

last song: cars and gasoline by esha tewari

currently reading: rereading the great gatsby, the inheritance games and also various fanfics... ;)

currently watching: ... rewatching willow cus i do that every summer...

currently craving: uhhhhh i mean a strawberry gummy bear sound real nice rn tbh

coffe or tea: OMIGOD ICED COFFE MY WILL TO LIVE

bro i love being tagged in these things this is mega cool

uhh

@oddandalarmingsexualfeelings @ariaxuwr @perplexusrookie @itsian4 @wishbonesnclovers and for funsies my favourites @anotherlonelydancer @shakespeare-guy-anon

[perplexusrookie]

favorite color: ummmm i don’t know… black?

last song: giving bad people good ideas - death grips

currently reading: heirs by faridah àbíké-íyímídé

currently watching: old seasons of antm

currently craving: umm a strawberry nutella crêpe 👈 gay little hat

coffee or tea: dehydration

yayyyy i was tagged so cool 😁😁😁😁

um i always want to know everyone better but

@fish-that-steals-palm-trees @jeosmfbfosmend @maxrat-on-the-side @blahajnation8970 @sirensong34 @inkk-splatters

[emoboy-maxrat]

Fav color - green

Last song - where your head at by eurotripp

Currently reading - haikyuu manga

Currently watching - the summer hikaru died

Currently craving - my CD player to work lol nah I really want cheesecake

Coffee or tea - monster energy *cough and coffee cough*

Thanks for tagging me pookie

Others I'ma tag

@artticfennec @s1llyg00se40 @blad3bunni3 @butterfoxxx @mitsuvaya @ashishere0w0 @sonofchupacabra @the1ponyboy

[butterfoxxx]

thanks for the tag fav color - royal purple or pastel yellow Last song - I see red - Everybody Loves an Outlaw Currently reading - fanfiction Currently craving - Baskin Robins Coffee or tea - don’t like either but if I had to pick I’d take tea

@theweirdqueerthing @pupfettipaws @deusben @equi-knox @nuclear-atm0sph3ar @kneeko116

My six tags :)

[theweirdqueerthing]

Ooothankyouu:D

Fav color: NAVY BLUEEEE-

Last song: The Balled of Peter PumpkinHead (idk the artist)

Currently reading: nothing

Currently craving: tacos

Coffee or tea: honestly I'd say coffee

@starstats @sondersalem @darkotorclash @darkbananagirl00 @saph-the-queer @johnnyisachud

Taggssss:33

[darkotorclash]

yayyyyhowkindofyou!!!

Fav color:Fuchiafuschiahoweveritspelled

Last song: pianoversionofscarletforestfromdeltarune(officialcover)

Currently reading: not

Currently craving: unknown

Coffee or tea: tea

@oliveleaves @boxdwellerstuck @charliblueisado @checkcheck1-2 @demigodwithoutthegodpart @ferrison-horde @imbored-101 @lostangelofthestars @mintchocolateandwarfare @na-ca8-alsio4-s-so4-cl-1-2 @ozzy-from-the-cafeteria @pearl-khlia @roseyzchoascorner @saint-the-slugcat @siffrininstarsandtime @sirengirl10579 @x3l1ths-b4n3

iwastoolazytoactuallycheckmymutualssoijustdid@withaletterandpickedthemoutfrommemorysorryifimissedsomeoneireallyam

[siffrininstarsandtime]

yayyyyyy (it's spelt fuchsia)

fav colour: Purple!!!

last song: Yararara (im a teto fan)

currently reading: fanfics!

currently craving: the souls of the damned(idk, probably ice cream)

coffee or tea: dehydration

@saph_the_queer @im-bad-at-names-okay @madelinebuteepy (other moots feel free to join I'm sorry I forgot about you)

[saph-the-queer]

Oooooh I forgot to do this (sorry louis) uhhhh

Fav Colour: also purple, like a lavender

Last Song: Penny Pinched (Ivycomb and Stephanafro my fucking goatsssss)

Currently Reading: ...also fanfics

Currently Craving: either cheese or like, some form of dessert

Coffee or Tea: FUCK IDK like maybe tea? Cold Sweet Tea is def above coffee but coffee goes above everything else I think

Tags: YOU GUYS TOOK LIKE ALL OF MY MOOTS FUCK uhhh

@jaxplode @14-opossums-in-a-trenchcoat uhhhh fuck i can't think of more

[jaxplode]

ooo fun

fav color: red all the way if you couldnt tell

last song: FIRE4FUN by jhariah i think? or butchervanity by flavor foley(idk if i spelt that right im too lazy to check and its 5am)

currently reading: one piece manga, gachiakuta manga, and fanfics yayy!

currently craving: salt

coffee or tea: tea all the way (has to be sweet though). never had real coffee, actually. only introduction to coffee i had was the coffee flavored monster which caught me so off guard because it didnt taste like monster.

@gigisplode i already know most of ts about you but youre gonna do this anyways

and any other mooties i have + open tags

[gigisplode]

I'll try💥💥💥

Fav color: sage green (kinda like the ones in my pfp)

Last song: Careless Whisper by George Michael according to my spotify hello?????😭

Currently reading: absolutely nothing right now but planning on reading Metamorphosis

Coffee or tea: I'll only drink coffee with sugar + milk but I like all kinds of tea so I guess tea??

I'm a tumblr newborn so I don't have a lot of mooties :(

@hiphoppyfrog @ouchytummyhurter + anyone that wants a friend I guess???

[hiphoppyfrog]

Favorite color: That tropical teal that you see in shallow oceans, you know the one? Kinda blindingly blue to look at but so so pretty!! That and soft stormy gray.

Last Song: Nicknackatory by Mr. B the Gentleman Rhymer >:] LOUD and proud, love me some Chaphop

Currently Reading: Thud! By Terry Pratchett (again.)

Currently craving: Dr. Pepper Cream Soda Zero Sugar... yum....

Coffee or tea: TEA. HUNDY P. TEA. ROSE TEA IS SO GOOD.

@gonuclear and anybody else who's my moot who wants to chime in!

[skydaddyzeus]

favourite colour: pinks and red! specifically for red i like folly red

last song: quick sand my chase petra

currently reading: dragon keeper by carole wilkinson! and wings of fire book 16 by tui t sutherland (notice a dragon theming?) (and also technically one piece manga)

currently craving: chocolate and ice creammm

coffee or tea: TEA!!! COFFEE IS FOR HEATHENS

@potingus573 @offcommitingarson @onewhoexists @liluot @acesbeadednecklace @parentscomputer-official hope that is six its too early to count

[onewhoexists]

Favorite Color: PURPLEEEEEE💜💜💜

Last Song: The Music or the Misery by FOB

Currently Reading: Dune and Project Hail Mary (just finished Golden Legacy and Dracula)

Currently Craving: Skittles

Coffee or tea: Coffeee (but usually in the form of a latte or smth else.. straight coffee is too butter for me generally)

@justcall-me-max @mcchuggychara @ant-the-anteater @queer-goblinguy @alive-in-august @diabolicaleggs

[justcall-me-max]

Alright I’ll bite

Favorite color: olive green 🫒

Last song:

Currently reading: nothing, unless you count fanfic lol

Currently craving: anything chocolate but especially like chocolate lava cake and moose tracks ice cream (mainly for the fudge in it)

Coffee or tea: Coffee, currently drinking some as we speak

@ponkkitty @puddletrouble @tie-kidd @the-koolest-kal @oliveronpaws @astralfmboi

[the-koolest-kal]

fav color: lavender or forest green

last song:

currently reading: both "project hail mary" by andy weir and "within a spectroscopic binary" by @oof-ouch-yikes (it's a bloodymary fanfic)

currently craving: nothing in particular

coffee or tea: coffee if i want a pick-me-up, tea in all other scenarios

@n2-mines @fisheggz @viologica @m3ow-w0w @kaihasmoreswagthanyou3 @wilowdreamss-2010

[m3ow-w0w]

fav color: any pastel variation of purple, blue, pink or yellow

last song:

currently reading: nothing (;w;)

currently watching: also nothing

currently craving: raspberry cheesecake ice cream sounds soo good rn

coffee or tea: I loveee love love love love coffee. Don't get me wrong I like tea too, but only Arizona Iced Tea(it's only 99 cents and it's really yummy how do you beat that), and even then it kinda dries out my mouth(???)

okay tagging time: @cosmosdystopia @minokana-empire @mini-gay-rat @tricornesrcool @thes1llyone @star3synth @pyr0-ph0b1a + open tags!

[thes1llyone]

Thanks for the tag!

Fave color: any shade of blue or pink works for me, but I especially love pastel shades of anything

Last song: currently listening to Bocca Della Verità by Hiiragi Kirai

Currently reading: nothing really

Currently watching: Needy Girl Overdose on my own and Ted Lasso with my family

Currently craving: some sort of cake thing hehe

Coffee or tea: coffee all the way. Tea makes me low-key nauseous just smelling it sometimes. And coffee is just yummy too :3

Tags! /nf

@mystery-the-pupp3t @touakicatsss @mr-showtime-17 @vinnieairhead @starryvbs2500 @vividnightsystem @strawberryfairyflower + open! :D

[vividnightsystem]

Thanks for the tag moot!

Our favorite colour collectively is all shades of blue but I personally prefer orange it's the colour of my hair!

Our last song was fukona girl our host was listening to it

We are currently reading nothing because reading is boring!

Currently we are rewatching chaos theory

Currently we are craving for fried potatoes of any kind

Between coffee and tea our host prefers tea though personaly I don't care much for it

Tagging: @randomvodkaboy @vanillabean5645 @vinnieairhead @strawberryfairyflower @pale-alien-lily @mxlody-lit-hrrrrt-1128 @s0m3-strang3rs @lunar-ecl1ps3 @inscrutable-ari +open tags!

[s0m3-strang3rs]

ty for tagging!! sorry, harumi did this earlier and then it accidentally deleted itself T^T

fav color: all of ours is some shade of blue, or black/grey/white

last song: Our Vulnerable Selves by Periwinkle… it’s part of the our walk home soundtrack ^^

reading: dread hunt, an omori fanfiction :3

watching: code geass!

craving: an iced coffee…. i dont know where ours went 😔

coffee or tea?: COFFEE. we used to live off of that and we still partially do

@starryvbs2500 @nihilisticentity @the-animeverse-system @touakicatsss @mr-showtime-17 +open tags!!!

[nihilisticentity]

thanks for the tag

fav color: purple and black:3 I like the shades

Last song:

Reading: nightcord fanfics.

Watching: If Wishes Could Kill. I like watching thrillers

Craving: nothing

Coffee or Tea: hmmmm I wouldn't pick either but if I had to then tea. Coffee is too bitter for me. At least how my mom makes it for coffee ceremonies are quite bitter

Ehhh idk who I should tag so open tags anyone can reblog this

[nihilisticentity]

bleh

[nihilisticentity]

songgg pls pls someone get the song ref