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Hi, everyone! It's been years since I've written anything, and tbh I'm not sure if anyone would still be interested in any of my fics, but I wanted to let folks know that I posted another chapter of my serial killer!Loki fanfic "Beauty In the Blood" on my AO3 page. I should have a link in my bio to it, but if not or if the link isn't working, my AO3 account name is nicky_writes.
Summary: One day your friend convinces you to join a dating website that matches people based on their search histories, and when you match with Loki Odinson, a handsome, intelligent coroner who’s a fan of your murder mysteries, you’re absolutely thrilled. But there’s something off about Loki, and as your relationship progresses, you discover that his dark side is even darker than you could ever have imagined…
Pairing: Serial Killer!Loki x Writer!Reader
Read part 5 here!
A/N: I’m really sorry for how long this update took. Life has been crazy and I’ve been crazier, but I did my best! Please let me know if you’re still enjoying the story. :) And thank you, truly, to anyone still interested in my writing! It means a lot more than y’all realize. :) (Also, WARNING: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SMUT!)
Moving was never easy, especially in a city like New York. When you’d first moved into your quaint little brownstone, you’d hired a team of movers for this very reason, but even then, you hadn’t been able to escape the ordeal without a massive headache and a stubbed toe from a dropped box full of books.
So it shouldn’t have been such a surprise to see your partner in his current state – dressed the most casually you’d ever seen him, sweating through his simple white t-shirt, breathing heavily as he lugged box after box into his home with his hair pulled back in a man bun that he’d given you a death-glare for giggling at.
“I didn’t take you for such a hipster,” you’d joked, laughter only growing louder when Loki levelled you with a stare as cold as ice.
“If I catch you taking any photos of my current hair style,” he’d grumbled, “I’ll not only steal your phone but leave you to move all of this in by yourself.”
You’d felt your face heat up, knowing that a candid photo from that morning was already saved to your phone’s gallery and hoping he wouldn’t ever find it. With a smile, you’d leaned up to peck his cheek before grabbing one of the last boxes left.
“I would never take your picture in such a state of vulnerability.”
“Oh, come now, love. You know I can always tell when I’m being lied to.”
Despite the tedium of moving box after box into your new home, though, you were able to finish things up fairly quickly. You’d already stored your biggest items of furniture in a storage unit not too far away, so once the boxes were all inside and delegated to the rooms their contents would be going in, you found yourself sitting on the kitchen floor with Loki by early afternoon, enjoying the cool tile beneath you as you sipped tall glasses of ice water.
“Well,” he finally smiled, setting his empty glass on the counter behind him, “I suppose now I can officially welcome you home.”
You paused mid-sip, suddenly realizing that you were, in fact, home now. Looking around, you took in the space that you’d be sharing with the man who’d entered your life so unexpectedly, feeling a mix of apprehension and excitement that you’d since become familiar with. When you’d told your friends and family that you’d be moving in with Loki, you hadn’t been surprised by the warnings you’d received.
You knew it was fast; you’d agreed to move in with Loki just two months ago, making it only half a year since having first met him. But none of them could understand – you had never felt this way with anyone before, and after looking for so long, you didn’t want to waste any time sharing your life with him. And, miraculously, he felt the same way. You’d never once had doubts that you were the only one between the two of you to feel so strongly, and while you knew there would be arguments and stressors that every relationship would encounter at some point, you had complete trust in Loki. The two of you would work it out, no matter what came up.
“I know that look,” you suddenly heard from beside you, and you jolted upon realizing you’d been staring into space for the last several moments. Loki had scooted closer to you on the floor, and you gave him a small smile as his eyes searched your features.
“You’re not having second thoughts, now, are you love?”
“No,” you were quick to reassure him. His eyebrows were furrowed, a line forming between them as he considered you, and you leaned in to press a kiss to his lips.
“I promise,” you sighed, setting your hand on his. “I’m right where I want to be. But it’s still so fast, you know? Six months ago I sincerely thought that I’d never find someone I wanted to be with. And now, here I am.”
“Here you are,” he echoed.
A pale hand reached out to grab yours, entwining your fingers as he leaned forward for a kiss deeper than the last. Shivers ran up your spine as you felt a cool tongue glide over your lower lip, and you opened up to him readily, drinking in his kiss eagerly as you pressed yourself against him.
It wasn’t long before you found yourself laid out on your back, skin naked and chilled against the floor as Loki’s tongue found another home between your legs. Fingers clenched in his hair, head thrown back in pleasure, you ground your hips upwards, the entire house filling with your moans and cries as you got closer and closer to your peak.
Until he pulled away, lips glistening with your juices, leaving you right on the precipice. A loud groan escaped your chest, frustration making you clench your teeth as your orgasm evaded you. Looking down, you saw Loki smirking as he watched your chest heave with gasping breaths; you knew he loved teasing you.
Ever since that first night together, it was like Loki had made it his personal mission to know your body inside out. It hadn’t taken him long, either, to be able to read you just like the books you wrote. He knew what it meant when your thighs clenched together, could hear how close you were in every breathy sigh you released. And he used that knowledge against you at every chance he got.
He would make you cum – he always made you cum – but he took his time getting there, especially when all you wanted was that sweet, blissful release you knew only he could give you. And most days, you would play right along, begging him the way you knew he liked, pleading with your words and eyes for his cock, his fingers, his tongue – anything that could give you what you wanted.
But for some reason, today was different. Maybe it was the exhaustion from moving, maybe it was from residual agitation from thinking about the doubts your loved ones had had about your relationship. But whatever the reason, the part of you that always submitted to him was replaced by the same part that had gripped his throat and rode his cock the very first time you had sex.
When you saw him smirking from between your legs, you moved quicker than your thoughts could, hands pressing at Loki’s shoulders until he fell backwards on the floor. Straddling him, your lips twisted upwards at the surprised expression on his face as you crawled up his body.
“No, Loki,” you purred, knees bracketing his chest as it began to rise and fall faster. “You’re gonna give me what I want today.”
His eyes narrowed immediately, studying you with a calculating stare that would have made you immediately stop and question what you were doing were it not for how his posture slowly began to relax. Laying back flat, he arched an eyebrow and set his hands on your thighs, wrapping his fingers around them to tug you closer by the back of your knees.
“Is that so, darling?” He licked his lips, eyes trailing up and down your naked form as you shifted your weight to come closer. “And just how do you plan to do that?”
With a grin, you grabbed his hair and tilted his head back, admiring his handsome features for a second before speaking.
“I’m going to ride that mouth so you can’t take it away from me again,” you purred, and god, did that elicit a reaction you weren’t expecting.
His pupils dilated as soon as you spoke those words, and with a growl he lunged upwards, greedily lapping once again at your pussy, focusing directly on your clit. You let out a surprised cry as your hips stuttered forwards, pressing down so he wouldn’t have to lean up as his tongue traced patterns against your bud that had your thoughts turning into white noise.
Gripping the lip of the counter behind him, you rocked your hips and closed your eyes, moaning his name over and over as you quickly reached that peak once again.
“Right there, right there- fuck, Loki, yes, yes, yes-!”
Your orgasm took you off guard, washing over you from head to toe as you screamed his name one last time, hips slowing gradually. His tongue, though, was still insistent as it moved against you, making the muscles in your legs jump as you tried to pull away.
“Oh, no. I don’t think so, love.”
You heard a growl from beneath you before the entire world was spinning, and you found yourself pushed down onto all fours as Loki positioned your knees apart, pressing down between your shoulder blades until you were resting your weight on your elbows.
“You wanted my mouth, and now you’re doing to get it.”
Holding your hips firmly in place, you glanced over your shoulder to watch as he leaned in again, making you jolt and try to press your thighs together as his tongue once more assaulted your sensitive clit. With a high-pitched wail, you grit your teeth and squirmed, the pleasure both intoxicating and too much all at once. You couldn’t decide if you wanted to pull away or press back against him, though you weren’t left with much of a choice with the way his hands were gripping your hips hard enough to leave bruises.
It didn’t take long, though, before your overstimulated mewls became moans of pleasure once more, feeling another wave about to crest as he teased your cunt relentlessly. When two long fingers were abruptly pushed inside of your drenched pussy, you clamped around them tightly, rocking your hips back once, twice, before your body stiffened again. You felt your toes curl and your back arch as you came again, biting the back of your hand to muffle the scream that you let out.
“That’s it,” Loki cooed, finally relenting with his tongue but keeping his fingers inside of you. “My girl wanted to be greedy, didn’t she? But what was that old saying about getting exactly what you wish for?”
You didn’t have the presence of mind to answer him, and you heard a tsk before a hand came down hard against your ass. He spanked your other cheek for good measure, and a whimper escaped you as you glanced over your shoulder at him.
The look in Loki’s eyes was absolutely feral as he met your gaze, and a wicked grin spread across his face as he rose up onto his knees. As he unzipped his jeans and pulled his cock out, you realized for the first time that you were the only one between the two of you that was naked, and another hot wave of lust came over you at the thought.
“As much as I adore those brave little moments where you take what you want, love,” he murmured, leaning down to plant a kiss to your spine, “I need you to know, at the end of the day, that you’re mine.”
At that, he gripped his shaft and guided his cock into your cunt, both of you letting out a groan at the sensation. Even after cumming twice, your pussy gripped him tightly, almost like it was trying to pull him in. Never once had Loki felt so much pleasure while having sex; never once had he felt such a possessive need to claim and mark and own before, but he’d learned a while ago that there was no comparing you to any past partner or experience he’d ever had.
Setting out with a fast pace, he squeezed your hip in one hand and used the other to wrap around your throat, pulling until you were up on your knees, back pressed to his front as he desperately sank into your wet heat over and over again. You cried out when you felt teeth biting into your shoulder, but the pain mixed with the pleasure in an addictive way that you couldn’t get enough of. Loki was typically respectful of where he left marks on you, keeping them in places where they could be easily covered up, but now you felt his lips getting closer and closer to your neck, leaving a purple trail of hickeys across your collarbone that you were already proud of.
You knew he was getting close when he moved his hand from your throat to your clit, tracing tight, fast circles until your head spun, leaning back against his shoulder as your third orgasm rose up.
“Are you going to cum again, greedy little thing?” His voice was a breathless purr against your ear, and you whined, only able to nod in response. “Good girl; cum again for me. And scream my name to let the neighbors know who you belong to.”
Your eyes rolled back into your head as you wailed his name, repeating it over and over with every surge of pleasure you felt as your orgasm left you boneless and limp in his grip. It didn’t take long for him to follow, stilling inside of you as his cum filled your pussy. You were grateful for your birth control as your head lolled back against his shoulder, enjoying the claiming warmth of his seed as it spread inside of you, a smile coming to your lips when he pressed a kiss to your cheek.
Both of his arms came up to hold you against him, pulling out slowly before leaning back against the cabinets behind his back. You laid with him, not caring that you were naked and leaking cum out onto the kitchen floor. There would be plenty of time to clean up later. For now, you looked up to find blue eyes already studying you, and your chest ached with how much you loved him in that moment.
His thoughts must have been straying in a similar direction, because when he kissed you, it was slow, and languid, and you could swear you felt him pouring all his love for you into it. You were both smiling when you parted, and you just sat there enjoying the quiet, intimate moment until Loki broke the silence.
“I suppose we can count the kitchen as christened, then.”
Your giggles turned into a surprised gasp when he suddenly stood up, carrying you with him bridal style as he turned towards the stairs.
“Next up, I think, is the shower.”
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Humans are remarkably adaptable creatures, but it still surprised you how quickly you settled into living with Loki. On his work days, he would leave early to go to the gym first, always leaving you with a kiss and a promise to text you when he got to the hospital. You would spend your days either working on the edits to your newest novel or unpacking your boxes, though that task was completed after the first week of being there.
Lovecraft was a surprisingly sweet little companion. Loki had been afraid it would take her some time to get used to sharing him, but she seemed to enjoy your company. She still didn’t want to sit in your lap and cuddle like she did with Loki, but she would twine around your ankles as you typed at your computer, letting you pet her and lending a listening ear when you needed to talk out what you were working on.
The only thing that you missed about your old home was your office. Loki had offered to convert his spare bedroom into one for you, but you’d felt bad at the thought of Thor having to get a hotel when he came by to visit. You’d asked about maybe setting up an office in Loki’s basement, but he’d quickly waved off the idea, saying that it was too cluttered with storage to be feasible. You’d thought it odd at first, considering that all you would need to do was some rearranging to make space for a desk and office chair down there, but after spending just a few minutes in the room and finding the cold, dark space even creepier than the morgue your partner worked in, you’d agreed and set up your computer on the dining room table instead.
You didn’t want to seem spoiled, and lots of people could only ever dream of getting to be a full-time writer, so you swore up and down that you didn’t miss your office and that you were perfectly fine with your current setup, thank you very much. And you did get used to it after just a few days, continuing to make great progress with your novel at a personal record-breaking pace.
Only a month into your new life living with Loki, you found yourself meeting with your publisher to see the first rough-draft, bound copy of your book, finally tangible and printed out in paper-back. It wasn’t the final edition; there were still small grammatical errors and the cover art to sort out, but it would at least show a rough idea of what the final product would be. Several of the rough copies would be shipped out to various authors, literary magazines, and bookstore owners to get feedback on the story and to gather some complimentary quotes for the back of the final cover, but for once, you didn’t find yourself nervous about the feedback that would be coming your way from other professionals.
No, as you walked up to your new home, palms growing sweaty as they held your book to your chest, you were only nervous about your biggest fan’s thoughts as you quietly unlocked your front door. You hadn’t told him that you were getting the advanced copy today, and since it was one of his rare days off during the week, you’d wanted to surprise him with it, knowing he’d immediately want to drop everything he had planned for the evening to devour your words. He’d been trying to sneak glances over your shoulder as you wrote for months, intensely curious about the story of Olivia the killer coroner, growing as impatient as any of your other dedicated readers to see what your story held.
And now, as you crept silently through your house to find and surprise him, you could only hope his wait would be worth it. But, as you made your way from the first floor to the second, your nervous smile was quickly replaced by a frown. He was nowhere to be seen – the first floor was completely empty, save for Lovecraft as she snoozed in Loki’s favorite armchair. And the second floor was similarly vacant.
“Loki?” you called out, knocking on the guest bedroom door before opening it to find…nothing.
There was one last place to look – the basement. As much as you didn’t particularly enjoy the room, you knew there was nothing to actually be afraid of down there. And so you held your head high as you climbed down the stairs, quickly flicking on the overhead fluorescent lights as you stepped into the cold concrete space.
…and promptly found nothing. Not a single black hair to be seen. Letting out a huff, you put your hands on your hips and turned the light back off, once more ascending to the first floor and peaking out the window. His car was right out front in its usual spot; maybe he’d gone for a walk in the neighborhood? It was possible; there was a bougie specialty tea shop a few blocks down that he got his earl grey from. Or he might have decided to go for a jog; he’d mentioned wanting to get back into running a few days ago.
Shrugging it off, you sent him a quick text asking where he was before heading to the kitchen to grab a glass of water, setting your book down on the counter as you did. However, before you could even take a sip, you heard the unmistakable sound of a door being opened downstairs, followed by a familiar set of footsteps heading your way. Nearly spilling your water, you quickly grabbed the book and held it behind your back just in time to see Loki appear in the doorway, pale cheeks flushed from running up the stairs.
“Oh, hello, darling,” he smiled, stepping closer to peck your cheek. “I didn’t hear you come in.”
Blinking rapidly, you looked from him to the space behind him, not understanding where he’d appeared from.
“Where were you?”
“In the basement,” he answered. “Just moving some stuff around, sorting through old boxes. How did-“
“Wait,” you interrupted, letting out a huff of laughter. “Are you pranking me or something? I just checked the basement, and you weren’t in there. The lights were off and everything.”
Without missing a beat, he shrugged, reaching past you to take a sip from your water.
“You mean you don’t ever get the urge to arrange storage in the dark?”
You let out another awkward laugh at his joke, not buying it for a second. He could see your skepticism, evidently, because he smiled and leaned back against the fridge, boxing you in against the counter.
“It’s a surprise, love. Trust me. And try not to wander down there too much until your surprise is ready. Now, are you going to tell me what you’ve got behind your back, or do I need to guess?”
You’d momentarily forgotten the reason why you’d wanted to find him in the first place, and with a jolt you straightened up, scooting away from him when he tried to peak over your shoulder.
“I think if you’re keeping surprises from me, it’s only fair you need to guess,” you sassed, lifting your chin defiantly.
“Ohhh, I see,” he chuckled. “Alright. Is it-“
But before he could begin his question, he suddenly lunged forward, grabbing your waist and spinning you around, fingers tickling up your sides until your grip on the book slipped. Letting out a shrieking gasp, you pulled away and turned back around, but not before feeling a strong grip grab the book and pull it from your hands in surprise.
“Hey!” you shouted. “That’s cheating!”
“Yes, it is,” he agreed, “but you never listed the rules, so how…”
He trailed off as he finally saw what he was holding in his hands. The temporary cover art would change with the final, published edition, but for now there was a simple picture of a dagger slicing a human heart clean through the center resting on top of a steel examination table like the ones he used at work. The title you’d finally settled on was The Killing Coroner, and it was sprawled across the top in bold black font, your name printed just below it in smaller letters. You didn’t like the initial look of it, but if the first draft of the final cover art that your publicist had sent you was anything to go by, it would look much more gothic and refined before hitting shelves.
Loki, though, seemed enthralled with it, tracing the letters of your name with a slender digit before reverently opening to the first few pages. When he saw the dedication, though, you watched his breath get caught in his throat, and for the first time you saw tears spring to his eyes as he read the words on that page out loud.
“’For Loki, with all my love. You inspired every word.’”
He bit his lip, closing his eyes for a moment before meeting yours. You couldn’t even begin to describe the depths of the emotions swirling inside of them, but you knew that above all else, there was love. Strong and scary and deep as the ocean, you saw how much he loved you in that moment and knew you’d made the right choice to dedicate your book to him. Really, you couldn’t picture it being anyone else. He’d believed in you and your writing since before you’d even met, and though you couldn’t tell who reached for who first, soon you were standing in the middle of the kitchen, clutching each other close and kissing one another breathless.
“I wish I could go back and show this to my past self,” he sighed, cupping your cheeks. “You have no idea how much this means to me, love.”
“If I didn’t have some kind of idea, I wouldn’t have dedicated it to you,” you assured him. “I know my writing has meant a lot to you, but you don’t realize how much you reading my stories has meant to me. We were helping and supporting each other even before we met; isn’t that strange to think about?”
A small, genuine smile crossed his face, and he let out a sigh as he held you to him.
“Strange, yes, but in the best possible way.”
You were content to simply stand there, holding each other and reveling in having found someone so perfect. But even when Loki pulled away and declared that he was taking you out for a celebratory dinner, even when, later, he laid you down on the bed and showed you exactly how much your gift had meant to him, you still couldn’t help but come back to the same nagging question that stuck out in your brain like a sore thumb.
What had he been doing in the basement?
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A week had gone by, and yet here you were, stood in the middle of the basement with your hands on your hips and your bottom lip between your teeth. Despite what Loki had said about spoiling your surprise, you couldn’t help but wander back down to the lowest level of your new home, pulling your cardigan tighter around your body to ward off the chill.
You’d obsessed over it quietly for the past several days, wondering where he could have been and what he could have been doing. Though the space was much more cluttered than the rest of the house, there weren’t any obvious places he could have been hiding. You peaked behind the tallest stacks of cardboard boxes just to make sure, but no, you were positive there wasn’t any other place he could have been hiding.
Unless.
As crazy as you knew it was to suspect, a passing thought had come to you late last night that, maybe, there was a hatch you hadn’t seen – some sort of trap door or crawl space. There were plenty of basements that had one, especially in older buildings like the brownstone you now resided in, and as unlikely as it was, your curiosity wouldn’t rest until you could figure it out.
And so that was how you found yourself walking slowly through the basement that evening while Loki was at work – creeping along with your eyes glued to the floor to find some sort of irregularity that might hint at a secret room. You didn’t really know why it was so important to you; you truly didn’t want to ruin any surprise Loki might be trying to set up, but the child in you couldn’t help but feel intrigued at the prospect of finding a secret, extra space inside your new home. You were reminded of Harry Potter’s cupboard beneath the stairs, and you felt like it was some sort of adventure, trying to find the hidden compartment that may or may not be there.
Though, as you did a second sweep over the space, you were beginning to lean towards the latter option. The entire floor was one smooth slab of concrete, and you couldn’t find any blemishes or cracks in it whatsoever. With a sigh, you leaned back against one of the bookcases pressed against the back wall, turning your head to the side to absently read the spines. They were all pretty dusty, since they weren’t the sort of books one would revisit and read for pleasure. Most of them were medical journals or textbooks from Loki’s time in college.
But you perked up when you saw one spine that was less dusty than those around it. Actually, as you straightened up and examined it closer, you realized that it was an edition of Shakespeare, and it hardly had any dust at all on it. With a frown, you reached out and slid it off the shelf, turning the heavy volume over in your hands curiously. Opening the front cover, you smiled when you saw Loki’s handwriting along the top of the first page, though it was written in a much clumsier hand than that of the man you knew today.
“Property of Loki Odinson, age 12”
With a grin, you went to return it to its place when, suddenly, your eyes caught on something along the inner wall of the shelf. Something that looked like a keyhole…
“I take it you never read the story of Bluebeard’s wife as a cautionary tale.”
A shriek escaped your lips as you spun around, finding Loki standing directly behind you with an arched eyebrow and his hands in his pockets. Pressing a hand against your suddenly-pounding heart, you gave him a sheepish smile as you held the volume of Shakespeare against your stomach.
“Jeez, Loki, you scared me half to death,” you chuckled, though his lips didn’t so much as twitch as he watched you. Recalling what he’d just said, you licked your lips and shifted your feet, for some reason feeling inexplicably nervous. “And I don’t think I’m familiar with that one. Bluebeard, you said?”
“Bluebeard,” he nodded. Taking his right hand out of his pocket, he revealed a small, black key, holding it out to you until you took it with shaking fingers.
“Bluebeard was an old retired sailor who lived in a quiet town, and rumors swirled for years about him and how he might have come into his fortune,” Loki recalled, taking a step towards you. You, in turn, went to step back as well but found your back pressed against the shelf, trapped between him and its hard edges.
“Eventually, despite the rumors, a young lady from the town agreed to marry him,” he pressed on. “And she found herself thrust into the lap of luxury, wanting for nothing as her husband granted her every wish. Her first day as mistress of his estate, he gave her a ring with all the keys to his home on it, but he showed her one specifically, saying it went to the basement, but that she was to never open it.”
He nodded towards the key you now held, and the buzzing anxiety in your chest grew louder in your ears as he gripped your shoulders and turned you around to face the shelf.
“But, of course, curiosity got the best of his little wife sooner rather than later. It wasn’t enough that she had a beautiful new home, a loving new husband… No, she wanted to see. She wanted to look. And so she took that key,” he continued, guiding your hand that held the key and manipulating your fingers until it was held outstretched between them, “and she opened that basement door. And do you know what she found inside?”
You shook your head, suddenly unable to speak as he made your hand slide the key into the secret lock. His breath was warm against the back of your head as he slowly, slowly twisted your hand, and you gulped when you felt the lock click away.
“Loki-“
“Do you have any guesses as to what Bluebeard’s wife saw, love?”
Once more, you shook your head, and you held your breath as his other hand came up to grip the shelf and pull, revealing a hidden door on secret hinges that began slowly opening outwards…
“She saw what had happened to his other wives, who had also been too curious to leave well enough alone. Or, rather, what was left of them.”
Your anxiety bloomed into outright fear as the door was opened fully, revealing-
“BOO!”
You yelped, stumbling as Loki’s hands seized your sides, squeezing them so suddenly that you jumped forward, into…
Into the most perfect office you’d ever seen.
Your previous nerves died, and you let your lips turn upwards into a grin as Loki laughed behind you. Soon enough, you were laughing too, spinning around to take in the entire room. The walls and floor, like the rest of the basement, were concrete, but Loki had set up a few floor lamps that cast warm light on the space. A plush rug was laid out on the floor and tasteful artwork of old books and typewriters had been hung up at various points along the walls. One entire wall had a bunch of pegs in it, and you imagined that it used to be home to various power tools that had once hung on them. Now, though, there were small potted succulents attached to them, adding a fresh touch of green to the space that brightened everything around it.
And in the center of it all was the most beautiful, antique writing desk you’d ever seen. It was made from dark wood, and a cozy rolling chair was stationed dutifully in front of it. There was even a small plastic mat on top of the plush area rug that would allow you to roll the chair as you pleased without losing traction against the carpet. All of it was complete with two armchairs and an empty bookshelf in the far corner, and as you took the space in, you felt Loki come up behind you to wrap his arms around your middle.
“Do you like your surprise, love?” he murmured, and you were quick to turn around and fling your arms around his neck.
“I love it!” you exclaimed. “Loki, this is… You are… I can’t thank you enough!”
He laughed, taking in with pride in how happy you were.
“Enough to forgive me for giving you a bit of a scare just now?”
“Just barely, but don’t do that again,” you giggled. “You really had me convinced I was gonna open that door to a pile of corpses.”
He laughed particularly hard at that one, shaking his head as he pressed a kiss to the top of your head.
“Never, love. This is your space now, to write or read or do anything you see fit in.”
Warmth blossomed in your chest, and you leaned up to press a lingering kiss to his smiling lips. The scare he’d given you melted away into something else entirely as you thought of everything he’d done for you, and so when you pulled away, you grabbed the tie hanging from his neck and tugged on it, walking backwards towards one of the armchairs.
“I think,” you grinned, “I should show you just how grateful I am.”
There was no mistaking the lust that entered his gaze upon hearing your words, and he allowed you to turn him around and push him down into the chair. His eyes never left yours as you sunk down onto your knees, placing a hand on each to spread his legs wide enough for you to kneel between them.
And for his part? Loki closed his eyes and let you unzip his pants, surrendering control to you as he basked in the situation he found himself in.
He’d known as soon as you’d agreed to move in with him that he would need to take his “hobbies” elsewhere, and when you’d refused to take Thor’s guest room (despite his secret hopes that you would, solely to force the big blonde oaf into a hotel during his stays), he’d known the perfect space for your new office. After all, how delicious was it that your stories of gruesome murders would be created in the very room where he’d crafted his own? He thought back to the barista and abusive mother that had met their demise not so far from where you now knelt before him, pleasuring the very killer who’d taken inspiration from your words without you even knowing, and he let a wide grin spread over his features.
It had been hard to part with his “murder room”, as Thor had termed it, but right now? He couldn’t find it in him to regret his decision in the slightest.
Hello Tumblr! I'm AsheReads and I'm an amateur VA in YouTube. I do story narrations and have been dabbling in asmr roleplays, as of my two most recent projects.
I'd like to share with you my most popular video at of late, the first chapter of the fanfic Beauty in the Blood by @nikki-writes-stuff. Their work is awesome and you should definitely go check out their other works.
(I know the audio in this is pretty low quality, but the other chapters are much better sounding)
Hi everyone, so this link to this video is no longer available, as I have redone this chapter and replaced it with the new one.
Listening back to it, I didn't like the quality of the audio, so I made a new recording, fixed up the pacing and the photos for the scenes.
I plan on redoing the next 2 chapters for this series. The 2nd has the same issues, quality and pacing wise, whereas the 3rd was cut in half, and the spicy ended was posted to soundgasm.com, but for some reason isn't working anymore, so I'm just gonna post it in its entirety.
Here is the link to the redux chapter 1, and don't forget to show some love to the author @nikki-writes-stuff , who was so wonderful for giving me permission to read her work. She is truly amazing 😁
I wasnt Jehovah's witness, but I was IFB. I'm not exactly sure if its a cult but a lot of the beliefs are cult-like. I'm so happy you found your way out! it's always hard to come to a strong enough coviction to leave
Thank you. I appreciate it! I'm glad that both of us are moving on to greener pastures. It's just been so much harder than I thought it would ever be, you know?
You'd think it would be a relief to learn such a restrictive set of rules aren't going to be reinforced with some kind of divine punishment, but even though I feel more free now, it's still left a huge hole where this enormous presence in my life used to be. If that makes sense? Idk... I appreciate you reaching out, though. It made me feel a little less alone in this weird situation I'm in. <3
Hello Tumblr! I'm AsheReads and I'm an amateur VA in YouTube. I do story narrations and have been dabbling in asmr roleplays, as of my two most recent projects.
I'd like to share with you my most popular video at of late, the first chapter of the fanfic Beauty in the Blood by @nikki-writes-stuff. Their work is awesome and you should definitely go check out their other works.
(I know the audio in this is pretty low quality, but the other chapters are much better sounding)
Hi. I'm very new here, like I literally just read At The Edge Of The Woods and went looking for other fics in your blog which leads me to ask, do you have a masterlist? You got me real hooked kyaaa 💕 💕 ty ilysm already.
Aww thank you!!!! Youre so kind!
I do have a masterlist! On desktop, it has a separate tab on my blog's main page, and on mobile, you can type Masterlist into my search bar and it should pop right up :)
I also post everything I write to my Ao3, so if it's easier to scroll through that, feel free to check it out under my username, nicky_writes. (I realized like a year too late that my blog on here is spelled "nikki" and my Ao3 is spelled "nicky" - I don't go by either in real life so I just picked whatever spelling I felt like at the time, lol)
Thanks so much for being so nice and for reading! Both mean a lot 😊
I honestly didn’t know if I was going to like Beauty in Blood because of the whole serial killer theme but omg it was sooooo good! One of my new favorite series 🖤
Aww thank you! I appreciate it so much - it's among my favorites of what I've written.
Your support is so appreciated, and youre so sweet to have taken the time to send me this!!! Thank you for reading :)
I do! It's on its own tab on my blog on desktop, and if you search under mobile there should be a post that pops up. I also post everything to my Ao3 as well (nicky_writes), so if that format is easier to use, then everything I've written is on there. :)
Take all the time you need, I'll willingly wait years if it meant you getting better and taking good care of yourself. I hope this finds you well and that you are safe and thriving. ❤
Thank you so much... Honestly, that means a lot to hear. My personal life has been all kinds of messed up for so long, and I know that at this point I can't write the way I used to AND deal with all of the changes coming my way, but its not for lack of passion or want on my part.
You guys are so kind and patient and supportive, and despite the hiatus, the fact that there are people out there that'll still read this and care.... it just means a lot. ❤❤❤ Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.
Well. Without getting too much into it, I just realized that the "religion" I was born into is a cult thats been brainwashing me for the first 23 years of my life.
So.
Dealing with that. But I'm thinking for myself for the first time ever, so I'm beginning to heal. Thank you for checking on me! It really does mean a lot.
You completely ruined beauty in blood when you made the reader dominant. It doesn’t match up to the story and the character of Loki in it. Was really excited to read it but it was ruined.
Lol I can't ruin a story that is my own intellectual property. I'm actually quite happy with the way MY story is developing. I'm very sorry it ruined YOUR experience with it, but if you want a different story, feel free to write one for yourself!
Otherwise, work on developing your maturity to the point where you can give me feedback off anon, civilly, and then we'll talk. :)
Currently, yes. I didn't mean for the hiatus to last this long, if I'm being honest. When I posted my last chapter of Beauty in the Blood, I had so many plans to update the rest of my stories as well, starting with At the Edge of the Woods.
Unfortunately, I've had a few health problems come up in recent months. Nothing serious - they think I might need to have my gallbladder removed, which is a really easy surgery that takes MAYBE 2 weeks to recover fully from, in my case.
However, most days I just really dont feel well enough to put the effort into writing. I know it sounds silly, but with the symptoms I've been having, it's sort of sapped my motivation to do anything in my free time other than mindless things like playing video games or watching TV.
I know it means that this blog has been even MORE neglected than it already was, and until I can have my surgery and start to feel better, this blog will be on hiatus. But as soon as I'm feeling up to it, and as soon as I can pull myself out of my slump, I do want to start writing again. I have so many ideas for each of my WIPs, and I do think you guys will enjoy them.
I appreciate yalls patience and kindness; all of the messages I get from you guys help me so much more than you realize, and I'm sorry that I'm not better as responding to them. I love yall and I hope to be posting again soon!
Hi there! Just binged Beauty In The Blood, and w o w 🤭 What a story! I love the way you write Loki and how soft he is for the reader. Your writing is amazing! Can’t wait to read more ♥️
The lovely @nildespirandum sent me this new Picrew - you can create real you and then fantasy you…
Here’s Real Nil:
And Fantasy Nil: I love those darling little fangs. Which can rip your throat clean off your spine. She’s sweet but damn, the girl can pack a punch.
So… here’s Real Me:
And “I’ll beat the shit out of you with my badass 8 foot staff” Fantasy Me:
One of my favorite stories to write was You’re Definitely Trouble, where Pandora turns out to be a fire demoness from Musphelheim. I’m fonder of her than I thought… Also, her hair is shinier and has more body.
This was really fun! Who is your badass fantasy self,
Thank you for the tag my Queen @caffiend-queen 🥺❤️ you’re so pweety 🥺😍😍 I gotta say, you could rip my throat apart with those fangs and I’d say thank you 🥺❤️
Here’s real me:
Fantasy me:
Ihad to be wolfie hehe my love for moon is abundant 🤭❤️
Ahhhh thank you for tagging me! This is my first time doing this kind of thing, and I had so much fun! (I'm also playing Skyrim at the moment, so I had fun basing the fantasy me off of my character in the game!)
Real me:
Fantasy me:
AHHHHH SHES SO CUTE!
I tag: @witch-bitch-95 @imanuglywombat @nellblazer @cptnbvcks @charmed-asylum @shadowolf993
And anyone else who wants to play! I'd love to see yalls cute avatars!!!
Hey guys! So just as a recap, At the Edge of the Woods is still going to be posted. I've had some car problems and I recently started a new job, so I haven't finished the final chapter just yet, but my goal is to have it up on Sunday (if not sooner).
Thank you guys for bearing with me. I hope yall have a great day!
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