Nik Lovin

https://www.gofundme.com/qmqrk675

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Today

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Pretty much

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I need people to go to the link below login with your Facebook and like it! Doesn’t even take 2 minutes completely free you don’t even need to share it and post anything to your wall if you don’t want to. If it gets enough likes it gets featured on the main page which is extremely important. So please go to the link login and like it give Chance a chance.

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Chance is my family

I don't think people can fully appreciate what I'm going through. Most of my friends have families. Moms and dads they can turn to when they are financially and emotionally lacking for support. I adopted Chance around Christmas because I was in a deep depression. Not having a home to go to on the holidays is depressing. I truly believe he saved my life. Anytime since I've wanted to die he has always been my driving force to continue. I've had girlfriends, friends, family come and go over the years, but Chance has always been here. He lifts my spirits every morning with our excited morning belly rub time. He is always here to rest a head on my lap when I'm sad. So I am completely emotionally exhausted right now. The financial stress hasn't helped, and my body is feeling run down from illness ontop of it. I am in almost as bad as a spot as all those years ago Chance saved me. He is the thread holding it all together right now. https://www.gofundme.com/qmqrk675#

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https://www.gofundme.com/qmqrk675# Plus the first 276 bill and the actual removal still ahead. Please send all positive thoughts and energy towards a negative biopsy.

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My collection. You can tell a lot about a person by the Pops they keep

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When I see another lesbian in public.

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Edward Elric but with the line work in the hair doesn't really look like him

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Sex with a hottie for three hours straight.Drinking my face off for days upon days. Smoking a fattie on miami beach. These are a few of my favorite things. Doggie style, 69, flat on your back, jack on the rocks, morgan, guniess on tap, Jamaican, Jamaican a pound and a half these are a few of my favorite things.

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Emotionally mourning the lost of someone. So many funerals for those that are still living. I bury a piece of myself with each that says goodbye. Helplessness washes over me. Frozen in time. Hopeless a future even exists after today. No more pieces. No more me. Nothing. Darkness.

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I have suffered a grave wound. My heart actually hurts, and each breath is heavy. My stomach has knots in it that occasionally cause it to turn. I either barley sleep for days, or I can't find the strength to get up. I live in a state of emotional discord. I can't stop the bleeding. Every attempt to close the gash seems only to aggravate things. Trying to cover it and pretend to forget it's there seems to be the only option left. There is no forgetting though. The pain doesn't subside it's a constant reminder. I'm at a loss what to do. There is only one person that can help me stitch this back together, but she is so consumed by herself she has no interest in my suffering.

I bandaged myself up and am wearing the smile you gave me what seems now like a lifetime ago. I will carry forward as if nothing is wrong.

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My laundry list minus one name. #imaho #butyouaretooladies #ilolled

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Lost myself trying to please everyone, now I'm losing everyone else trying to find myself.

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