wow i forgot this blog exists! in all it’s heartbroken glory...
here we are almost two years later and I’m still standing
dear past nikonxbabe,
you are going to be okay. i promise. you’ll go back to your ex, and he’ll cheat again. you’ll cry again. eventually the tears will stop. you’ll grow a spine. you’ll stop taking shit. you’ll realize he isn’t your future.
those mean girls will stop existing. your best friend will break up with the boy. she’ll get with another terrible one. you stay friends but you know you can’t change her.
you’ll find other things to be passionate about. you won’t feel worthless.
school will get better. college is a godsend. grades will still struggle but you’ll actually be passionate about classes. you’ll meet new people and have great teachers.
2020 sucks. i won’t sugarcoat it. your mental health will suffer, but nothing compared to what it’s been through before.
you’ll meet new guys. you’ll learn how to casually date (sorta, you’ll always be a hopeless romantic).
life is constantly changing. you’re always growing. breathe, work hard, be gentle and gracious. life is an amazing journey - even with the heartbreak. memories become who you are.
love,
an even stronger version of yourself
