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u-NIQUE-ly ME turned 13 today!

Merry Christmas! 🎄 https://www.instagram.com/p/CX4Ng0SBk4z/?utm_medium=tumblr

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u-NIQUE-ly ME turned 12 today!

It's been more than 2 years since we last did this. Nakakamiss. Tempted na rin ako bumili ng roller skates 🛼 🤣 (at UP Diliman) https://www.instagram.com/p/CWPiot7vfhA/?utm_medium=tumblr

I DO NOT NEED YOU TO TELL ME ANYTHING ABOUT MY WEIGHT.

I GET ENOUGH OF THAT INSIDE MY HEAD WHENEVER I AM IN FRONT OF THE MIRROR, WHILE TRYING ON MY OLD CLOTHES, TRYING TO BUY NEW CLOTHES ONLINE, WHENEVER I TRY TO READ OTHER PEOPLE'S MIND WHEN THEY SEE A RECENT PHOTO OF ME.

SEE I GET THAT A LOT FROM ME ALREADY.

WAG KA NA DUMAGDAG.

DEPRESSION IS GETTING THE BEST OF ME. SO STOP IT.

We are back to this cycle again.

It is tiring.

Sometimes you just don't want to hear plans anymore. You want to see things actually happening.

For how long will this take

I do not know

You unfollowed, unfriended, and blocked me.

Why am I bothered?

Weird.

Recently I've been watching old dance videos.. again. I came across this one gig of Company of One in Music Museum. I have little memory of that night and that 6 minute piece that we performed in that event (Bounce Live) All I could remember is that it was one of my first big gigs as a Cof1 Member.

Suddenly I remembered my feeling as a newbie. The disbelief that I was accepted in that group. The nervous feeling every training, not knowing what would happen. Afraid of the stretching, warm-up, the stunts that we are going to try, and messing up the new choreography. Though I was really nervous and scared, I still came back every Tuesday and Thursday cause I also felt this excitement knowing that I can still make it at the end of the night. Then without noticing it, those scary feelings eventually faded. I became more at ease with what's happening. I became more confident as dancer.

I miss that.

I miss the old dancer me.

Haayz.

33 I wasn't really expecting anything because it was a busy day for us. Dry run for online classes in the morning then webinars in the afternoon. Thank you guys for still making my day memorable, especially to @joiichioda na may paset-up pa sa porch namin while I was in our afternoon sessions. 😁 https://www.instagram.com/p/CRtQvDjDW19/?utm_medium=tumblr

Cheers to doing more random and silly things together 🤪 https://www.instagram.com/p/CO92mA4n3Zx/?igshid=6050o4dnp60f

10 YEAAAAARS today! Looking forward to spend more decades with you, Bums! I love youuuu! 💕 https://www.instagram.com/p/CO9z7h0Hs_x/?igshid=yxwzemszh34d

Hello 2021! 🎉 https://www.instagram.com/p/CJd-bZLnaba/?igshid=1sh6l2374apip

#ArtVSArtist2020 I have to say watercolor painting helped me get through this year. Even though I was a bit rusty from not being able to paint for how many months, this year I was able to find time to paint/draw the most random things.😁 I am starting to try digital art, but my first love will always be watercolor. ❤ https://www.instagram.com/p/CJIsTNgnr4m/?igshid=pxi6fzrom35u

#artvsartist2020

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