Nimrah

Painting everything in words.

[knifefightscene]

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I didn't forgive everyone

and now I need to forgive myself for that. 

-Nimrah

[nimrahkhilji]

I am afraid of the closeness of light for it tells the tale of how dark it is in me through my shadows,

more than i can store.

-Nimrahkhilji

[nimrahkhilji]

I love the smell of ginger garlic paste

i scoop some of it in a spoon and take

a long sniff of it

the fragrance runs

down in me in the most pleasant way

I walk down the petrol station moaning

at how good it smells

the faint kerosene makes my mind release dopamine

The new book on my old books sees my nose

more than my lips that mumbles

i smell stories before reading it,

my allergy towards mehndi doesn't

stop me from taking whiffs and sighing

with content

and that's how i know

i love the smell of deep stories coming beneath the

earth rather than that of new delicate pollens.

-Nimrahkhilji

[nimrahkhilji]

The writer in me saw black and white in love,

I painted rainbows with my words.

-Nimrahkhilji

[nimrahkhilji]

I am afraid of people who found

acceptance in fear,

I am afraid of myself.

-Nimrahkhilji

[nimrahkhilji]

"The moments were blur and the memories, surreal."

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[nimrahkhilji]

"If your past doesn't haunt you then your future can't excite you."

-Nimrahkhilji

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"Never took me into consideration but at the end i made them proud."

[nimrahkhilji]

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Well basically i write.

This metaphor is so good!! *patting my back* lmao.