a note which precedes, i precede

lost in translation ; old & inactive poetry blog

[ninaantalk-blog]

i think the curve of your lips, and the tilt of your hips

are a special kind of poetry

like the lap of waves against a shore, and your voice begging for more

its all poetry

[homosexuhaul-deactivated2014033]

I see these posts upon my dash. the ones of which talk of a slash upon your thigh

it makes me wonder why you do these things to yourself what first caused it and do you want help

but it’s not just you it’s others too I see them being far more than blue

I want to help all of you Although as of now I sure don’t know how But I know one day I will I just hope you’ll still Be here 

[homosexuhaul-deactivated2014033]

the flowers i picked have already wilted but my feelings for you have not

[homosexuhaul-deactivated2014033]

when i was little i used to think that when you blew bubbles underwater and they reached the surface and popped you would somehow get the air from it and could stay under for as long as you want

[homosexuhaul-deactivated2014033]

you break those spiderwebs so gracefully pulling them like the strings of a harp one by one they fall apart

[homosexuhaul-deactivated2014033]

all that comes together soon shall break apart like the clouds that hold the sky and my beating heart

[homosexuhaul-deactivated2014033]

my brain feels like a storm and my face like a sea oh why oh why do i wish it was me why do i wish it wasn’t  what is meant to be

[homosexuhaul-deactivated2014033]

they who say “your body is a temple” all have lied for my body is not like the earth nor the sky for it is not vase but a void like space it is dark and far from a heavenly place it’s not like the soil or trees or anything good that lies here on earth so i’m ready to dispose of it deep in the dirt

[homosexuhaul-deactivated2014033]

almost nothing worse in the world will haunt me as bad as words

[homosexuhaul-deactivated2014033]

the things that i never will actually see  are the ones that will truly haunt me for all the words i read will be all that i dream

[homosexuhaul-deactivated2014033]

You fill me up with joy like you would not believe unfortantely you also make me as sad as can be 

[homosexuhaul-deactivated2014033]

Gray the color of the skies his eyes my heart all the things that fall apart all the flowers out of bloom monday morning and afternoon

[homosexuhaul-deactivated2014033]

my heart beats      for you like the wings of      a butterfly it flutters   and skips and i feel so shy

although sometimes               this thumping in my chest can be quite staggered       i can tell it’s really unlike     the rest but still i fear      that if you felt it i’d crumble     under your touch and all you’d       be left with is a pile    of dust

[sadtreefriend]

Your blue blue eyes just like the ocean tides they’re very neat and oh so sweet

They’re so green today I don’t want it to go away

Yesterday they were gray and huge just like a kiddy bruise

Sometimes their gray or blue or even maybe an ivy hue

[sadtreefriend]

I want to make art

Near the tide

With everything the beach has to give me

Sand castles and scultplers

Made of broken egg shells

And seaweed and driftwood

And maybe when I’m close to finishing or barely even started

The tide will come in and wash it away

I’ll be mad at first but I...

[sadtreefriend]

Take me away with you

Far away at sea

On a boat one day

Just you and me

Take me away with you

Into the ocean blue

With all the creatures beneath the deep

Follow me to the forest

Where I’ll be with at bliss

Follow me to the forest

Into the murky creeks

That lead to the ocean’s deep blue waters

With the sea cows and the otter

And the coral reef

There will be no grief

Deep down here

We won’t ever drown here

[sadtreefriend]

You are a wild animal

so I don’t want to cage you by your heart

since you’ve been caged everywhere else from the start

from the start

from the start

You’re caged by your mind and your body

and what everyone says

which they all are lies

all are lies

all are lies

I want to kiss...