Hopeless 1

I tumbl for Mini Me. I'm a Rocky Horror shadow cast member, a student, a mother, the best worst wife ever, a child at heart, a bitch to the core, and so much more. but mostly I'm just me...Hope.

[feministism]

[plannedparenthood]

Art: http://greenboxshop.tumblr.com/

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The truth is

The truth is right now in this moment I feel crushingly alone. That major depressive disorder mixed with a side of period. It's getting dark in here.

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[thefudge]

@irresistible-revolution

[00jinx]

Mylifeinsuranceisrenewed

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I will never be as happy as these dogs.

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The truth

The truth is I understand my brother's alcoholism. I'm not worried about it because I understand it.

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I'm complex, there are layers.

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Coffee or ya know a drink. Just for fucks sake I'm done.

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The truth

The truth is this Kavanaugh shit has me triggered and trying not to cry. All the flashbacks all the guilt all the questioning of myself.

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The truth...

I truly wish you understood how lucky you are to call him your son. I wish you could stop taking your time with him for granted.

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This is who I am. I am a hard worker. I have integrity. I will do my best to be valuable to my employer because it's how my Papa raised me. Show up on time, do your best work, avoid the drama, and don't let anyone bring you down. He reminded me of that this morning. Fuck the haters I know who I am I know what I'm about.

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The truth is...

I didn't cry over the words being said about me, until it felt like you believed them. Then I couldn't stop.

[ankle-beez]

What the fuck

[starlightandtears]

I cannot believe….

[prostylgel]

WHAT

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The truth

I wish I could say I hope he's worth it. But we both know he isn't.

I wish you would listen to me. But you always do what you want.

I wish I could be there for you. But you aren't going to let me.

I wish you loved you as much as I do.