we love you, yargachin.

you're doing everything right. - nina, they/them LESBIAN and mariner - white/japanese tme - 24

[ninakaina]

hi im nina emrys ninakaina im 24 i use they them pronouns and i have a crazy job that makes my online presence sporadic and unpredictable... i dont queue posts, and this is not a sideblog so you will see what you will see. im mixed race white and japanese. hysterical temperament. owner of an esoteric and ancient patho server of ill repute: feel free to ask to join or check out the interest form

ill post about weird stuff you havent thought about like that before but more than anything ill post about women. thats a promise. i love to joke and pal around but when the rubber hits the road i am a hater of monolithic m/m ships and of neoimperial power fetishism so i mostly wanted to make sure you know that before you follow me. hi :)

if i broke mutuals with you i promise i dont hate you and we can still be friends it was probably just too much burda on my dash.

follow my voyages and see my photos under #blogs

which maladjusted pathologic character are you today? + psychoanalyses and crowdsourced patho opinions under #quiz responses

watch the boxed set of my maria kaina character analyses

read my stories (ao3)

[feminist-space]

[feminist-space]

[onrtrp]

the set of ships is nonempty and finite

(any reasonable notion of) size induces a total order on the set of equivalence classes of ships of the same size

every nonempty finite total order has a maximum

there exists a ship that is no smaller than any other ship

QED

[crazysodomite]

I think we should just make rich people pay 50k USD to be put into a big freezer with little to no oxygen for a week and then just distribute that money among the sherpa people

[ninakaina]

and yes you can force yourself to change interests and especially to let go of past interests. and you should do it. it doesnt just have to be about h*rry p*tter it's 100% possible to look at something that meant a lot to you and go, i've read a lot of value into this and this story means a great deal to me. However i dont want to make this part of my identity anymore and i know the same themes can exist elsewhere in the world. ESPECIALLY when it comes to media targeted at children like youre going to find way better and more complex and thoughtful expressions of what you need in the world if you make space for it in your brain and stop imagining bluey is its pinnacle. source i used to be a h*mestuck

[ninakaina]

i feel like its lowkey worse when a lesbian only imprints on male characters than any other kind of person. You dont even have an excuse theres literally no explanation besides misogyny

[ninakaina]

yes even if youre butch and hes gender. especially if youre butch actually. he at least needs to have a compelling relationship with women thats what draws you to him. You need to develop your idea of whats gender in relationship with women. Thats what makes us not men

[ninakaina]

i feel like its lowkey worse when a lesbian only imprints on male characters than any other kind of person. You dont even have an excuse theres literally no explanation besides misogyny

[ninakaina]

im so sleepy im not gonna make it

[ninakaina]

these 11hr days are actually going to kill me especially with no breaks

[ninakaina]

mckays bunting (one of the rarest birds in north america), rock sandpiper, and tufted puffins. hall island, ak

[ninakaina]

amd i saw an arctic fox while i was meditating. i didnt take photos of it for the obvious reason

[perseruna]

you’re an angel, i’m a dog

or you’re a dog and i’m your man

[lezhomer]

rhaenyra and alicent (pacing silently for three minutes before shooting a gun in the air) Hurt innocent people

[ninakaina]

BUT i found a previously unlocated shipwreck while i was working today. They had better give me a damn award

[ninakaina]

having one of those coming to terms with disability moments. Looks really sad so you have to feel sorry for me

[frogmerthur]

orpheus/eurydice & morgwen parallels for @morgwenmicrofic prompt: mythology

[heedra]

really losing my patience for any 'feminist' statement to the tune of 'we need feminism because women fill a fundamentally different and necessary role than men and will be better at doing x y or z'. like actually i think we need feminism because it is an unbearable death of the spirit by inches to exist in a world where you are not seen as a fully realized human being because of a single cultural determination, and because a world that enshrines such things creates systems that are fundamentally sick to the core