I have been lying and I'm sorry for everything I did and I have done before. I was never comfortable in my own skin and I never felt pretty or nice or anything like that so I lied about it, and it's been scaring me everyday.
I'm a Indian girl and I live in India and I was too scared to tell anyone about this. I'm being brave now. I'm 19 yes, that's correct but I have been lying and lying and my guilt is just getting higher and it's making me stressed out. I can send you guys a real picture of mine if you want so you don't think I'm lying again. I really don't mind and please if you can forgive me for all this, the wall I created around myself. I honestly never felt good and beautiful so I lied.
The least I can do is ask for forgiveness to all of you. I helped people and in the end I could never help myself from this, this is going to be my last post on his blog and I'm going to abandon this blog.
This accident I had genuinely opened my eyes and my older brother found out I was lying and he explained how wrong it is and how should I apologise and be a better person and a version of myself.
I will still be active on discord so if you want to still be my friend and talk to me, I'll be there always for you all! My friend have my discord here, you can ask them if you want to talk, you can give it to them.
I hope one day you all would forgive me for this and if not, then I don't blame you for that, I completely understand.
The lies are just weighting me down and making me cry every night and I can't bear to go on any longer than this. I'm tired and so done with this.
I'm not going to deactivate this blog. I'm going to abandon this blog and this is going to be the last post on here!
The truth is better than anything even if it will make me lose all of you, but I'm going to mend my ways and be more comfortable and confident in my own skin.
You all can attack me all you want and say whatever stuff you want to me and I will take it, because I honestly deserve it.
I'm so sorry.
I'm going to pin this post up.
-ABANDONED BLOG-
