11:52 pm, A night before his birthday
He knows that I'll probably write something for his birthday He probably knows that I'll be writing something complicated because I am an English major, He knows that I'm probably in love with him because if I don't, I'm definitely not writing this for him He always knows what my letter to him will consist of one, my love for him two, how thankful I am to have him in my life and, three, how sorry I am because of all the billion people on this planet, someone like me is the one who came into his life. But, what he doesn't know is that, I tried my best not to write something for his birthday but still failed because I love him too much to not write something for him I am an academic writer who tries my best to be less complicated when I am writing him a letter, I always grin when I see him happy with the new hobby that he'll definitely regret later on, and you don't know how adorable he is when he complains to me about it I love it when he comes to me and gets excited to share a story that he can't wait to tell, it makes my heart melt I can't help myself to hide my happiness when he's talking about me to other people I always make him my subject and inspiration whenever our professors ask us to write something, and lastly, He probably doesn't know that, He's my angel who saved me countless times with the moments I was barely hanging & I still wish that even if I have a weak soul, I don't want to lose him in my life and, I want to bring him with me to my future. -ends writing at 12:10 am, his birthday-










