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Plural System ✨ Queer, Disabled, NeuroDiv, Intersex/Trans Man ✨ - 27 Bug/He/They - I hyperfixate and others suffer for it- Multifandom - Profic/Antiharrassment

[moth-bells]

Finished another thing for River!!!

[thedemademon]

Alright, after some searching, I have yet to see a swap au for the among us show.

My disappointment is immeasurable.

I guess its up to me to fill this void. Here's....something I made while it was like, 2 am or something. I already know who's swapped with who, so I might make another post thing showing that if someone asks. Anyways, later

[moth-bells]

Minor pet emergency. Pls reblog

My cat got outside earlier this year and while I really hoped she hadn't, she did end up with kittens (which I was really fucking upset about bc I almost had enough money saved back to get her fixed)

I was hoping their birth (the 1st of June) would line up well enough with them beginning to wean and when I'd have money next (3rd of July). Well she's trying to wean them and literally bringing them to me to feed them and I dont have anything they're interested in.

I tried some ground chicken I had. One ate a few bites but the others keep chasing her and trying to nurse for the few seconds they get when she sits down. Shes obviously stressed. The kittens are stressed. Im stressed

Ive dealt with kittens before with past cats when I was younger and they usually took to wet food okay. Problem is, the 20 dollars I had in the bank went to taking my son to his doctors appointments over the month and I have 5 to my name now.

If anyone could donate food money for the kittens or if someone could commission me so i could go get them food, I would be so grateful

My vgen is vgen.co/Moth_Bells And my ko-fi is ko-fi.com/mothbells

[moth-bells]

EMERGENCY SOLVED MY BROTHER SAW THIS POST AND SENT ME MORE THAN ENOUGH TO HELP THE KITTENS Everyone say thank you, hes really cool and the best baby brother ever

[moth-bells]

Minor pet emergency. Pls reblog

My cat got outside earlier this year and while I really hoped she hadn't, she did end up with kittens (which I was really fucking upset about bc I almost had enough money saved back to get her fixed)

I was hoping their birth (the 1st of June) would line up well enough with them beginning to wean and when I'd have money next (3rd of July). Well she's trying to wean them and literally bringing them to me to feed them and I dont have anything they're interested in.

I tried some ground chicken I had. One ate a few bites but the others keep chasing her and trying to nurse for the few seconds they get when she sits down. Shes obviously stressed. The kittens are stressed. Im stressed

Ive dealt with kittens before with past cats when I was younger and they usually took to wet food okay. Problem is, the 20 dollars I had in the bank went to taking my son to his doctors appointments over the month and I have 5 to my name now.

If anyone could donate food money for the kittens or if someone could commission me so i could go get them food, I would be so grateful

My vgen is vgen.co/Moth_Bells And my ko-fi is ko-fi.com/mothbells

[moth-bells]

Minor pet emergency. Pls reblog

My cat got outside earlier this year and while I really hoped she hadn't, she did end up with kittens (which I was really fucking upset about bc I almost had enough money saved back to get her fixed)

I was hoping their birth (the 1st of June) would line up well enough with them beginning to wean and when I'd have money next (3rd of July). Well she's trying to wean them and literally bringing them to me to feed them and I dont have anything they're interested in.

I tried some ground chicken I had. One ate a few bites but the others keep chasing her and trying to nurse for the few seconds they get when she sits down. Shes obviously stressed. The kittens are stressed. Im stressed

Ive dealt with kittens before with past cats when I was younger and they usually took to wet food okay. Problem is, the 20 dollars I had in the bank went to taking my son to his doctors appointments over the month and I have 5 to my name now.

If anyone could donate food money for the kittens or if someone could commission me so i could go get them food, I would be so grateful

My vgen is vgen.co/Moth_Bells And my ko-fi is ko-fi.com/mothbells

[moth-bells]

In my recent depression Ive been watching all of Doctor Who 2005 in order from season 1 to present. 9th is still my fav doctor. Doodles for you of the sillies

[yaoigaysexaura]

no one ever talks about how isolating being transmasc is. you're not "one of the girls and the gays" because you're not a girl and not seen as a guy enough to be gay. you kill the mood when you bring up how men Can get pregnant in real life when people make mpreg jokes. your old friends talk about how "nasty" men are and how they want to "kill all men". your queer acquaintance tells you that fujoshis are just perverts trying to fetishise gay men. cishetallo guys talk over you. cisgay guys talk over you. you go home and your parents toss out your masculine attires for you "daring to be a man".

like I don't even identify as transmasc anymore (is complicated) but back when i did, i would be so scared to come out as a trans man instead of nb because it would get me pushed out of friend groups and killed by my parents (which all eventually happened when the dam burst)

[graves-yard]

So I have this fun theory idea concept idk but fun idea nonetheless that is that Simon got the name Butcher because his job was that he harvested bodies for the Last Tree. Meaning that he killed and gutted people for resources. Hair for clothes, skin for leather, bones for carving or other things you’d need a strong natural material like that for. Stuff like that. I didn’t really have any real canon basis towards this idea besides the fact that I liked it and Butcher as a label is just REALLY specific.

However.

In making a little ref sheet for young Simon (cause the two shots you get of him in the movie are terrible quality lmao) and I looked up hunting knives and found this deer skinning knife

That’s a little too similar to the knife holster Simon’s mom gave him.

Using my tunnel vision to pretend Literal Butcher Simon is real

[dovvvvv]

this is how charli xcx sounds to straight men

[moth-bells]

Normally I'd say 'turn sound on' in a funny way but no. No matter how bad you think it could be, its a thousand times worse. Turn the sound on.

[dovvvvv]

this is how charli xcx sounds to straight men

[occudo]

They wear suits, but they don't even know basic etiquette.

inspired by @cowardsexual 's post of a very sleepy phm science team and Grace's teacher instincts

[djpachipikachu]

“simon sees grace as an angel! simon thinks he’s in heaven!” do you know how fucking scary that is

collab with my beloved @milolunde read our fic (that hasn’t been posted anywhere)

[mousegirlheart]

[shamebats]

[asingularcanadian]

You are not safe from this. You, the person reading this, are not safe from this. No matter how educated or open minded you think you are, you are not safe from this. The moment you think you are safe from it is the moment you become the most susceptible.

Its similar to why you cannot put bad people in a class of their own. The moment you do that you stop being able to see the bad things that the people closest to you do a la "my best friend couldn't have said that racist thing, they're not evil."

The moment you think you are immune from this type of backslide into right wing nonsense is the moment you stop questioning yourself enough to keep yourself from backsliding into right wing nonsense a la "I mean im not antiscience, im vaccinated, I just think that fluoride in our water supply is imparting children's ability to learn as fast as they otherwise could without it."

Remember, being progressive means progressing, its about always moving forward. The moment you rest on your laurels and stop putting in effort to keep the progression is the moment you start becoming left behind.

[moth-bells]

Adding to this with my own story since this just happened to me.

My grandmother is blind, and once she lost her vision, she stopped watching TV. She watched Fox around 10 years ago last, so she is a republican, but she was not miserable to be around since she wasnt insanely brainwashed. She was racist and homophobic, but not to a degree that she treated anyone outwardly badly. Talk about them behind their back like a mean girl in high school? Absolutely, but she was genuinely nice to people even if she had a preconceived issue with them. This came to trans people too. Im a trans man, and I came out to her the first time 6 years ago, not long after my kid was born. I cried and asked if she hated me, and she was surprisingly okay with it. Assured me she didn't care. She still wasnt going to use my preferred name or anything but she urged me to transition because quote "You cant live your life to make me happy. If youre making yourself miserable just to please me then you're not actually living. That wouldnt make me happy". It was great and it was the closest Ive ever been to this woman. That is not the case now. I have a cousin who ive never met who is also a trans man. My grandma's sister talks to her often and complained and whined and cried about him 'embarrassing them' and she never speaks her own mind about anything. She just nods and agrees with whatever someone says even if she gets off the phone and immediately says how dumb they were. And at first she talked about how it wasnt her business and she wished they'd stop telling her about all of that. And then she started engaging those ideas. And now a week ago she found out I have a beard (something she knew about last year and didn't care about) and started screaming at me about how I was an embarrassment and looking for attention and disgusting and how 'you never told me any of this I would have never talked to you again i want nothing to do with you'

Im still stuck here because Im her caregiver where no one else wants to be around her, but her opinion on trans people changed entirely based purely on someone else complaining to her about a trans person in our family that she didnt know or care about.

Shes since returned to acting like nothing happened and acts like she never blew up at me, but watching how quickly and easily she went from mild confusion/discomfort to 'everyone hates you and thinks youre a freak' within a year genuinely shook me to my core

Happened with my dad too, but his 'I think all trans people are crazy and are delusional like me, a man with schizophrenia' mentality went to 'actually the only valid trans people who are actually trans are those who are transitioning' because when he outed me and called me crazy on facebook I had his wife relay to him that I was cutting him out of my life and I would never forgive him for that. Ive spoken to him very little since then and I hope somewhere deep down he knows he cant just change his opinion on a dime to please me and keep me around. He has a lot going on mentally, but fox news was absolutely what got to him too.

[shamebats]

[asingularcanadian]

You are not safe from this. You, the person reading this, are not safe from this. No matter how educated or open minded you think you are, you are not safe from this. The moment you think you are safe from it is the moment you become the most susceptible.

Its similar to why you cannot put bad people in a class of their own. The moment you do that you stop being able to see the bad things that the people closest to you do a la "my best friend couldn't have said that racist thing, they're not evil."

The moment you think you are immune from this type of backslide into right wing nonsense is the moment you stop questioning yourself enough to keep yourself from backsliding into right wing nonsense a la "I mean im not antiscience, im vaccinated, I just think that fluoride in our water supply is imparting children's ability to learn as fast as they otherwise could without it."

Remember, being progressive means progressing, its about always moving forward. The moment you rest on your laurels and stop putting in effort to keep the progression is the moment you start becoming left behind.

[komaedalovemail]

i fucking hated your shoelaces this entire time

[butterfirefly]

for the uninitiated

[moth-bells]

Ive been drawing among us art today...... Gonna actually draw fanart for the show tomorrow!

Close ups <3