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✨ Queer, Disabled, NeuroDiv, Intersex/Trans Man ✨ - 27 Bug/He/They - I hyperfixate and others suffer for it- Multifandom

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Finished another thing for River!!!

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Miscellaneous doodles <3

(River isnt a proxy but I draw him with them bc its a silly slendermansion au)

River and Toby hate eachother like two cats who are cuddling before immediately trying to kill eachother and theyre everything to me actually

Also River and Umbra bc theyre in love in a very unhealthy way but its fine dw abt it

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Some Toby fanart!!! I saw at on tiktok and really wanted to draw him again :33

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Im making some random River doodles and I liked this one so much Im leaving it as is kjfdh Note, River has nothing to do with proxies and slenderman, but I treat my fandom ocs like canon characters (which, all creepypasta is just ocs but yk what I mean) and draw them in the same kinda silly scenarios And its a nod back to Rivers origins when I first made him like 12 years ago as a proxy oc kdfjf (Toby is 25 and River is 22 at his main age post origin story)

[living-force]

Simon "the butcher", who is horrified when he finds out he sentenced a man to death by pressing the camera button.

Simon "the butcher" who keeps apologizing for not knowing better, for causing harm to the people in the room, for being rightfully angry and lashing out, turning every knob and lever and pressing that damn button because why would it work when he doesn't have any power and why didn't they just Tell Him??

Simon "the butcher" who gets teary and has the look of a hurt child on his face when ava mentions filament station and his voice trembles when he is quick to say "that wasn't supposed to happen"...

Simon "the butcher" who apologizes to the sm-13, an inanimate object, after hitting the console.

Just... Simon being so unbeliebably human throughout the whole movie, it makes my heart ache for him

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I love the idea that Eden is a cult. Maybe they had the right idea at first and it all went south from there. Maybe it was always like that. Either way they're the ones who shaped Simon. He didn't get that title for nothing. Hes a good person with a lot of blood on his hands, not even counting Filament Station. He's killed people, but Eden told him it was for a good cause. Theyre the ones in the right, right? He spends all this time in the SM-13 trying to be a different person, a better person. He doesnt want to be associated by his violence, by his anger. But thats still a part of him. He was just a boy who was sculpted by the hands of others, sculpted into this killer with a kind soul. Whos tired of blood and death but cant ever escape it. Who tries to pretend hes more than the sum of its parts, but it all comes back when theres no more running and no more hiding. Simon is truly a beautiful fucking character and I weep for him and that tree grown from his tragedy on AT-5

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Some Toby fanart!!! I saw at on tiktok and really wanted to draw him again :33

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trucks for girls

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Another River animatic wip !! Now featuring Umbra!! River is a very old creepypasta oc of mine but Umbra is a new addition to make his story a little better

[luna-azzurra]

A non-writer asked me "but where do you get your ideas" and i genuinely did not know how to explain that it's not a place. it's not a website. it's not a folder. it's that i was on the bus and a woman was holding a paper bag very carefully and something about the way she held it made me need to know what was inside and then i needed to know why she was sad about it and then there was a whole person and then there was a whole story and the bus had already stopped and i missed my stop. that's where.

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Another River animatic wip !! Now featuring Umbra!! River is a very old creepypasta oc of mine but Umbra is a new addition to make his story a little better

[luna-azzurra]

I genuinely cannot explain to a non-writer what it feels like when a chapter suddenly clicks. it's not satisfaction. it's not relief. it's this horrible specific feeling like you just remembered something you never knew. like the story was already there and you finally stopped being in the way of it. i don't know what to do with that feeling. i just close the laptop and stare at the wall for a bit.

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Alright everyone I need honest opinions here. Is this scene boring or anything bc its establishing something really important for later and if it sounds dumb I need to know (also ehehe big snippet for River's creepypasta origin story)

Also pls be gentle im very rusty on writing

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Alright everyone I need honest opinions here. Is this scene boring or anything bc its establishing something really important for later and if it sounds dumb I need to know (also ehehe big snippet for River's creepypasta origin story)

Also pls be gentle im very rusty on writing

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WARNING FOR : IMPLIED SA , BLOOD , EYE INJURY CREEPYPASTA

OC ANIMATION IS DONE!!!! Im so insanely happy with how this came out EEEE Very angsty, but it did make me want to write his origin story eventually uwu

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WARNING FOR : IMPLIED SA , BLOOD , EYE INJURY CREEPYPASTA

OC ANIMATION IS DONE!!!! Im so insanely happy with how this came out EEEE Very angsty, but it did make me want to write his origin story eventually uwu

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TW FOR BLOOD AND IMPLICATIONS OF SA Im FINALLY done with the main animation loop so I can move on to the last little things!!!! I wanna write a story for him so bad but I wanna focus on art more than writing rn