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[niram22]

One day, you will grow up and be the smart, handsome, strong and kind man you learned to be. But till then you are my little boy, my warrior and the sweetest and most pure part of my soul.

[niram22]

I look at you, but I see through you.

I smile at you, but it has nothing to do with you.

My heart feels pain, but my eyes are too dry and tired to cry.

Teach me love, no wait, you made me numb already;

I can't see the love, only the pain and blood.

I am trapped,

You caught me inside this cage promising me emotions and touches. I needed to feel like myself again.

You trapped me, hard,

And you left me with a broken heart 💔

A heart which only wanted pure and innocent love,

A heart which trusted you and never doubted or asked for much in return.

This heart is in pieces now,

My heart is caged and the pain is slowly numbing every cell of my body..

I love you, but love is not meant to hurt you and make you feel lonely.

I love you, but you are draining me,

I love you, but you are leaving me.

I breath, I live, and some day I will survive.

I loved who I thought you can be and I cried for what i actually want.

- A.

[niram22]

I do not know how our elders did it. How did they fall in love and stay by that one person and be able to move past all the wrong "moves"/"decisions" the other person does.

I am from Eastern Europe and when I ook at my grandparents, I see two strong people who love each other deeply and truly. They were able to stay together no matter what. Here we talking lies, infidelity, and any kind of abuse.

Ok, today we have instagram, snapchat, technology all together. There are more challenges, but hey, true love is not perfect or it is?

What are your thoughts?

[perfectquote]

“To have someone understand your mind is a different kind of intimacy.”

— Unknown

[niram22]

I love being a mom. I love the little chipmunk who pokes me in the eye just to have a laugh. I love him and he loves me. We shared the single moments after birth by ourselves, him sleeping and me watching him, wondering how such a beautiful creature came into my life.

I adored his scent from day one, I loved his hair, eyes, cheeks, tiny hands and feet. He teaches me how to be patient and kind every single day. He is the reason for the strength and motivation I gained.

He is my son. He is my heart. He is my eye sight.

He is my everything.

[remanence-of-love]

[niram22]

I cannot agree more!

[niram22]

My best description, I swear. Nothing can beat this. 👌

[remanence-of-love]

[niram22]

🌺 Sun, a great book, a beer, painting, staying in the rain, watching ants... Am I weird or just enjoying the simple things? 🌺

🌺 What makes you feel happy to be alive? 🌺

[minimalistquotes]

Nothing is coincidence. Every soul you meet is written in your destiny to teach you, to heal you, or to love you.

[niram22]

I so agree with this statement. 🙂‍↕️

[niram22]

🌸 Blooming season. Flowers, birds, people, we all bloom in different ways and sometimes in different seasons too. 🌸

Pictures were take 3 weeks apart.

[perfectfeelings]

“Always defend your right to heal at your own pace. You are taking your time. You are allowed to take your time.”

— Unknown

[niram22]

🌅 Even the sun needs some rest. 🌅

Did you rest?