nita's thoughts.

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Sometimes, I am sick of always the person to break the silence.

Sometimes, I want to be comforted when I am feeling the negative emotions.

Sometimes, I don’t want to be the one to get myself to stop feeling a certain way.

Sometimes, I feel that you don’t care when I am feeling this way.

Sometimes, I bottle it up because you don’t seem to notice.

Sometimes, I am just tired.

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Only took us 10 years... but I finally got to meet my gaming wife. ❤️ Thanks @itsmeshednakie for being our photographer. https://www.instagram.com/p/CLwb1PkgF0HlwrktB9jLYbVqrbb52oqn9sWh0k0/?igshid=oospqyy98455

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You were there for half of my life. You always had a smile to greet everyone. Hope you are running around and eating all them treats, Annie ❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CJFYQ2AAxL6kzhGag_Qjw3ZC_e8GBlftPzHy2g0/?igshid=1wronpg6mascl

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I guess sometimes I wonder maybe you were never the one I meant to be with. You had years to figure out what you wanted and whether you wanted me.

He knew what he wanted in a few months and wanted me to stay forever.

I guess that is the difference, you either knew all along or you didn’t. You either wanted me or you don’t.

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When you think back about your past and a visit down memory lane.

Can’t help but think what changed and what stayed. Sometimes I do miss the old things and wonder what went wrong, but on the other hand I’m glad for the mistakes I’ve made to lead me where I am today.

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3.5 years later, he said, “Fantastic!” https://www.instagram.com/p/CGy0sV3AfsskjjmqHMEgMkLWo4WqvA3A2NpUpk0/?igshid=m336gezgeqzk

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Thelma the Unicorn, Book Week 2020! https://www.instagram.com/p/CGjekXpgpH1tkbx-wN2_iGE9ZgO9JJqtSnlVVU0/?igshid=23ttme9spjci

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Playing dress up during COVID. https://www.instagram.com/p/CFq1r_NAKs3EAadv3FoSkCjpNO9LT30TqOcCa00/?igshid=1rnwmillbuzkb

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Pandemic life be holding you hostage at home, so you take a selfie. https://www.instagram.com/p/CA2WjxYg9XQ7En-AFUeUp7Y3YT4K5kQPdOcyBg0/?igshid=nmviv0g9wyuy

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Happy 3 years! Throwback when we were in Singapore. Wish we were in NZ. ❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/B-574k5A3Wp/?igshid=1n8qxaw2n9a6o

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Congratulations! #layyourloveonle (at The HIGHLINE Venue) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8lLD4lgPz1/?igshid=1tibfe5hwujdo

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Hehe thanks to @itsmeshednakie for making my Year 1, 2020 door sign. ❤️ • • • • • #year1 #teacherlife #doorsign #personal #teacher https://www.instagram.com/p/B7fveQ1As7q/?igshid=5mdnasazwrv5

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When one of your children has brought more roses for you than your boyfriend. • • • • • #roses #present #bouquet #anotherone #teacherlife #personal https://www.instagram.com/p/B5aKGyFgbgb/?igshid=1pttiq35l9qeq

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Its been a while since a selfie. • • • • • #selfie #personal #feelingmyself https://www.instagram.com/p/B5MdbopAWR3/?igshid=16lgemv8zy96m

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‘Why did you buy me flowers? It’s not my birthday.’ ‘Because you’re a nice teacher!’ Totally made my day. • • • • • #mademyday #flowers #teacherlife #personal https://www.instagram.com/p/B4zC-ACAy5Z/?igshid=4afrifvtjrdx

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Best way to end Term 3? School Colour Fun Run • • • • • #schoolfunrun #colourrun #teachers #term3 #personal https://www.instagram.com/p/B26NgMrA0Xx/?igshid=1u0q1eju348xq

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To The Man Who Let Her Go.

The song reminds me of the past and how it easily relates to me today. After everything, I am thankful for how one chapter is closed, giving me a new chapter of my life. I found my happiness. I’m happily in love with an amazing man, who gives me love and happiness everyday. I hope one day, you find your happiness with someone special. I believe everyone has THAT person for them. You need to explore and find opportunities to discover that adventure. So, to the man who let me go, thank you.