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Introduction

● Nyk

● Lvl 27

● He/Him

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● Hobbies: Gaming, Reading, Doodling, Cooking, Photography

● Furry with 2 sonas, Koba and Mochi

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쏘큐티빠띠 인형이 또 나왔길래 드리프트해서 낙서 할 수 밖에 없었음요 A super cute Soundwave plush came out, and I couldn’t help but doodle it—oh, Primus!

정말 바보같고 귀엽군 하 젠장 It’s so dumb and cute, damn it

I used to feel needed and wanted. Like I felt that I was significant. Now I'm not, and all I think about is how much I miss that. I can't even be angry anymore, I just feel so empty.

Stone and Fur

Windhelm’s walls were the first thing Canute Thistlewood ever saw.

He would not forget them, of course — the frost-bitten stone, the way the wind screamed along the river like something alive — and the city remembered him. A Khajiit kit wrapped in torn caravan cloth, left just outside the gates at dawn, breath shallow but stubborn. The guards argued whether to bring him inside. His mother never did.

“Kyne does not spare breath without reason,” she said, lifting him as if he weighed nothing at all.

His father returned from patrol that evening, Imperial cloak stiff with ice, and did not hesitate. He gave the child his own name — Canute Thistlewood — and dared the world to argue that blood mattered more than will.

Canute grew up between stone and suspicion. Windhelm did not know what to do with him. He learned quickly where not to walk, when to lower his ears, when to speak, and when silence was safer. The docks were kinder than the streets, full of rough men who respected work more than words. The Gray Quarter was quieter, heavy with shared bitterness, and taught him that exile came in many shapes.

At home, things were different.

His father prayed to Talos openly, stubbornly, as if the world had not changed. He told Canute stories of an Empire that once honored its gods and its soldiers both. He taught him that strength without honor was nothing, and that fear was the only true chain.

His mother taught him how to break bones and brew salves in the same afternoon. She was a warrior before she was anything else — scars earned honestly, blade kept sharp — and an alchemist who could draw life from frostbitten roots and poison from venom sacs. From her, Canute learned discipline. From her, he learned that survival was not luck — it was preparation.

He had siblings, three of them, all younger. A sister quick-witted and sharp-tongued, two brothers who watched him like a standard to follow. When Windhelm was cruel, he stood in front of them. When it was silent, he endured it for them. He learned early what it meant to carry weight that was not yours.

Then the White-Gold Concordat reached Skyrim.

Shrines vanished. Names were swallowed. And one morning, Thalmor Justiciars walked Windhelm’s streets with the confidence of conquerors. They came for his father at dusk.

Canute remembered the sound of chains on stone. The way the Empire’s banners did not move. The way his father stood straight and refused to deny Talos even once.

The execution was swift. The silence afterward was not.

That night, Canute made a decision that did not feel like anger — it felt like clarity.

If blood could not make him Nord, then deeds would.

He trained harder. He spoke less. He adopted Nordic arms and armor, Nordic prayer and posture. He became something Windhelm could not easily name — too disciplined to dismiss, too resolute to break. He kept his father’s name like a blade, worn smooth by grip but never dulled.

When Ulfric Stormcloak spoke Talos’s name without fear, Canute listened. When he spoke of a Skyrim that would not kneel, Canute understood. This was not rebellion. This was remembrance.

Years later, standing alone in the cold with the wind howling like the Sea of Ghosts, Canute would feel something stir in his chest — a pressure, a resonance, as if the stone itself recognized him. He would not yet know what it meant.

Only that Skyrim was listening.

An introduction to my Skyrim OC Canute Thistlewood.

Author's Note 📝

This is the first real thing I've written in like almost 10 years. I'm an old wattpad veteran, and I've steered away from writing for so many reasons. I hope it wasn't all terrible, and depending on how I feel, I'll continue writing with him!