just to let you know I may or may not be able to make art on this account anymore, something gone up with my email or computer,
(Virus thing)
the thing to help take care of the viruses is either trying to jump hoops or doesn't want to work. So... yeah, I had a few things planned on drawing... I guess they'll have to wait or be completely re- done.
good thing I wasn't doing anything big yet right? at least from what I remember.
Hello, My name is Mosab Elderawi, and I live in Gaza with my family. Life here has become harder than I ever imagined, and I’m writing this with hope in my heart that you might hear our story.
The ongoing war has devastated my family. We’ve lost 25 family members—each one a beloved part of our lives, taken too soon. I miss them deeply—their laughter, their presence, their love. Every day is a reminder of this unimaginable loss.
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💔 Lost Stability: The war has left us without work or a stable source of income. 🍞 Basic Needs: Food and water are becoming harder to afford with rising prices and scarce resources. 📚 Dreams on Hold: Like so many here, my family’s dreams have been replaced by the need to simply survive. 😢 Unimaginable Loss: Losing 25 loved ones has left a void that can never be filled.
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Hello Everyone, I am Mosab Suleiman Al Derawi, 28 years old, my wife Nadine Adel A… Mosab Derawi needs your support for Help me saving who's
CW: Suicidal Thoughts, discussions about mental problems. Just putting this here now, so don't click the spoiler if that sort of thing sends your brain in a tizzy.
So I have, for some reason, got a major head canon that Ray is pretty mentally ill. Little fella fantasises a lot about offing himself but hides it well as the start. Once his traumatic event happens, if left alone he just goes into a trance and tries to, well, evict his soul from the body.
Little guy goes from 0 to 60 and usually gets caught before he does the deed, with everyone being weirded out by what they just saw.
Then my brain got to thinking for one of my AU's... what if there was a 'Dark Ray'.
A version that becomes, so brain worm infested that he, let's say, gets a hold of the phantom ruby and shit goes down.
Ray doesn't get his wish. Little guy just puts himself through hell over and over, and in doing so ends up unknowingly forcing Mighty to confront him.
Shit gets scrambled, people run for the hills and no one seems prepared for someone who isn't interested in hearing the 'it's gets better! Speech'.
The Ruby ain't doing anything but making Ray's brainworms have a field day by trying to remove him from, well, everything, but nothing is really working. The Ruby has its limits, so as a compromise you get a 'Dark Ray'. One that I christened as Radium Ray.
Everything becomes a black hole the closer you get to him. People start to fall into a bleak daze. Close you move towards him, the weaker you become. Why continue living? What is the point, you wonder, as the life drains away from your body.
Mighty, somehow manages to preserver and reaches Ray. Ray in the giant empty space he's created for himself that pulsates black and white, nothing else. It's clear the Ruby is taking a massive toll on the little guy and if Ray doesn't let go... well he'll get his wish, but at the cost of dragging everyone else with him.
So, how do you reach a person who doesn't want to be saved in a way? For Mighty, his instinct is to go the big speech route, but he stops. Radium Ray really isn't in the headspace to listen. He looks tired, haggard, unable to really think about what he's doing. The ruby is draining his life away.
Mighty comes back with a plan, he finds his spot and presents to him a giant plate of fresh pancakes. No matter how edgy Ray becomes, he turns back into the pudgy kid he's always been and tucks in. His eyes sparkle from the taste of soft, fluffy, cakey goodness.
Mighty asks how's Ray has been and what he's been up to. Ray doesn't talk much, he's on guard. Mighty then asks if the pancakes taste good. Ray's eyes light up. Of course, they do, they always do!
Before the darkness can sink back in and make Ray go back, another person shows up, Amy. Slowly, she walks in with a plate of cut up apple and pineapple. Balances out the pancakes. The three sit for a while, Mighty and Amy sharing some stories. Again, Ray doesn't really say anything. Things feel very confusing and odd... he stops eating and begins to retreat... he doesn't want to be here and he sure as heck didn't want people popping in.
Mighty grabs his hand and asks him to stay and keep him company. Ray relents and sticks around. More and more people pop in, the Kangaroo bros Hip and Hop, The Chaotix including Heavy and Bomb, Tails, Knuckles, Vanilla and Cream and of course Sonic shows up. Slowly over time, Ray's guard lowers, giving Mighty and the others enough time to yank the Ruby out of Ray and restore everything to how it was. Mighty doesn't tell Ray it'll get better, he shows Ray what that better looks like. That despite the failed attempts at harming himself, all these people still care about him and didn't run off when Ray needed help the most.
i want to hug the boy.....or at least send nix to comfort him.
also: (YOUR AU AND WRITING IS AWESOMME YEEEEE)
also while reading I kinda now have a headcanon about mighty in this au kind of beating himself up or over going his limits because he feels he failed Ray due to him having those thoughts in his head.
also having no sleep because his little buddy ain't home.
we wish you a merry Christmas!!!
"totally" not inspired by @ijustwannahavefunn's art piece and animation (That you should totally most definitely watch because its awesome!)
and I was going to add snow but Ibis paint started acting up and erasing the shading.
the two oc's Zeta and Delta belong to @zetarebel42 and the cyan haired character stabby belonging to @therodentroyal1
originally I was going to add an OC I made for creepypasta's ordinary,
(also created by ijustwannahavefunn) but I have to flesh them out more and scavenge what I can remember of the game and hopefully any videos of it lying about.
anywho, might make an after math drawing of the photo but other that that
Happy holidays!
and good luck to your new years!
y'know what I'd on't think imma have a cohesive design for this character yet so imma just post her recent concepts and whichever y'all like, cool I might go with it who knows. mighty make a proper version of the classic sketch I was going for.
oh yeah, and this sketch of her in a dress I made during the angle mission in sonic speed simulator.
now for about her:
nix is relatively the same, tired, cautious toward travelers and towns folk, has healing powers along with speed and stealth.
now for the small additions: after the scar from forces, nix is blind in her left eye she barely see's anything through it. so unlike her classic Varient, she can't really tree jump or speed throught the forest, as well as she used to. and relies heavily on her hearing abilities, her right eye, and he memory of the forest. she not only has a strength in blow darts but also in potion making and thanks to tails, tinkering. she uses spare parts from defeated badniks,or abandoned bases to make prosthetic legs, or if a critter is terribly wounded, they use the badnik husk to maneuver and in a way survive, kind of like an iron man suite or wheelchair. of course she has to check it in with tails to make sure it doesn't get overwritten by eggman, and she has to repaint them fully so no one accidentally breaks the badnik husk being controlled by the animal.
her speed: like before, she can catch up with sonic, however due to her eye and being stuck somewhat prisoner during forces, she's very out of tune with her own body, and is more likely to trip and fall. also she has problems spin dashing and curling into a ball to attack, feeling more dizzy as she does it, so sticks to attacking from afar, or using her Environment's to an advantage especially in high up places (thanks to Ray teaching her that little trick so that she can't just blow darts while hidden, she can maneuver if she needs to.) she can slightly heal just fine though, and thanks to her jade wisp friend, she's able to go through walls to get to patients faster if there's an emergency.
her Chao:
Ghost Chao: White and purple, name: Binx. Personality: skittish,shy, startled easily. but wants to help where they can. likes: nix,nature,mysteries, helping Dislikes: light, unknown travelers, loud noises. abilities: to posses badniks/scramble technology, bioluminescence. (the ball on its head lights like a candle, so any light that isn't his own scares him.)
Mochi chao: a white,pink and green Chao with a yellow floating ball.
she's a bit older, leaning towards hero, and keeps things in line, while learning to bake. (which causes a lot of messes in the cafe) she's sweet, playful, but determined.
Snips: a dark omochao. found while nix was rummaging through a crashed egg fleet for parts when she found it, thinking if binx could posses it. however it overrode systems. kicking binx out, and caused a giant ruckus, to were nix has to put a pumpkin on its head to calm it down. its the most hostile of the Chao, but very protective, biting any foreigners, scaring critters away, and sometimes teasing binx.
as for the design from A-2 thats probably going to be when she's older, or she wears it on a different time, while A-4 might be closer to her riders design. so yeah :)
(also with the SSS event, I found it awesome how the whole map of autumn forest was exactly how I imagined it. and the way the waterfalls were designed just of my goodness. and the camp was so cute! playing it kinda helped flesh out how nix would be if a situation like a badnik ambush arose and I just...it was awesome, I wish I could complete it it was so fun.)
Hold on I forgot her first concept
I cried formatting it like the sonic origins character references
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TRIED, TRIED! I TRIED Formatting it like the Sonic origins character references you get in the art book! My brother lent the book to me so I could learn to draw sonic I swear there was no crying sobbing or tears involved. the only thing close to that was getting irritated because I couldn't draw her spines right or keep them symmetrical when I added ink to the reference.
meet patchwork. a very old Creepypasta OC of mine.
I did have to change a few things because all her stuff was mainly on the old ijustwannahavefunn discord. so the closest I had was a weird character sheet.
Short summary:
had a loving family, helped her mother with sew and looking after her little sister but mainly spent time helping her dad with logging when he took her.
Dad goes missing,case goes cold. she falls into a depression which causes self harm. and given the time frame (if I remember correctly 1920's/1950's???) this would send her straight to the asylum, the asylum took little care of their patients, thus causing Irene to try and escape, but she falls into a coma due to her wounds becoming severely infected, due to the unkempt in her room, and the slowly growing black molds.
the doctors, thinking she died, decided to try cutting her open to see what was wrong, and if they could find a cure for later use.
Irene, wishing her death would just end hear footsteps and a voice asking if she wants a restart...a chance to be whole again, a chance to not feel as much pain. to desperate to question it, she agreed, and woke up. finding herself sewn together, and cold. along with a new set of clothes in a darkened corridor where the doctors would take overly I'll or fallen patients... when she left the dark quarters, she found nothing of her world,her time. anything she remembered was gone. her house was abandoned, graffiti ed as mother nature reclaimed it. out of anger, and her sanity never the same. she lashed out at those who graffiti'd her home, and resides there...sewing things together. and trying to fix up her old broken home. she's whole again. but lost it all in the process.
Fun facts about patchwork:
1. due to her body parts either being rotted or taken by wondering wild life, she has no guts. her insides are a giant hollow oozie mass. which gets black tendrils to sew fallen body parts back together.
2. while she cant regenerate limbs, she can sew them back together like a doll. and like doll, if you dispose of Destroy that limb, she can replace it... with the opposers or offenders limbs of course :)
3. the inky ooze mass that's mainly her guts and blood? well if hardened it could be used as a prosthetic. but that's harder to control due to lack of nerve endings. where as a replacement has severed nerve endings the mass can connect to and overlap to reshape as her own limb like nothing happened, she'll just have stitch marks on where her limb was taken off.
4. if she loses he head, same thing with the rest of her limbs, she'll try to find a replacement, and the black ooze will overlap and mold to look exactly like the original. however, she will lose memories and become more hostile than before, if the head is destroyed. same process and outcome If you try to burn her body.
5. Patchwork just want to be left alone. but due to her skewed memories of her little sibling, if a child runs through the forest near where she used to live. she leaves them alone, and if they get hurt or something of there's is either ripped or torn, she will come to the child's aid and fix it up. however if she has lost a limb or her head has been destroyed before, her hospitable nature can not be guaranteed.
in short: leave her alone, don't destroy any of her limbs, and if your characters an entity of some sorts. be respectful.
(she also had comically large scissors like the size of a short sword just because.)
Inside joke:
she's the creepypasta's tailor, so if lets say Slenderman gets his suite torn, he goes to her to fix it up.
I've been playing pressure with my siblings, and i'm sorry eyefestation reminds me of a cat that would smack your laptop or phone away from you or sit on it just to get you attention
ok i'm sorry, its late at night....
who here remembers some weird wildKratts game that had you create your character? and you played some games as that character???
i don't know if i'm going crazy, had a stupid idea or fell in an alternate reality hole, but I remember being in kindergarten and on my free time trying to make a character and getting agitated because I had a limited time and I had no clue fully what to do and thought computers were some witchcraft. and I went to look it up again and it's like it never existed...help???
I took this as an opportunity to rework Micheals design a little bit, giving it proper digitigrade legs and a suit top to explain the coattails that were just kinda appearing from nowhere in the original design.