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[nnatsume]

↳ ❝ [ welcome to nnatsume ] ¡! ❞

the light that was hot all day has dyed red now, a memory like a growing shadow, i hear the sea ..

M.LIST 1 ; M.LIST 2╱RULES╱ADMIN INTRO

✦ general requests: open ! | a lot

✦ 》 letters to you: closed ! | 23

✦ 》 kissing prompts: closed ! | 7

✦ 》 meaningful gestures: open ! | 10

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PLEASE READ.

[nnatsume]

whistle whistle !! bangs pots and pans together. this is an absolutely shameless promo and i will do it, you know me. ♡

anyway !! i know some of you are genshin fans as well and. drumroll. yes wow, tumblr user nnatsume is converting. i decided to not do it on this blog for reasons, but if you enjoy my writing and also enjoy genshin !! you may follow me on @merakime. i genuinely miss writing a lot and maybe.. you know! (*ﾉ▽ﾉ)

yeah. that's it from me again! see you there if you go, see you.. here probably when some gatekeeper-level waves strike me on main ( coughs, last post, coughs, you guys are fucking killing me ), or if happyelements decides to violently rope me back again.

[nnatsume]

🔫 ; gatekeeper special !

cuddling with gatekeeper — ♡

a / n: my girlboss gaslighter. swoon

there's not many things gatekeeper finds joy in. usually, he prefers not to involve himself with other people—asking them to forget about him, making a quick escale—but when he's in your arms, he finds himself wanting to be there forever, wanting to be remembered forever.

there's nothing like falling into your embrace after tormenting ensemble square. in those moments, he feels perfectly content—with your head buried in his chest, your soft breath on his collarbone as he holds you close. he may seem heartless, but in those moments, you can hear his heart pound loud and clear into your ears. he's full of love.

he likes having your fingers comb through his hair, when the day tired you out. he likes when you tell him nice words—and if he's feeling giving that day, you may get a little bit of something back. gatekeeper smiles into the back of your neck—on these days, he feels something.

[enstars-gatekeeper]

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[nnatsume]

i'm so in love with you it drives me crazy

[nnatsume]

hello everyone !!

it's been a good month and a bit since i've opened this blog. i've made a silent escape, yes, for much more time than usual, this time with a different reason:

i've completely burned out, from requests, from enstars, entirely.

there is little energy left in me for this fandom after a good year. it has been feeling more like a task rather than what i did for fun—more demand, more to do. i don't want to seem ungrateful, because i'm much more fortunate than some others in this regard, but the more demand, the less give-back—something-something, homework.

nevertheless, this community has done a lot for me !! as a person, as a writer, as everything. i'm grateful for all the kindness and friends i've met along the way. all the sweet comments and memories truly left an imprint on me, and i'm not exaggerating when i say that this experience shaped me positively. this blog sprung up in a very unfortunate time, and was my source of happiness for a much longer one. while i wish that things didn't turn out like this, you can't change the flow of time. it is what it is. i do think back on a lot of things with happiness, but if i were to go on like this, close my eyes and push through, i'd veil those happy times in dread and dissatisfaction.

now, this does not mean that i'm throwing this blog to the dogs and leaving, no. it's a place of many fond memories and i would die before losing it. many things that my friends and everyone helped me build, a little space of fantasy and comfort. i wouldn't trade this for anything, so—i won't be deleting it, and i'm not putting a definite no on writing here, because i may just come back with a little something-something every now and then.

i want to close this chapter peacefully, as bittersweet as it is, as many things i have laying around, as many more things i was looking forward to doing with everyone. this message will be put in my pinned comment until further notice, and i'll stick around for a little longer, to answer what i have in my inbox, and maybe what's to come in the next couple days.

the future is still uncertain—i may change my mind, i may come back with something else entirely, or i may not come back at all. nothing is certain, but i hope for a good outcome to this. and i hope that this decision is something that you can accept.

so, now—this feels bitter on my tongue. i'd never thought i'd say this, but just maybe we'll meet again, on a sunny day. ☆

[nnatsume]

HE'S FINALLY HOME. SORAAAAAA HE'S HOME AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[nnatsume]

Hi. Chinese server bug. Look at him being a silly and cute <3

puts him in the paper shredder

[nnatsume]

psst i got a skrunkle umbreon. and i named him xiao. he is my son now. ~🌹rosie

WHAT THAT'S SO CUUUUUTE AWWHWUWYWYWYWHWUWYWH AAAAAAAAA i love umbreon and i love xiao

[nnatsume]

Hope u didnt miss this sunny!! There was the fireworks that started and decided to screenshot his part for u!! 💕 have a good day ahrad

.. i actually did miss it. deflates like a balloon. but oh my god do you know how happy this made me i'm literally. FOR ME???? FOKRKEJFJWNDNSNNN,NENFJE I LOVE THEM SO MUCH THANK YOU THANK YOU. they're so silly—sora is in a natsumesque pose and natsume is in a soracore pose.... hehe thwy look so silly.. Copium...... hehe i hope you had a lot of fun watchinh fireworks with the bee's ♡ i hope you're having the best day ever rn

[nnatsume]

hello!! a more serious note, again.

please do not interact with this blog if you in any way engage with/create sexual content (of minors, especially. pointing at that specific, disgusting side), incest and intentionally spread misinformation. i feel like i have to say this again because of the recent rise in contents of this sort..

[nnatsume]

switch x 2wink cover song units, enough said. we won

this is a big win yes ♡ hiyuso alliance.. touches window dramatically.

[nnatsume]

SUNNY HELP I SAW THE CATBOY HIMERU DOODLE SJSJS HE SKRUNKLY!! also thamkies!! but ngl, my new underclassman kinda reminds me of nene a little? methinks it’s the energy, she’s very sweet tho! also how have u been? ~🌹rosie

i'm glad catboy himeru and catboy natsume found so many people 💭 also wow you have. Nice Underclassmen??!?????? i forget... that sometimes they exist.... because underclassmen here are so intolerable. they're like a tiktok hivemind on one braincell. they used to spit seeds from the windows on us. but when i shoot paperballs back it warrants detention smh

but anyway!!! i'm doing alright, i also hope you're doing well hehe. make sure to rest enough now or you'll lose motivation quickly

[nnatsume]

Meow meow pyon meow

nyanyanyanya. nyanyanyanya

[nnatsume]

omg sunny's back. hiii sunny <3 i hope you're doing wonderful and amazing!!! i hope every day has gone well for you, and that you've been able to do some fun stuff lately~~!

hi hi leomeow !!! <3 doing very amazingly hehehehfhemnfnmfnjg...........,. i actually just came back from like. France. hehe so i've had a lot of fun these 3 days........ i May go back soon teehee. how are you?! i hope you've been having a lot of fun as well !!!!

[nnatsume]

UR TAGSD ON THE RECENT REBLOG ON MY ART IS SO SWEET THANK YOU, i havent been active much my uni has started ,im gonna stuff u with a natsume kitten doodle thank you u are very sweet

HELLO HELLO !!!!!!!!! i'm just saying what needs to be said. <3 good luck with uni and everything, things can be hasty so i hope you're resting well to keep up. the way i felt like i could jump through the ceiling when i saw him though oh my god I'M GOING TO HZDFAJFHAHDKHDSHDHFBKHDKUDHJEBJBDGHJDBHJESDFBHJDBHJBDHJVBDHJGBJDSBDBJAVBDHJABSDJHJHEDBHJEDBHJAEDBEJHBDHJDBHEBDHJABDJABDHJBDHJWBHDJ HE LOOKS SO CUTE AND SKRUBHKJEFNJHFEJLFJEIFHVJDJHBDFJEBDJHJSADHSBFHJBFKJBDBJDBHJWSBDHJBFDHJBDHJBDHJABADHJBDFHJBDHJBHJ;ABHJ............ i bestow upon you this repayment. a quick nyameru

himeru is cheering you on <3

[nnatsume]

pspsps hello grim grim hope you’re doing well :D

dolly beloved !! dolloved.. !!!!! i'm doing very well rn hehe i'm getting so much serotonin from my inbox today. i hope you're doing 10x better <3

[nnatsume]

rei sakuma fs soon

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are you srs or jk

[nnatsume]

hello, my sunny ! how are you? i hope you are doing great 💗 smile check ! did you smile today? ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪ i hope you do ! you may think you are a boring and an uninteresting person, remember that you are the sun in someone’s world — just like your name. your name suits you very well ♡ you radiate our worlds with your bright, cheerful, and warm energy ! stay hydrated and get a good night’s sleep ❤️

dice i'm literally in shambles. i sure smiled today when i saw this. you're too sweet wtf i'm gonna cry SHAKES YOU. SEROTONIN. i hope you're having the best day ever ily /p please remember to take care of yourself. you deserve the world fr