She works, studies, and raises her three-year-old son on her own while desperately trying not to fall apart in the process. Falling in love was never part of the plan.
But some people arrive like small things do:
slowly, quietly, and without asking for permission.
Until one day, theyโre simply a part of your life.
Pairing: Abby x f!reader
Tags: Slow Burn, Single Mom Abby, Mutual Pining, Domestic Fluff, Maternal Guilt, Angst with a Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, Reader is Good with Kids, Coffee Shop AU, Tenderness, Yearning, etc.
Chapters: 7/7
Word count: 11K
Aditional info: No use of y/n or physical description, friendship established between Dina, Ellie and Abby, Abby architecture student in the last year of her career, Lev as Abby's biological son.
Table of Contents
โข Chapter One
โข Chapter Two
โข Chapter Three
โข Chapter Four
โข Chapter Five
โข Chapter Six
โข Chapter Seven
A/N: I'll post it once I've finished reviewing and editing it completely. Comment if you want to be tagged! Love you guys (หถแต แต แตหถ) โน๐น
A/N: yeah I don't have an explanation for this. erm. skip if you're not freaky ๐ญ
tags: literal fucking cannibalism, dead dove do not eat, Abby feels bad :( give her a hug, not the most accurate anatomy description, kinda fluff? idk.
Abby had been struggling, deprived of a fresh source of human blood for a long whileโand you naively volunteer yourself to the starving vampire.
It started simple enough, Abby explained she'd only take a little bit. Just enough to make you feel light headed, then stop. You nod, seems simple. So you sat down on the bed with a towel around your shouldersโkeeping still as Abby got closer. One hand on your hip, another on the back of your neck tilting your head back and to the side.
Fangs pierce your skin, tongue over the small punctures before lips close around it and gently apply gentle suction. Blood poured from the wound, coating Abby's tongue and teeth. She hummed into your neck as she fed. She was so so damn hungry.
Another bite to your neck. Unlike the last one all of her teeth sunk in making you tell slightly. A gruff, โsorryโ left her lips but she didn't stop. The pressure kept building until you could hear the flesh and muscle tear before being swallowed. Abby felt tears burn her eyes when she saw the damage.
โBabyโฆ!โ She frantically grabbed the towel and tried to put pressure on the wound. You didn't know how to respond. Something about vampiric saliva aided in the pain, it felt like a dull throbbing. You pulled her hand away, letting the metallic scent of blood hit the air.
โIt's okay. Take what you need.โ You didn't fully understand why you said it, delirium maybe, but some sense of peace washed over you with Abby feeding. She looked horrified but her pupils dilated at the wound.
Diving back in with teeth and tongue. Licking the blood from torn flesh, tracing her tongue on the fatty edge of the tear, letting the salt and iron linger in her senses before another bite was taken. Rougher. Taking part of the cartilage surrounding your humerus with her, she picked what wasn't meat out from between her teeth and tossed it aside.
Muttered apologies mixed with the sound of chewing as he got closer to your neck. A soft kiss was placed, wet with the tears streaming down her face, she held you gently as you faded in and out of consciousness. Her lips found yours, letting you taste the mix of her life force and her saliva. Fangs poked at your lip and her tongue forced its way down your throat. She laid you down slowly and tried to stanch the bleeding without breaking the kiss.
When she had her fill, she pulled back. Wiping her mouth with her hand and looking down at your half asleep form. The sheets rustled as she laid down next to you and held your face, whispering praise and how much she loves you.
All you could do is weakly listen and let yourself feel the pain wash over you, stop, then come back in another wave.
am i the only one who feels really guilty for reading fics then realizing theyre not inclusive and are mostly directed at white girls. like yes it includes aspects of me for the most part but what abt other girls who just want to be all fine and dandy while reading a fic before realizing theyre pretty much describing a stick thin white girls in almost every single "x reader" fic.
For that same reason, I generally don't include physical descriptions of the reader when I write my fanfics because I personally don't like to read them.
I've been playing Fallout 76 with my boyfriend lately and this song came on Appalachia Radio. All I can do when I hear it is think about Abby (/ยดโณ`๏ผผ)
The bar was loud but you were sure what you heard from your girlfriendโ Abbyโ of two years. The last few weeks she had been insufferably emotionally negligent. She stayed out more than she stayed in, and spent less time with you. At first, you thought she needed space. You had her sit down with you for ten whole minutes, just explaining how important it is to communicate needs in a relationship.
But it didnโt change Abby.
She remained the way she was.
Avoidant. Negligent.
Sometimes she asked you if you ate dinner when she got back from work, sometimes she just went straight to bed.
She didnโt even cuddle you anymore.
It felt like the love was a flame of a candle slowly dying down.
You reached a hand over the table, putting it over Abbyโs, โI donโt want good, I want you.โ
Abby sighed and moved her hand away, โyou donโt understandโโ
โOh, I understand alright,โ you cut in, โI want to be with you, and even if it takes a lot of relationship counselling, weโll make it work. How aboutโฆ you and I book a couples therapy session atโ?โ
Abby got up, โI donโt think talking is helping.โ
A couple heads turned.
You got up too, โso you want to throw away the two years weโve spent together?โ
Abby stared.
Was it fear you saw? Fear of losing an investment or a lover? You couldnโt quite place it, but this wasnโt the time for you to be dissecting her emotions. You were a human being with feelings, and at the moment, you had tears in your eyes.
How could she not want to save the relationship?
You grabbed your purse, โIโm calling a cab back home.โ
And you left.
Abby didnโt chase. She stood there and stared after you dumbly as if youโd just slapped her across the face.
Maybe she knew what she was doing wrong but sheโd hoped youโd forget about it, maybe give her the benefit of the trust you both had, but you werenโt stupid. You knew when to speak up, but as you hailed a cab and headed back homeโyou wondered if Abby was falling out of love with you.
The thought alone made warm tears blur your vision, you looked down, letting your tears drip down onto your lap. Why didnโt she love you the same anymore? Did you change? Did you look any different?
The questions didnโt stop in your head and thatโs what made it worse. The driver noticed you crying but didnโt say anythingโyou were grateful for that at least. You didnโt need anyone to question your misery at the moment, maybe things could get better.
When you got home, the first thing you did was take a cold shower to try to get your mind off of the pain. Abby wasnโt home yet. Maybe she wouldnโt come home. Maybe sheโd ghost you. Maybeโฆ
The thought made your chest ache.
Didnโt it hurt her to be away? Water cascaded down your back, leaving your hair and face soaked. You took a deep breath and gathered all the energy left in your body to finish up, before stepping outside in nothing but just a towel wrapped around your frame.
The door opened and clicked shut.
You turned.
Abby was home.
But you werenโt about to talk to her. You couldnโt. You could feel new tears forming, but you walked and got some clothes out of your closet.
You could hear the floorboards creaking elsewhere as Abby stumbled around the house. You wore your pajamas quietly, trying not to think about your girlfriend being under the same roof as you, after that intense conversation.
You got in bed, pulled the blanket up to your chest, and turned the lights off. As you snuggled against nothing, holding your pillow firmly against the side of your faceโyou realised just how attached you were to Abby.
โBabyโฆโ you heard her slur.
The bedroom door creaked open. Footsteps filled the small space.
โBaby.โ
Suddenlyโweight on your body.
Your eyes snapped open.
โAbby!?โ
โI love you, baby, I love you, Iโm sorry,โ she sobbed.
You turned the light on. Abby was there sprawled halfway on the bed, arms wrapped around the length of your legs.
โBaby, whatโsโ!?โ
Thatโs when you saw it.
She was drunk, her eyes were red and watery. You got up, and wrapped your arms around Abbyโs muscular frame.
โHey, hey, hey, Iโm hereโฆโ
โIโm sorry,โ she sobbed into your legs, face pressed into the fuzzy fabric of the blanket.
โItโs okay, youโreโyou need rest.โ
You helped her up onto the bed. Her face was flushed, cheeks glossy and red as she continued crying quietly. You pulled her in a hug, holding her gently.
โYouโre so prettyโฆโ
You felt your cheeks warm up, the sudden compliment making your heart flutter.
โYouโre my pretty girl, and Iโm sorry Iโve been a fucking asshole, Iโโ
โYouโre not an assholeโ you rubbed Abbyโs back soothingly.
You could smell the alcohol on her breath now, heavy and bitter, but underneath it was Abbyโyour Abbyโthe same woman who used to press sleepy kisses to your shoulder at three in the morning, the same woman who memorized how you took your coffee after only two dates.
And she was crying like her heart was being ripped open.
โAbby, itโs okay, we can work things outโฆโ
She hiccuped softly. โS-sorryโฆ Iโm scaredโฆ Iโm so scared.โ
โScared? Why?โ
โYou love me so fucking much.โ Her voice trembled harder now. โAnd I kept thinkingโฆ eventually youโre gonna wake up and realize Iโm not worth all that love.โ
โYouโre worth it all, Abby, youโre worth more than everything I give you.โ
โIโm notโฆโ
โYes, you are.โ
You rocked back and forth quietly, hugging Abby and whispering to her about how much she means to you.
โI kept trying to act normal but every day I justโโ she let out a shaky breath, โโI kept thinking about how happy you make me and it scared the shit out of me.โ
You were crying now too. You buried your face in her shoulder.
โYou fucking idiotโฆ you couldโve just told me that.โ
You both sniffled, letting the moment break both of your guards down in a way that showed your true selves. You didnโt even remember when you both had ended up falling asleep, faces covered in tearstains and the slightest trace of drool, limbs entangled with one another.
When you woke up the next day, the first thing that hit you was the smell of alcohol. You pushed Abbyโs heavy toned legs off your body, and looked at her peaceful sleeping face, blond hair mussed with sleep.
โBaby, wake up, we have workโฆโ
Abby rolled over. โNot going. Calling in sickโฆโ
โNo, youโre not.โ You pushed her. โWake up!โ
โNoโฆ head hurtsโฆโ
You got up with an annoyed huff and walked out of the room. The kitchen was neatโnone of you had eaten dinner last night. You could only be grateful Abby was a lightweight and didnโt get too drunk on an empty stomach.
The concept of her getting alcohol poisoning made your heart clench painfully. You prepared the most half-assed lemonade ever in a glass and hurried to the bedroom, perching at the edge.
You pushed Abby with your hand again.
โWake up, Abby, here,โ the moment you saw her groggily open one eye, you shoved the glass in her hand, pushing her hand close to her lips.
She quickly sat up, and sipped.
โFuckโฆโ
โYouโre going to work,โ you said, getting off the bed and wrenching the closet door open, โand so am I. And we get back, and we talk about thisโwhatever happened last night.โ
โI donโt think thereโs anything toโโ
โYou were sobbing to my legs in the dark.โ
Abbyโs cheeks went a deep shade of red.
โNo, I was not.โ
โAbigail Anderson.โ
โOkay, fine, maybe I was.โ
You rolled your eyes and took your pajamas off right there, grabbing your work clothes. Before you could put your deodorant on, and shirt onโAbby got off the bed and threw her heavy arms around you, lemonade sitting forgotten on the bedside table now.
โAbbyโฆ we can do this later.โ
โNo,โ Abby slowly pressed you against the closet, your back facing her, โweโre fixing things nowโฆโ
โWeโre not.โ
โYes, we are.โ
You turned around forcefully, โAbby, I told you weโreโโ
Her lips captured yours, hushing you.
Her thigh pushed between both yours, pressing up against your most sensitive area. You couldnโt help tensing a little when you felt her pressing so close. You could taste the lemon on her tongue. Her hands felt your skin, moving against you like it was all muscle memory.
Abby pulled away. She looked like a mess with the tearstains on her cheeks and messy hair, but she looked brighter than ever before.
She hadnโt been this close to you in a long time, and that only made your heart beat faster against your ribs. Your panties felt damp, you subconsciously ground your body down against Abbyโs jeans.
In the position you both were in, the side difference was even more noticeable. She wasnโt all that much bigger than you, but her muscle mass easily made her appear bigger. And she seemed to fucking enjoy it.
โThatโs it, baby,โ she whispered finally parting from the kiss, โfuckโฆ grind, just like that.โ
โYouโre such a jerkโฆโ
But you did exactly what she said.
Abbyโs other hand cupped your ass, giving it a firm squeeze as she moved you back and forth on the rough material of her jeans.
โAbby, Abby, I need you. I have for so long and it fucking hurtsโฆโ
โTell meโฆ did you masturbate thinking of me?โ
Your throat went dry. But you forced yourself to answer.
โYes.โ
โDid you cum thinking of me?โ
You nodded.
Abby pulled you closer. โI asked a question, baby.โ
โYes, I came thinking of you.โ
โGood girl.โ
Abby pulled you to the bed where she laid you, and spread your legs, admiring whatโs on between. Abbyโs hands remained on the insides of your thighs, pinning them down effectively as her tongue darted out to gather your juices.
She licked you up, tasting you on her tongue.
And she fucking moaned.
The taste of youโsomething she had deprived herself from for the last few daysโit drove her crazy in the best way possible.
โBaby, I need youโฆโ
Abby didnโt respond, she circled your clit using her tongue before pressing it to you making your hips twitch.
โAbby!โ You moaned her name.
Abby moaned hearing you moan.
Thatโs how desperate she was for you.
She held you down, devouring you with her tongue. Worshipping you with her tongue like she hadnโt done all those other weeks. When she thought back to that, it only made her more and more willing to eat you out until youโre nothing but a mess in a puddle of your own release.
Her tongue disappeared inside entirely, rubbing against your walls while her hands kept your thighs from closing around her headโnot that sheโd hate you making it impossible for her to breathe.
Abby flicked her tongue on your sensitive clitโthatโs all it took for you to cum. It spilled on Abbyโs chin and the sheets beneath you both. The orgasm washed over you, leaving your body a trembling mess.
โPleaseโฆ IโAbby, I need your fingers. Nowโฆโ
Abby kissed your mound before readying two fingers, โwhatever my princess wants.โ
Her digits shoved inside you slowly, letting you feel the stretch as her thick fingers scissored their way into your tight cunt.
You squeezed around her, โo-oh, please, I need youโฆโ
Abby kissed your lower abdomen and continued spreading kisses out on the skin of your inner thighs while her fingers pumped in and out of you, making curling motions to find that one textured spot in you.
โFuck, I missed thisโฆ Abby, I missed you.โ
โI missed you too, my angel.โ
Her thumb rubbed your clit in tight circles, three fingers fucking you like there was no tomorrow.
Tears pricked your eyes.
Tears of pleasure and not pain.
โAbby!โ You gasped, grabbing her hair.
You came again, this time messier than before. Abby leaned down.
โI canโtโAbby, Iโm overstimulated!โ You squeaked.
โI know,โ Abby said, โlet me clean youโฆโ
Her tongue glided over your sensitive skin as she licked up your juices, licking your cum off your skin using her tongue.
โMy poor angel has been so deprived of this.โ
Her hands left your thighs and snaked around your hips.
Without warning, she stuffed her face in your pussy, eating you out like a starved woman.
Surprisedโyour moans got louder.
Not even words anymore.
Nothing coherent.
Just filthy pornographic moans as you held her head tighter.
Eventually, when Abbyโs jaw grew slack, slowly you pulled her up from between your legs and pressed a kiss on her beautiful lips.
โYouโve done enough for the dayโฆโ you whispered hoarsely.
โI think we both should call in sick since weโre late already.โ Abby smiled.
โYouโโ you shook your head with a laugh, โyouโre such a menace.โ
Abby held you closer, โas long as Iโm yours.โ
Abbyโs bigger arms wrapped around you, holding you in place as she sank back onto the mattress. Your body ached with exhaustion.
โIโll get up and get you ice-cream in a bit.โ
You looked over at her. โNo, I donโt need it.โ
Abby looked at you, confused, โbut aftercareโโ
โI just want cuddles.โ
Abby chuckled.
It was warm. Full of love.
โOkay, we can do that.โ
You hugged her tight, and whispered, โice-cream laterโฆโ
Abby laughed and held your naked body close, โalright, my angel.โ
โ Oh god, yes!โ Abby cried, her fingers tightening in your hair.ย
Her thighs clenched around you, slick with sweat and soap under the drumming shower. You had been on your knees for what felt like hours, worshipping her, drawing out each shiver and gasp with dedicated precision.ย
Your tongue traced circles around her clit, swollen and sensitive under your touch. You sucked it gently, head bobbing slightly with the rhythm of your licksย
She squirmed, hips bucking against your mouth. โFingers tooโฆโ she whimpered. โPleaseโฆโ
You complied, sliding two fingers into her, feeling her wet cunt grip you tightly. You pulsed them in and out rhythmically, curling them slightly to hit the spot that made her breath hitch. Your mouth never left her clit, sucking and licking in tandem with your fingersโ movements.
Her legs trembled against the cold tile, toes curling as another orgasm ripped through her.ย
โFuck!โ she cried out, back arching sharply. She looked down at you, water dripping from her face, eyes wild.
ย โOh god, thatโs so fucking good.โ She gripped your hair tighter, pulling you closer. โMore,โ she demanded, breathless.
Even though abby almost never takes out dogs when she goes on dutyโ there's a specific trainer that makes her more than happy to take out an extra pair of paws...
Cw: Abby anderson x dog trainer!reader, fluff, abby being down bad, alice the wingdog, Manny, authors note at the end (lmk if I need to add anything to this)
Wc: 1,7k
Another day, another patrol. Though Abby is used to the cycle, it never ceased to get her excited to feel the adrenaline pump through her body. This time, she's on duty with Mannyโ luckily since she doesn't have to worry about babysitting some other soldier, plus she has someone to joke around with.
As the two finish gearing up in their dorm, manny glances over his shoulder as he tries to unlock the door. "You probably wanna stop by the cages, huh?" He grins at her knowingly. Abby rolls her eyes, her ears faintly burning as she returns his grin with a glare, "Why would I wanna do that manny?" He shrugs, keys jingling as he finally gets the decades old lock to cooperate."Oh, I don't knowโ maybe that trainer you've been making eyes at all week?"
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Abby furrows her brows "what the hell are you talking about...?" She gives him a puzzled look but he just shakes his head and exits the roomโ making sure to try close the door on Abby just to mess with her a bit. As the two trot down slippery stairs the view of the expansive stadium is all too familiar.
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The whole of the WLF is up and running even as the sun barely peeks over the horizon; they don't have time to be wasting when there's a whole stadium worth of people needing to be fed. The whole WLF also includes: All the dog trainers and their fuzzy companions. Abby never really cared for the dogsโ they were nice to have and play with, but she never really needed one, only took alice when mel was put on duty with her. However, these days she can't help but feel as her heart begins to jump when she hears the woofs and howls of excited dogs get louder whenever she nears the cages on her way out.
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Manny, ever the dickโ loudly announces the duo's presence to the whole cage, his arms stretching out as if lavishing in the attention of maybe 4 or 5 tired handlers. "Morning, you guys seemed to have a fun nightโ" He turns and looks at the one trainer before letting a hoarse chuckle. "What the hell happened to you guys anyway?" Which is followed by a grumble along the lines of "someone forgot to lock the cagesโฆ."
Abby just lingered in the corner, not particularly interested in Manny's idle chatter and/or badly-timed flirting.
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"Hey Abby," the voice fell over her body like pure ice, and suddenly, she felt more awake than she has in years. Snapping her head to the source of the voice, she tries her best to casually greet back.
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"...hey,"
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But of course, things are never that easy.
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No matter how much she's tried to deny her sudden interest, her body does not lieโ and the a slight blush from earlier becomes an embarrassing veil of red over her cheeks and shoulders.
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"You and manny heading out for patrol again?" Oh bless your soul, even after the less than enthusiastic greeting Abby gave you, you still put in the effort to create conversation while Manny harasses your colleagues. Abby hums, her eyes flicking to look at anything but youโ which proves very hard when everything in her surroundings reminded her of you. After a few seconds and a couple of small heart palpitations, Abby finds her voice, "Yeah, uh... Manny thought to stop by the cages, might take one of the dogs with this time..."
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She's quickly met with the reply, "Oh yea? I think Alice will be more than happy to join you guys out there. " A warm smile stretched your faceโ god, you look breathtaking. Even covered in sweat with your hair in disarray from the early morning rush. The sun still managed to kiss your skin in a way that had abby struggling to calm her racing pulse.
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Said dog was in the open cage, probably to go out to the first group that got there, which luckily was Abby and Manny. As natural as breathing you whistle to call the sweet dogโ a sound that Abby hears daily but this time it doesn't make her fear for an arrow flying at her head but it makes her heart warm unexpectedly. Nothing about it is particularly enjoyable, but the way it cut through the air had Abby shivering even under the warm blanket of sunlight. She felt goosebumps run up her arms and couldn't help the way her eyes instantly snapped to follow the source of the noiseโ your mouth.
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Alice quickly skirts to your side, panting in anticipation and eyes locked on your face for a command as she presses tight into your side. Abby softly smiles at the houndโ its eagerness feeling similar to her suppressed own. Who knows maybe in another timeline Abby would also bolt straight to you when you whistled for her. It takes Abby a few seconds to realise she got lost in her thoughts, only because she saw how you stared at her waiting for a reaction.
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"U-uh, yea I'dโ I mean we would be more than happy to take Alice" Oh gosh Abby, way to mess it up. The skin on her neck burnt in shame as she realised how badly she stumbled over her words.
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The giggles that left your mouth didn't help Abby feel any better either. Even Alice stopped wagging her tail, staring at Abby like she could sense how big of a failure that sentence was. "Well it's a good thing I got her geared up before you guys got here. Hopefully she'll make duty a bit lighter on the two of you." With a light tap on Alice's back the dog surges to Abby, jumping up to give her a hugโ probably out of pity. With a ruffle to the pups freshly brushed scruff Abby lets Alice down and looks at you for the sign out board.
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Efficient as ever you stood, board already in hand writing down who took which dog, only stopping for abby to sign off. Which she does with quivering fingers that nearly drop the pen in the process.
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A bark rips out from beside Abby and she feels her bones jolt in surprise. Glancing down she can see how Alice looks up at you, whining softly with a paw up wanting to doโฆ something? "Aw Alice, what's wrong" Bending down, Abby gets a smell of your shampooโ which smells exactly like her pine soap. That's totally gonna be fun to think about later. As you get on eye level with the sweet pup she smacks the paw into your face with a yip. With a grumble you mutter a curse under your breath and have a small one on one with the hound just soft enough that Abby misses most of what was said. Abby sees Alice give you a lick on the cheek as you stand straight again and glance at Manny as he raps up his self humiliation. "Listen Abbyโฆ"
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Abby stills, that tone couldn't be anything good considering it sounded like a parent about to tell their kid they found their "secret" stash. Your eyes flick to her face and for a moment to her pouty lipsโ but of course Abby doesn't see it like that. No no, to her it looks like you're looking at her like she has three heads. "I uh, was wondering if you had any plansโ"
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Just as the words leave your mouth Manny puts a heavy hand of Abby's shoulder, her body jostling from the impact.
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"We don't wanna be late for patrol now, do we?"
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Just the same as earlier Manny eyes her with that shit-eatting grin as her eyes widen at his appearance. Meanwhile Alice yelps and tries to butt away Manny's towering body.
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Your words start to register in Abby's whirling mind and her jaw falls open, shock written all over her features. With Manny's hand pulling her away and a grumpy Alice barking at said man, Abby throws her head over her shoulder. Her eyes connect with your own and she swears her chest starts aching. You looked deflated, the exhaution become more noticeable with your now slumped posture.
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Managing to gather up all the guts she could ever have she mouths back to you "I'll be back later" a wobbly smile pulling her lips up.
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When she sees how you suddenly get the confidence back in your body she feels glad she said something. With a nonchalant smirk that doesn't quite match up with your reaction five seconds ago you mouth back "I'm counting on it" Accompanied by the small wave you offer her before turning around to your colleagues who have all started circling you with mischievous looks.
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The steps she take to get out of the open cage are like walking on clouds. Alice let up on her harassment of Manny after seeing the interaction between Abby and her trainer. Manny also looks annoyingly impressed with himself.
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"What the hell's with that look."
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Abby however is not so impressed.
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Manny almost just screwed up the chance of a lifetime for her. Especially since this is the first time she's gotten action since owen. "Relax abs, it's all in line with a great man's work," He huffs and pats her shoulder. "I saw you two getting it on. Just thought I'd help you alongโ" He crosses his arms with an air of triumph before getting softly shoved by Abby.
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"Oh yea? And you decided to move it along by butting in and cutting our chat short?" She raised a brow at him, her lips tensed like an angry mom. He shakes his head with a snicker "Trust me. I was doing you a big favor, now she's gonna look forward to when you come back." Abby decides that maybe he's right, but she's still bitter about the abrupt ending to the first "real" conversation she had with the pretty trainer.
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"Whatever man, you better hope your right about this, or else I'm making you do the dishes for the next week." She huffs and starts walking ahead of him, a chipper Alice trotting next to her. Manny jogs to catch up with the two.
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"All I'm saying is, don't worry so much. Girls fawn over you all the time, even this oneโ"
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"How the hell would you know that?"
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"Lets just say her colleaguesโฆ like to gossip"
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"โฆOf course that's what you were doing."
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Authors note:
Marie here ^^
I just wanna say thank you for reading this fic, it took alot of guts to post it on here. If you wanna you can lmk how you felt about the fic in the comments or in my asksโ I'll gladly answer. Also I might make a part 2 for this butttt we'll see how the wind blows ;P
(Also this fic only exists because I'm running out for abby fics and decided I will make more for myself.)
tags: mual confessions, fear of commitment, emotional Hurt/Comfort, everyone saw it coming, choosing to try, emotional intimacy.
word count: 2K
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Your hands were still clutching Abbyโs damp hoodie while she held your waist as if she still couldnโt quite believe this was really happening.
And honestly, neither of you seemed to be thinking much anymore.
After weeks of holding yourselves back, everything felt far too intense to stop now.
Abby kissed you again the moment you landed on the couch.
Slower this time.
But somehow worse.
Because there was no doubt behind the kiss anymore. Only pent-up need. Her lips moving against yours with a soft desperation that made your heart pound violently in your chest.
Your fingers ended up tangled in her hair, still slightly damp from the rain, and Abby let out a small sound against your mouth that made something inside you completely melt.
God.
You had wanted this for far too long.
And clearly Abby had too.
Because every time she kissed you, it felt like someone who had spent weeks trying not to.
Her hands slid slowly up your waist, uncertain for only a moment before pulling you a little closer.
Then Abby pulled away just a few inches.
Only to breathe.
Only to look at you.
The air between you felt too warm. Too full of things.
Your lips were swollen.
Abbyโs hair slightly messy.
Both of you breathing too fast.
And yet, the first thing that appeared on Abbyโs face wasnโt desire.
It was fear.
Small.
But there.
You noticed it immediately.
Because Abby always seemed to do that. Allow herself something good only to get scared of it a second later.
โHey...โ you murmured softly, still much too close to her.
Abby let out a nervous little laugh and rested her forehead against yours.
โI donโt know what Iโm doing.โ
The confession came out almost embarrassed.
And honestly, hearing AbbyโAbby, who always tried to keep everything under controlโsound that vulnerable broke your heart a little.
You slowly lifted a hand to her face.
โYou donโt have to know.โ
Abby closed her eyes the moment she felt your fingers against her skin.
And for a second she simply stayed there.
Breathing.
As if she was trying to convince herself she was allowed to have this.
Allowed to have you.
โLevโฆโ she murmured suddenly, still resting her forehead against yours.
Not as rejection.
Never as rejection.
More like guilt.
Like fear.
Your fingers brushed softly over her cheek.
โAbby, look at me.โ
She slowly lifted her gaze.
And God.
She looked so scared.
โYouโre not doing anything wrong.โ
Something in her expression seemed to crack.
Because she had probably needed to hear that for a very long time.
โItโs justโฆโ Abby swallowed. โI canโt be irresponsible with him.โ
โYouโre not.โ
โWhat if this ends badly?โ
The question came out quiet.
Honest.
And there it was.
The center of everything.
Not fear for herself.
For Lev.
Always Lev.
Because Abby could survive getting hurt herself if she had to. She had done it before. But the idea of someone entering their lives and then disappearing...
That terrified her.
Your hands slowly moved down until your fingers intertwined with hers.
โIโm not going to ask for something you canโt give me.โ
Abby watched you silently.
โAnd I donโt want to become another burden for you.โ you admitted quietly.
That made Abby frown immediately.
โWhat?โ
You let out a small sigh.
โSometimes you look so tired that...โ You swallowed. โI donโt know. I worry about making things harder for you.โ
Abbyโs expression changed instantly.
As if hearing that genuinely hurt her.
โYou have never felt like a burden.โ
She said it so quickly. So sincerely.
And before you could answer, Abby kissed you again.
This time differently.
Softer.
Slower.
As if she wanted to make something clear that she still struggled to say out loud.
Your fingers found her clothes again while Abby pulled herself closer, settling between your legs on the couch without stopping the kiss for a second.
Outside, the storm continued pounding against the windows.
But inside your apartment, everything felt reduced to her.
To her hands trembling slightly against your waist.
The way she sighed against your lips.
How she seemed caught between wanting to move closer and being afraid to truly let herself do it.
Your hands slipped beneath Abbyโs hoodie almost without realizing it.
The small gasp that escaped her made both of you freeze for a second.
Not awkward.
Just intense.
Abby rested her forehead against your shoulder while trying to catch her breath.
Then she let out a small, utterly disbelieving laugh.
โI canโt believe this is happening.โ
That made you smile as you slowly rubbed her back.
โIs that a bad?โ
Abby lifted her head immediately.
โNo.โ
Much too quickly.
That drew a small laugh from you.
A few seconds later Abby was laughing too, though she still looked emotionally overwhelmed in an almost adorable way.
And honestly, that was what completely destroyed you.
Because even like thisโwith her kissing you breathless, her hands still gripping your waist and clearly wanting nothing more than to keep doing itโAbby was still worrying.
Still thinking about Lev.
About you.
About how not to hurt anyone.
And maybe that was when you realized there was no way out of this without falling completely in love with her.
Abby kissed you slowly again after that.
As if now that she had finally crossed the line, she no longer knew how to stop.
Your hands remained beneath her hoodie, tracing slow circles across the warm skin of her back while Abby practically melted on top of you between shaky breaths.
And God.
Everything about her felt like it had been restrained for far too long.
The way she sighed against your mouth whenever your fingers brushed her waist.
The way her hands gripped your clothes as if she needed constant proof that you were still there.
The way she kept kissing you again and again, even after pulling away for only a few seconds.
There was no rush.
Only accumulated longing.
Affection.
Need.
Abby eventually buried her face against your neck while you slowly stroked her damp hair.
โThis is really unfair.โ she murmured against your skin.
You let out a soft laugh.
โWhat?โ
โThat I like you this much.โ
That made your heart feel completely lost inside your chest.
Your fingers slid up the back of her neck until she lifted her head to look at you again.
And honestly, Abby had never looked more beautiful.
Messy.
Tired.
Her lips slightly swollen from so many kisses.
But most of all... happy.
Even if there was still fear behind her eyes.
There probably always would be.
โYouโre not exactly helping either.โ you admitted quietly.
Abby smiled.
A small, disbelieving smile.
As if she still struggled to process that you really liked her back.
Then she kissed you again.
Deeper this time.
Your hands found her shoulders while Abby practically sighed into your mouth, pulling you even closer if that was somehow possible.
The whole world seemed reduced to that.
To her lips moving slowly against yours.
To soft touches at your waist.
To desperate little tugs on clothing between long, clumsy kisses.
All the affection that had built up between you over months finally finding somewhere to stay.
Eventually, you ended up curled together on the couch while the storm outside began to calm.
Abby lay partially on top of you, absentmindedly tracing lines across your arm while the two of you tried to catch your breath.
Then the silence returned.
But this time it wasnโt uncomfortable.
Just important.
โYou scare me so much.โ Abby admitted quietly.
Your heart tightened.
โThat sounded terrible.โ
Abby let out a tired laugh.
โNo, waitโnot like that.โ
She lifted her head slightly to look at you.
โI mean...โ She swallowed. โItโs been a long time since Iโve wanted something this much.โ
Your fingers brushed gently across her cheek.
And for the first time since you had known her, Abby didnโt hide behind exhaustion or jokes.
She was simply honest.
โAnd I think that terrifies me a little.โ
You watched her quietly for a few seconds.
Then smiled.
โMe too.โ
That made Abby let out a soft laugh before closing her eyes and resting her forehead against your shoulder again.
โBut I want to try.โ she murmured.
Something warm spread through your chest.
โYeah?โ
Abby nodded.
โYeah.โ Her fingers automatically found yours. โI donโt know how to do this perfectly. Honestly, Iโll probably mess up a lot.โ
โMe too.โ
โBut...โ Abby looked up again. โI want it to work.โ
The sincerity in her voice almost destroyed you.
Because Abby never made empty promises.
She never had.
So when you said,
โThen letโs do our best.โ
She kissed you again as if those words meant far more than either of you could put into language.
Telling Dina and Ellie turned out to be much less dramatic than expected.
Mainly because they already knew.
Or at least suspected it very strongly.
โI literally bet money on this.โ Ellie announced the moment Abby finally admitted it one afternoon at the cafรฉ.
Abbyโs eyes widened.
โWhat?โ
โThirty dollarsโ Dina confirmed proudly while wiping down the counter.
โYou bet on us?!โ you asked in shock.
โIn our defenseโ Ellie said, raising her hands, โit was painfully obvious.โ
You were so red you could barely look at Abby without wanting to crawl under a table.
And honestly, Abby wasnโt much better.
But Dina noticed something immediately.
The way Abby looked now.
Lighter.
As if she had finally stopped carrying part of the weight she had been carrying alone for years.
And it genuinely made Dina want to cry a little.
Because Abby deserved this.
She deserved rest.
Affection.
Someone who looked at her with as much tenderness as you did.
The truly important part came afterward.
Lev.
Abby spent days worrying about how to tell him.
โI donโt know why Iโm so nervous.โ she muttered one night while pacing around your kitchen.
โBecause you love him so much.โ
โExactly.โ
But honestly, it turned out to be much simpler than Abby imagined.
It happened on a quiet afternoon.
J.J. was upstairs playing video games with Ellie while Lev colored at one of the cafรฉ tables.
You sat beside him helping him choose colors for a completely blue dinosaur when Abby finally decided it was now or never.
She slowly sat down beside you.
โBuddyโ she called softly.
Lev looked up immediately.
Abby swallowed.
And for a second, it felt terrifying again.
Because this was Lev.
The most important person in her entire life.
Her son.
But then you slowly reached for her hand beneath the table.
And Abby breathed.
โRemember when I told you that some people love each other in special ways?โ
Lev nodded, still holding a blue crayon in his small fingers.
โWell...โ Abby smiled nervously. โI think I care about her a lot.โ
Lev immediately looked at you.
Then back at Abby.
Processing everything with complete childhood seriousness.
After a few seconds, he simply asked:
โLike when you hug a lot?โ
You had to bite the inside of your cheek to keep from laughing.
So did Abby.
โYeahโ she answered softly. โSomething like that.โ
Lev seemed to think for another moment.
Then calmly returned to his drawing.
โOkay.โ
Abby blinked.
โ...Okay?โ
โYeah.โ Lev shrugged his small shoulders. โShe was already ours.โ
The silence that followed lasted exactly two seconds before Abby felt her heart completely break apart inside her chest.
Because God.
Sometimes children said the simplest things in the most devastating ways.
You barely managed to glance at Abby before seeing her completely emotionally wrecked.
And honestly, you werenโt doing much better.
Lev, completely unaware of the emotional damage he had just caused, held up his blue dinosaur again.
โNow help me with this one.โ
And while you took the crayon from his hands with a small laugh, Abby simply watched the two of you.
Both of you.
Her people.
For the first time in a very long time, the fear and exhaustion were still there.
But they no longer felt bigger than everything else.
Because sitting in that warm little cafรฉ, watching Lev lean over his drawing while you smiled beside him, Abby finally understood something important.
Maybe love would never feel completely safe.
But maybe that didnโt mean it wasnโt worth trying anyway.
Dividers credits: @huraxy-dividers @stu-died
a/n: The end has come sooner than I thought haha, well I really hope you enjoyed it, it's my first relatively long fic.
A summer storm leaves you stranded at a supermarket.
tags: mutual yearning, caught in the rain, confessions, slight fear of love, acceptance.
word count: 1K
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Summer arrived slowly after that.
With longer days.
Sticky afternoons.
And sudden storms that seemed to come out of nowhere.
It was one of those storms that completely ruined your day.
You had only gone out to do some quick grocery shopping at the supermarket near your apartment.
The sky had been cloudy, sure, but it hadn't looked too serious.
Until suddenly the weather decided to become absolutely unbearable.
The rain started pouring so heavily that you could barely see through the windows. Thunder rattled the glass, and several people were stuck inside waiting for it to ease up at least a little.
But it didn't.
And honestly, you were getting tired of sitting there beside your shopping cart and half-filled bags.
You considered calling an Uber.
Then you saw the ridiculous surge prices and immediately closed the app.
With a tired sigh, you scrolled absentmindedly through your contacts.
Before you could think too much about it, you pressed Abby's name.
She answered almost immediately.
"Everything okay?"
Not even a hello.
Something warm and achingly soft shifted inside your chest.
"Yeah." you replied quickly. "Well... more or less."
You heard movement on the other end.
Lev's distant voice.
Then Ellie saying something you couldn't quite make out.
"What happened?" Abby asked immediately.
You looked at the rain hammering against the supermarket windows.
"I'm trapped because of the storm and I think I'm about to spend the rest of my life in the cereal aisle."
Abby let out a small breath through her nose.
"Where exactly are you?"
You blinked.
"You don't have to come. I just thought maybe you knew some..."
"I'm coming to get you."
The answer came so quickly that it left you speechless.
"Abbyโ"
"Send me your location."
And honestly, the fact that she hadn't even hesitated made your heart beat a little too fast.
Abby practically dropped her keys onto the counter as soon as the call ended.
"What happened?" Dina asked immediately.
"She's stuck at the supermarket."
Dina blinked.
Then smiled very slowly.
"Oh."
Abby pointed at her immediately.
"Don't."
"What? I didn't do anything."
She absolutely was doing something.
A lot, actually.
"Can you watch Lev for a little while?" Abby asked, already looking frantically for her jacket.
Dina immediately lifted Lev into her arms.
"Go."
Abby hesitated only long enough to press a distracted kiss to her son's head.
"I'll be back later, buddy."
Lev nodded sleepily.
Twenty minutes later Abby was pulling into the supermarket parking lot beneath a truly terrible storm.
She spotted you almost immediately.
Sitting near the entrance with an exhausted expression, hugging your bags against your chest.
The way you looked up when you saw her made something dangerous twist inside Abby's chest.
You climbed into the car as soon as she unlocked the doors.
"I think I survived." you muttered while brushing rainwater from your arms.
Abby laughed softly.
"Very brave."
And there it was again.
That ease between you.
Even after all the recent awkwardness.
The drive to your apartment felt strange.
Comfortable and uncomfortable at the same time.
Rain drummed relentlessly against the windshield while soft music played quietly in the background and the air inside the car felt far too warm.
Neither of you spoke.
That only made it worse.
Because the silence between you wasn't just silence anymore.
It was full of unspoken things.
Quick glances.
Weeks of accumulated tension.
Feelings both of you had been desperately trying to ignore.
By the time you reached your building, the rain was still coming down in sheets.
"Well..." you said softly while unbuckling your seatbelt. "Thanks for rescuing me."
Abby smiled faintly.
"You're welcome."
But neither of you moved.
Then a particularly loud crack of thunder made the parking lot lights flicker.
You glanced outside automatically.
"I think it's still pretty bad..."
Abby looked at the storm too.
Then looked back at you.
And God.
The way her eyes briefly dropped to your mouth made something inside you stop working properly.
"Do you want to come upstairs until it lets up a little?" you asked before you could overthink it.
Abby hesitated.
Just for a second.
Then nodded.
The air inside your apartment felt warm compared to the storm outside.
Everything happened slowly after that.
Far too slowly.
Abby set her keys on the counter while you searched for a towel to dry your damp hair.
You talked.
Or at least tried to.
Small.
Nervous.
Useless comments.
Until eventually the silence settled between you again.
And this time it felt different.
Heavy.
The tension had been building for far too long.
Abby was leaning against the kitchen counter when you looked at her again.
And honestly, something in her expression completely undid you.
Because she still looked scared.
But she was also looking at you like she'd wanted to move closer for weeks.
"We need to stop doing this." Abby murmured suddenly.
Your heart stumbled.
"Doing what?"
"The part where we pretend this isn't happening."
The air vanished from your lungs.
Abby let out a nervous laugh and ran a hand through her damp hair.
"Because honestly, I don't know how to act normal around you anymore."
The confession landed softly between you.
Vulnerable.
Completely sincere.
You took a step toward her before you even realized it.
"Abby..."
She looked up.
And that was it.
The way she looked at you.
So tired.
So restrained.
So obviously falling for you despite all the fear.
The rest happened before either of you could really think about it.
You moving closer.
Abby lifting a trembling hand to your face as though she still wasn't sure she was allowed to do that.
And then the kiss.
Soft at first.
Tentative.
Like both of you were waiting to discover it was a mistake.
But then you kissed her again.
And this time Abby responded immediately.
With more force.
More need.
All the tension that had been building for weeks finally broke between you.
Your hands tangled in Abby's damp sweatshirt while she pulled you desperately closer.
Feeling her kiss you back made everything else disappear for a moment.
The storm outside.
The fear.
The doubts.
Nothing.
Only Abby.
Only her hands trembling slightly at your waist as she kissed you like someone who had been holding herself back for far too long.
One kiss became two.
Then another, more desperate one.
And before either of you realized how it had happened, you were stumbling toward the couch together, breathless, hands gripping each other's clothes far too tightly.
Dividers credits: @huraxy-dividers @stu-died
a/n: Sorry for the delay, I didn't really feel like writing, to be honest.
a/n: this is barely proofread and short, but Iโm just extra horny for her today. enjoy freaks xx.
sheโd been lapping at your cunt for well over an hour, having pulled two orgasms from you already in that time with the combination of her quick-witted tongue and three of those thick fingers buried inside you. but the flames coiling in your lower belly never fully seemed to extinguish themselves they way they normally would have by now.
โabs,โ you mewl, fingers curling into the sweaty hair at the nape of her neck. suddenly unsure of what you need when you your hips jerk away from her skillful tongue.
โtell me what you want, pretty girl,โ she rasps, keeping her fingers buried to the hilt inside you as she finally meets your half-lidded gaze from where she lays between your still trembling thighs.
but one perfect curl of her fingers as she adjusts her position has pleasure shooting up your spine, and you answer by rocking your hips down harder onto her fingers, keeping a tight grip on her hair.
โyou want my tongue again orโโ
you cut her off with a loud and desperate moan, shaking your head as you frantically start fucking yourself back onto her fingers.
โwell thatโs a first,โ she teases, pressing her flushed cheek to your inner thigh and gently nipping the soft flesh there.
her chin is still shining with a mixture of her spit and your arousal, her blonde hair soft and mussed from all your constant tugging. but sheโs never looked more effortless gorgeous than she does right in that moment and your immediately clench harder around her fingers.
โfuck, go faster,โ you plead.
she leans up on her elbow then, dark blue eyes focused entirely on where her fingers are continuing to disappear inside you. abby spreads her other hand flat against your lower belly, pressing down as she starts pistoning her fingers inside you.
โoh my god,โ you practically scream, back arching up off the mattress when you feel the tips of her calloused fingers continue to bully your g-spot.
tears of pure pleasure stream steadily down your cheeks as you comeโloud and messy, completely soaking her hand and the tan skin of her forearm.
but abby doesnโt stop fucking you, she merely slows her pace as she leans up and over you to press a sloppy but urgent kiss to your mouth before she murmurs a rough, โfuck, think you can do that again for me, baby?โ against your lips.
