NOAH CENTINEO ™

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I feel like such a bad daughter??sister?? Just everything

They have to put up with a lot from me. My depression comes heavy sometimes and it turns me into this person who only sees dark. Idk I just feel like I don’t deserve them and I can never be enough for them.

I feel like sometimes I’m too down for some of my cousins to handle? Like they get irritated by me and I can’t help but feel even worse. So I just stay away from them and I can just feel like they are better off without me around.

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Ure not even close to being a ‘shit’ person so don’t even think it. You’ll get through it. Just breathe and you’ll get through it. I kno it can feel impossible and isolating but you’re never really alone. It just feels that way. You’ll be ok.

Im just all over the place, It’s scary. It’s at it’s worse at night cause the guilt just weighs on me and I feel so heavy and down all the time. I haven’t slept properly in days and that just worsens my anxiety. I’m working on it love, thank you for your kind words 💓

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I haven’t been sleeping.

My anxiety is so bad and I’m so down that I can’t even get out of bed. Haven’t been to classes in days, and I make up the worst excuse like “classes are cancelled” or “I’m working on a project” so I won’t worry my dad.

Guilt is overpowering me. I can’t help but feel guilty for how I feel- the depression mainly. I have my health and my family. I’m blessed.

Why am I so down? Why can’t I be grateful and be happy? So many people have it worse, I know that. But knowing that just makes me feel even worse. I feel like a shit person, it makes me feel like a shit person.

writing here makes me feel safe, sorry for the randomness of my thoughts.

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Hello my loves!

Sorry I’ve been pretty shit with everything. My anxiety and depression has been at an all time high recently. And the pain I’m in from my back is making it so much worse + the therapy is taking so much time and effort. I can’t move let alone work out so that’s just putting me in an even worse mood.

But I haven’t gone back on my anxiety and depression meds yet! I’m fighting through this episode, it’s just dragging me down.

I think it might help to distract myself with stuff, like being on here.

Promise, I’ll try and upload soon 🌹

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300 Follower Celebration!

Oh my goodness! I can’t believe there’s already 300 of you lovelies! It’s been such a fun short few months! You guys are so awesome and so sweet. In honor of hitting this small milestone, I thought I would do a celebration! ♡ ♡ ♡

RULES:

you don’t have to follow me, but it would be cool if you did

reblog/like (if u could give it a boost i’d love u 4ever)

blacklist “gabbi celebrates” if you don’t wanna see any of this :’) 

sorry if this is awkward, my social anxiety likes to make pops every now and then 

SEND ME: 

🍯+ who would you like to trade places with in the mcu and why for a blograte

✨ + a blog you look up to, love, or just wanna give a compliment to about to and your name for a playlist

🌼+ a description of yourself and I’ll ship with anyone from the mcu! for a moodboard

tagging some mutuals: @moonkissedtom @hllands @whostiddies @mysticsrose @hddleston @screamncolour @mangosorbet @noahcentineotm 

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CONGRATS MY LOVE! This is crazy exciting 😁💓

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What we’re not gonna do is give Ariana a hard time. And you guys making “funny” posts about it is doing just that.

Girl has been through so much. Manchester, Mac and anxiety. Now a very public breakup with the guy she was engaged to?? Baby needs to heal.

Like take some time off and just HEAL 😩💓

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I HIT MY NEXT HUNDRED KMG YAYAYA

THNK U I LOVE ALL OF U SO MUCH 💕💖💕💖

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Congrats babe! 💓

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I hope your treatment goes well and you'll be fine soon, sweetheart. You don't deserve to pass through such a terrible pain like this. I'm praying for you. 💜

Awh babe this is so kind! I appreciate the well wishes so much, thank you sweets 💋I start my fist therepy session this weekend, I’m a little stressed about it to be honest 😅💓

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I met up with my doctor for my back after the MRI results

... guess who has a slip disc and Scoliosis at the age of 21 👋🏼😒

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➙ “If you make any noise, they’ll find us. So be quiet.”

➙ Noah Centineo imagine | #17 🌼

“Move over” you giggled, trying to swat his chest as he layed over you. Literally, on top of you.

“No, I’m comfortable” He slurred, his face pressed against your chest.

“Noah” you squealed while giggle trying to wiggle underneath him.

“Shhh” he mumbled moving his face from your chest to the crock of your neck, placing a quick kiss before nuzzling into it “If you make any noise, they’ll find us. So be quiet.” his lips brushing against your neck with every word he spoke, only causing you to laugh even harder.

He was supposed to be on for an interview in a little and with not seeing much of eachother today, Noah decide it would be a good idea to sneak away to the dressing room for some time alone. The most obvious place to be, yeah. But you were alone, and that’s all that mattered.

“you’re crushing me, babe” you whined, but let out a little sigh when you felt him kiss your neck, trailing his way from the base of your neck and making his way up. Your hand instinctively went under his shirt and trailed up and down his bare back. Once he reached your face, he pressed his forehead against yours.

“I’m sorry, baby” he mumbled against your lips before flipping you over so he was now laying, back pressed against the couch with you straddling him. His hands went to your hips, holding you in place as you leaned down reconnecting your lips.

Your hips bucked against him when you felt his hand slip under your top and onto the peak of your back, also causing you to arch into him making a small moan slip out from him.

you pulled away, your forehead still against his “If you make any noise they’ll find us, so be quiet” you mocked him with a smile and an eye roll to break the tension. you weren’t going to start something he couldn’t finish, he had an interview in literally five minutes.

His hands griped your waist even harder as he laughed “you drive me crazy, Babe”

You leaned back in giving him a quick peck “you love me” you cooed, your fingers going through his hair messing with his curls.

➙ A/N: Taking requests

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My personal fave 🌼

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“You can’t eat solids, only liquids until Thursday.” i see this as cute noah after getting his wisdom teeth removed omg

Posted babe! Needed to work on something to distract myself from my MRI tomorrow 😩♥️♥️

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➙“You can’t eat solids, only liquids until Thursday.”

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“You take such good care of me” Noah mumbled tapping the bridge of your nose with a goofy smile as you lead him to the couch. His arm thrown over your shoulder putting half his weight on you and your arm around his waist trying to keep him balanced.

“That’s cause I love you. But you have help me out here, baby” you mumbled with a small laughed, his eyebrows furred together in confusion.

“Carry some weight here” you exclaimed through a giggle and he left out and exaggerated gasp of offense.

“Are you calling me fat” he said his hand going to his chest making it seem more dramatic

“No” you said letting go of him as you reached the couch “just sit, please” you pleaded tapping his shoulder as he threw himself onto it “okay, drink” handing him the smoothie you picked up on the way home from the dentist. He had just gotten his wisdom teeth removed.

He sighed taking it with a pout “I want a burger”

“Honey, You can’t eat solids, remember? only liquids until Thursday.” You reminded him sitting taking a seat him as he let out another sigh and leaning his head onto your shoulder.

“But I’m hungry”

“I know babe, but doctors orders” you mumbled against his forehead placing a kiss and your fingers going through his hair

“Nap with me” he asked softly, looking up at you through his lashes.

You smiled down at him with a nod, opening your arms for him. He snuggled into you his head resting on your chest and your legs tangled together.

“You really do take good care of me babe” he said softly his face pressed against your chest letting out a sigh when your hand went under his shirt and your nails scratched at his back.

“Sleep, you’ll need the rest” you softly said to him with a pink hue shading your face.

“Love you” he said before drifting off.

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I have to get an MRI tomorrow and I’m anxious 😭

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Tall Girl Appreciation on Twitter!

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I got kicked out of the bookstore today. Apparently I wasn't allowed to move Kate McCann's book into the murder mystery section.

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I am still a Muslim

Yes, I don’t wear a hijab. Yes, I wear tight dresses and sometimes short shorts. Yes, I sometimes miss my namaz. Yes, I did not memorize the Quran. But I am still a Muslim. I believe in Allah (swt). I believe in the day of judgement. I believe in junnah and jahannam. I believe in zakah. I try my best to complete my daily prayers but overall I don’t believe that it is the only thing that defines me as a Muslim. My everyday acts and dedication to Allah is what I believe makes me a part of Islam. I make dua everyday. I start my day with bismillah and I end it with alhamdulillah. I stay humble and modest in my actions. I respect my parents. I pray for the unfortunate. I am still a Muslim. I am just as Muslim as you are.

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I’m a Muslim and if I don’t fall into you’re belief of what that means to YOU and you’re so damn pressed about it, you really need to re-evaluat what you’re doing with your time.

I believe in god, I pray and I fast.I think of the less fortunate and I help them as much as I can. I value my father, I’m respectful to my elders. The list goes on....

And if- TO YOU me not covering my hair makes me less of a Muslim and if me not being “traditional” makes me less of a Muslim to you then screw you.