Gray Areas

The gray area itself

[noctuamconspectu]

Sana magpasukan na. (Wala pa ngang enrollment hahahahaha)

[noctuamconspectu]

How to care less?

[noctuamconspectu]

I think I’m about to sleep with a heavy heart so I’ll go somewhere tomorrow to ease this feeling.

[noctuamconspectu]

‪Minsan mapapaisip ka na lang ng lahat ng mga unfair na bagay na nangyari sayo then wonder by yourself kung bakit ‘pag ikaw lagi na lang ganito ganyan. (Yoko na i-elaborate, baka pagod lang ako tapos may pms pa.)

[noctuamconspectu]

Ahhhhh fck pms hahahahahaha

[noctuamconspectu]

Random thoughts before I sleep 101

Ano kaya feeling ng tampons? Totoo ba na sa liit nun eh madami siyang maiistore ng dugo?

[bananajeph-deactivated20180116]

“van gogh ate yellow paint because-” he was suicidal, karen

[boggblog]

“If Van Goah had antidepressants, we wouldn’t have his artwo-” We’d have a lot more of his work, Karen, and who the fuck cares about what we get from him  he deserved to be well, karen. 

[c-chanfromda]

“he cut his ear off for a woman because he lo-” because he was mentally ill, Karen.

[chuuzus]

Donatella Versace answering questions is everything I needed today

[guayabaprince]

“How do you react to criticism?”

I hate it

[noctuamconspectu]

Nalungkot ako hahahahahaha 10:40 pm na ako umuwi, expecting na nakauwi na siya paguwi ko but then, naisip ko na din naman kanina, overtime it is. :( Sabagay, work is like that. Kaya dapat busy din ako with myself.

[6ae]

*drinks coffee* *falls asleep*

[noctuamconspectu]

May 2018

I love him very much. I was sad for quite some time and only got the courage to tell him that I am, an hour ago. I’m the kind of person who keep her emotions, heavy feelings, anxiousness, fears, you name it, to herself until the bottle’s too full and can’t hold it anymore. I coudn’t tell him I was being sad over the fact that all we are having right now are small talks because he already started working. I mean, I do understand that it’s work and his shift is 1 pm to 9 pm and he gets home around 11 pm but hey, sometimes you can’t help but feel sad when you badly miss the person and can’t do anything to see them.

So here’s what happened, when he finally got home. I told him he should sleep already, he asked “Tulog agad? Haha”. I’m already on the verge of telling him that I’m so sad. Hesitant but I told him that he should sleep already so he woudn’t prolong my sadness anymore and there’s the question, “Why?” and the list goes on. I snapped on one part and cried. Bash me all you want for being this soft and crybaby but this is how I was feeling. This is me. 🙁

Going back, he told me not to cry anymore. He comforted me by saying things like “Pagka graduate mo.”, “Kapag magtatrabaho ka na.”, “Kapag kaya mo na ako buhayin.” The last one made me laugh but yeah, I love this guy so much and who knows? There’s nothing wrong with me being the working”wo”man in the family and him taking care of our soon-to-be-business. (Wow, so much for the future hahahahaha)

These are all in the future but it’s never wrong or bad to think or even dream about them. They may also be a part of your goals. There’s nothing wrong with visualizing them with you in the future as long as you don’t linger away from your path. Also, although this post may be about him, I would also like to say to never lose sight of your parents as you work your way up to being an adult. They were there first, they were the one who showered you first with love. Love your family, no matter how hard or tough the situation gets. Look at the bright side but don’t turn a blind eye at the dark. Learn from those instead.

This was supposed to be about my love but family is love, and he is also a part of my family and ohana means family and family means nobody gets left behind. Hahahahaha!

To my love, thank you for loving me even at my most anxious times and for being patient with me because I take kinda long to tell you what’s wrong. I admire you and your ability to just tell me whatever it is that you feel. Anxious, sad, scared, tired, mad, disappointed, all of it. You trust me so much with your feelings and I’m very happy for that. You deserve every ounce of love, bb. (Hahahahaha every ounce, wow. Bb? bagong endearment??? Hahahahaha) I can’t wait to see you again. Hehe. Anyway, that’s all. Just wanted to share something I cried about before. Toodles!

[littlemixens]

why do people say “don’t be a pussy” when talking about weakness more like “don’t be a man’s ego” because you know there isn’t nothing more fragile than that

[nothingnowherenoonearchive]

uh 

because “pussy” is the shortened form of the word “pusillanimous”, which means “timid, cowardly”

and not the slang word for the female genital region?

[follow-puppy-luv96-deactivated2]

literally no one else knows this. nobody. 

[definitelyshitty]

WHAT

[tyronesuplac]

Sensational.

[definitelyshitty]

Remarkable.

[geraltcirilla]

it’s a real word

[snarky-gourmet-deactivated20250]

you: pussy

me, an intellectual: pusillanimous

[scaredykyleisgonnagosoon]

So I was taught a lesson in how to get rid of a migraine in 30 seconds and omfg listen my migraines don’t go away ever but I was shown what part of my body to touch and like???????????????

It’s witchcraft????????? Like I would be burned at the stake if I lived in ye olde days knowing that information?????

What the fuck??????

[countrygirlil2015]

Spill it! Lol….Hooooowwwww?? Had migraines since age 9….😓😓😓

[scaredykyleisgonnagosoon]

Its called the T4 push, but I literally can’t find the info online????? I guess I’m not searching good enough? These medical fuckers are holdin out on us lol.

It’s best to have someone do this for you while you stand up and relax your muscles as best you can, but if you’re alone, a tennis ball and a flat surface will probably work. Alternatively you can lie on the edge of a bed at the pressure point. (But no really do try to find someone to do it for you)

Find the area in your spine between either the first, second, third, or fourth vertebrae. It should be sore and uncomfortable to press down on, so look for the one that’s most painful, and press down with as much pressure as you can on that area for 30 seconds.

Realize that 80% of your pain has magically disappeared and keep the info secret if you live in a small puritan town, lest you be tried for witchcraft.

If you don’t have to worry about being burned or hanged, then share the info with your migraine suffering friends.

[systlin]

As someone who wrote a 10k word paper on pressure points for a high belt ranking test in her martial arts class, I can tell you that you just found a pressure point used in acupressure and acupuncture to relieve pain, particularly that in the head. :)

[arirashkae]

Hand to god we discovered this by accident when my husband was rubbing my neck and I nearly collapsed it felt so good

[blame-my-muses]

This post was sent by literal angels??? I’ve had a persistent low-level headache for nearly 24hrs and now it’s gone??? In 30 seconds? What gods did you sacrifice to for this information!?!?

[river-rider-with-cats-deactivat]

As a medical massage therapist, I thought I would give my two cents.

This is good for tension migranes and normal migraines, but actually pretty useless for sinus migraines. It’ll help for a hot second, but quickly come back. (These are usually the migraines behind your eyes, in your ears, and behind your forehead. Sometimes it can feel like jaw pain or TMJ) for sinus migraines, behind the ear in a divot. Press down firmly and pull towards your collarbone. That’ll drain your sinuses. Also, pressing around the eye socket on the cheekbones help. There is also a little triangle up away from the eye in the eyebrow bone. Press and hold pretty hard and that’ll relieve that behind the forehead pain. Also, ear pulling is great to help move sinuses around.

Don’t forget the temples too! Press firmly and hold. Open and close your jaw while holding your temples. It’ll feel weird, but it’ll help with jaw pain. It’ll work a similar way if you hold the jaw joint under your cheekbone.

And never underestimate the power of a foot massage!! Give minutes can be all the difference!! Our feet are our base. If they hurt even a little, somewhere else in your body will hurt. Treat your feet and sinuses kindly!

[thenudewitchofthenorth]

As a lifelong sufferer from frequent migraines I will reblog this everytime I see it, for myself and my fellow sufferers!!

[noctuamconspectu]

I don’t mind being hanged or burned alive so here ya go my fellow migraine sufferers.

[noctuamconspectu]

Disadvantage ng nagkabagsak. If you’re going to apply for a second degree program, well... they require no failing grade from your first degree program. Medyo napanghinaan ako ng loob pero di ko na muna iisipin. ECE muna hahahahaha barely breathing na nga lang eh.

[tvandfilm]

[noctuamconspectu]

Hirap naman pumasa sa standards mo. Kahit di sabihin, alam mo na meron.

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