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ill work on this when i feel like it.

my name is nos

i use she/they, i am a systra female masc-spike aroace lesbian

bodily 15, adults interact with caution

do not dm me, use the askbox. if you want to ask for my discord send an ask off anon/tagging your blog and i'll answer privately or dm it to you (14-17 mutuals only)

DONT ROLEPLAY WITH ME. I WILL KILL YOU.

we are highly disordered and have unstable moods which affect how we interact.

i'm a source attached forsaken fictive but i am very critical of the game's developers. if you can't be normal about that then fuck off

'doubles' dni i do not want to speak to you sorry. sourcemates would be cool

i know my posts and the way i speak make me seem standoffish (which i am a lot of the time) but if i enjoy your company i'm very easy to talk to i promise you. if you respect me i respect you and such

im unbareable when im 400 years old and just slightly less unbareable when im 6

#age sliding? regression? you may never know

swarm-stims

build-a-bear bat stimboard, in celebration of them re releasing!!

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funny how you expose a pedophile in your ex-friend group and they all start calling YOU the groomer like wow thanks guys fucking thanks. you must really care about children enough to excuse an adult engaging in sexual conversations with them

#tw grooming #grooming tw #tw pedophilia #pedophilia tw

you have gotta stop perceiving me i hate it when people do that like what the fuck. so embarrassing. stop acknowledging my existenceWait no keep doing that actually if i dont get attention i might kill myself

cutiepieautistic

Source

almost liked a stimboard of my source till i realized they used a piano gif LAAAAAAARP. LAAAAAAAAAAARP. ITS AN ORGAN NOT A PIANO GET IT RIGHT YOU LAAAAARPEEEEERRRR THERES NO LIMIT TO THE LAAAAAAAAARRRRPPPPPPP

#sometimes i think “im like if nosferatu was a 15 year old girl with a tumblr blog”#the organ in the bloodfell manor map is specifically a pedal reed organ presumably the same as the one in the removed lobby basement #im assuming both are three-manuals but i havent gotten a good enough angle to see all the keys

i would kill everyone i know if not for the fact i'm forgiving

just found out caterpillars can die in the cocoon. a promising future stolen by sickness. great metaphor for my life actually

#sorry ive been miseryposting lately it so happens that ive been Miserable

more source bullshit. rant/semi-vent about the spectre

its cruel yet so inventive how the spectre keeps you engaged with its realm by using your flaws and circumstance against you.

every waking second of every day gnawed at by insatiable hunger but of course, the spectre fixes that, doesn't it? providing you endless sustenance, so you cling to it, because the spectre the only one who has the power to kill the noise in your mind, just for a moment. because a moment of air means so much after an eternity of drowning. sure, you're forced back under again, but you just lay in wait until the next time you break the surface. it will be worth it, it feels worth it every single time.

its not like you can leave, anyway, right, even if you wanted to, deep down; if you were sick of all this? they'll kill you. they'll kill you for what you've done and they'll make it hurt far worse than anything that could happen to you here. if they don't, the rifts will. the hysteria will. the deprivation will. the collapse will. between here and reality, its safety or death. its better to suffer here than die a death guaranteed to be slow and agonizing out there.

and yet you still have no say, no respect. because then you'd start getting brave. then you'd forget how completely worthless you are. just a drop in the sea, just a brick in the wall, just a board in the ship.

it makes me sick. i hate it. i hate it for all it stands for.

twin do you want the link to azureofwrath's system's forsaken themed syscord server it's comfy cozy in there

-@epitaphial-epiphanies

oh that'd be nice!! yes please ^_^ im like 90% sure you can dm me so just leave it there if you don't wanna post it publicly

"yeah we're abusing the. 400 year old minor" -wonderful interjection from some guy in cofront

desolatedirectory

REMINDER THAT I AM PRO-CONTRADICTORY LABELS IF U THROW A TANTRUM OVER SOMEONE EXPRESSING THEIR COMPLEX IDENTITY U ARE A BUM

now that im thinking about forsaken ive been pulling off a lot more clone blocks than before. a last second block won me an lms at 2 hp once

more bullshit source mems i remember freaking out a little bit the first time i was on the reborn family abode map. i refused to go near the alter or enter the church (which obviously, once the survivors realized, they used to their advantage because they're BUMS) until i figured out it... literally just did nothing. like. i could just walk inside and be perfectly fine. so. thanks spectre?? it's not like it was even actually a holy place given the spawn wasn't real and such but still was not gonna risk it i don't think i even knew all that about the spawn i just knew it was an existing concept and potentially a god

#apparently the spectre IS the spawn according to some sources so do with that what you will

ithink laying on the ground bleeding out for 20 minutes would fix me

GET OUT OF MY HEAD YOURE MAKING ME FEEL WEIRD WITH YOUR DISSOCIATIVE GLITCH-CRYPTID PRESENCE

#directed at headmate #get OUT!!!!!!!!!

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