no work. no sweat. no art.

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exterior 18:45 university of new orleans

the queen’s speech

specifically why obama

commencing moral of the story

one more set

wait for it

and now a moment of silence for my other homework

writing wingwoman

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dearest of all my digital diaries

I just thought I should remind myself that on January 25, 2026, regardless of all of the cruelty in the world right now and there’s a Pretti Good amount of Dynastic Cruelty happening here…. I am actually happy, healthy, HEALED and back to myself for the first time since January 28, 2019. I wouldn’t be here without a lot of women that love me all of which are not related to me except for my grandmother two cousins. Shout to my sister bestie Francie, the same two therapists since 2020 and a handful of from film to forever friends that I hold so dear to my heart.

There’s still a lot of work to do, but at least we have initiated in our story from survive to thrive journey in therapeutic progress since February 2020. All’s well in this little polly pocket heart, head and home of mine. Home is perfect. New gym is perfect. And hopefully we’re in perfect shape and timing to grab the career job as the cash flow in carnival crazy kicks in!

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7. dancing to music

8. surrounded by nature

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Kat Stickler on Instagram: "PSA"

Your 20s can be a decade of self-discovery and love, but it's also a time when you're more vulnerable to toxic relationships. This video exp

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The more I think about it the more I think I’d be better off dead. Why? Because we're stuck in this Real World: American Hell on Earth.

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2018.

One day, a year in my life since then will top you. One day.

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RDG Residence in Melbourne https://www.arscasa.com/2021/04/blog-post_27.html

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The charming family home of designer Emily Ward | more here

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After a while you learn the subtle difference

Between holding a hand and chaining a soul,

And you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning

And company doesn’t mean security.

And you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts

And presents aren’t promises,

And you begin to accept your defeats

With your head up and your eyes open

With the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child,

And you learn to build all your roads on today

Because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans

And futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.

After a while you learn…

That even sunshine burns if you get too much.

So you plant your garden and decorate your own soul,

Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.

And you learn that you really can endure…

That you really are strong

And you really do have worth…

And you learn and learn…

With every good-bye you learn.

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My 2020 muses:

Rachel

Vink + Marija

Coco

Dr. Nathan

Leah - omg thank you

Mandy - you too.

Natalie - my comedic relief bless you

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Work.

School.

Car hunt (currently on pause).

Death in the family though it’s become a relief.

House renovation part 1 and to be continued for 5 years.

People pressuring you to budget children by or before 35 and your partner is 8 years older.

Someone please send me a therapist, drugs and a vacation.

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The highlights of today all while listening to Billie Eilish/Janelle Monae

Dentist appointment at 8A allowing me to sleep later than I do for work.

Vowed to neglect adult home work.

Invited a friend over on a school night

Danced my cervical spine pain out by 50%

Followed that dance therapy out with a tennis ball massage waiting for the bestie to arrive.

Sad but true and oh so good. Come on weekend.

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Portland home designed by Jessica Helgerson | photos by Aaron Leitz

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City Park

I can’t wait

to be

—

your neighbor 🖤💛😎

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Set you free

Planet Soul

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Looking back:

I wish i had spent more time with my dad, building anything under the sun and learning the sciences that for whatever reason I excelled at .... and looking back i wish I had studied design much sooner than now.

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He’s new, and enthusiastic to neighborhood church bells and southern porch-sitting. I love it.