I’ve been wanting to post this vent for a long time, but since I lost access to my Instagram and felt completely unmotivated, I only managed to write this now.
About a year and a few months ago, I had a stroke and ended up hospitalized, needing financial help to cover medical appointments, meds, and treatments. Those were really hard times, but thankfully I managed to get better, and I’m incredibly grateful to everyone who helped me through the emergency commissions I opened back then.
At the beginning of last year, I started pharmacy school and had basically no time for hobbies or anything like that, but at that point, that was all. I was happy at the time, even with little free time, then, around June, my health started getting worse again. My blood pressure dropped a lot and I could barely stand up, had intense body pain and horrible aura migraines and had to go back to medical treatments (and lost a lot of weight in the process lol :/)
Since then, my health has been a mess. My body retains a lot of fluid, my bones hurt, and I started having frequent anxiety attacks where my body won’t stop shaking to the point that I can barely eat.
Right now, I’m still undergoing treatment and taking two medications daily to keep my blood pressure at an acceptable level and manage my chronic pain. I even had to pause college and rely on my uncles to help pay for my doctors since my parents are having financial problems rn.
I hope I’ll get better in the future and be able to draw again, since that’s what I love the most. But for now, I’m taking this time to rest a little. Idk how many people are gonna see this since i never posted too much on tumblr, and I’m sorry if this post has any misspellings, english is not my native.
I hope y’all understand and don’t get mad at me for disappearing, I didn’t do any of this on purpose and I feel horrible for it :[ I promise I’ll be back to give updates about my health once I start getting better 💔💔
