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@noescapingthisnightmare
You don’t suck at all. Come and talk to me on my personal if you have time! It’s monsieurlemelon. Don’t let the activity surprise you. I’m always there, lurking. ;) Love ya!
Sorry if my last message didn't go through, Tumblr hates me 100%. What do you want to do lovely, continue the 1x1, join a group or do both? I'm happy either way, in the Phantom/Nightmare hiatus I've plotted wayyy too much in my brain it's crazy. :) <3
Hey Dove, should we continue secretly on here as well? bc I love you
I've only just seen this - I suck. I hope you're okay my love! Love you too
And at once I knew, I was not magnificent…
Text to: Butterfly
Narvi: Any nice stations that do not require going away from this school? Knowing we couldn't possible escape, could we now.
Narvi: I will follow you in the dark, just so you know.
Narvi: Alright. I will talk no more.
Eden: The garden, near the wood?
Eden: Never do that.
You’re aware of the fact that I will either catch you or fall off with you which would make such a creepy slash romantic ending of my story.
Why am I the one to choose? I’d like to hear suggestions from you instead, if you don’t mind. Surprise me.
I'd prefer the coming with, but no cheesy endings.
Because you should always give a mad man freedom, but not a mad woman, they are much wiser but less imaginative. Come see me.
Text to: Butterfly
Narfi: I am I-Or would you like to prove me to you by springing in front of a train? N.
Narfi: Oh, wait. There aren't any trains. N.
Narfi: We should search for trains. N.
Narfi: Your mother gave it to you? Sweet mother you have. I would tell you where I got it, but I can't take the risk to oblige to my sins if it means going to jail and having to miss your A+ jokes every now and then. ;) N.
Narfi: God. I talk too much. Please punch me in the face next time I keep talking, please. N.
Narfi: I am certainly not a sunshine, butterfly. N.
Eden: Never.
Eden: I'm in, whatever is going.
Eden: She's dead. Exactly;)
Eden: Happily.
Eden: You are.
No messing around? Isn’t that all what we do, little butterfly of mine? Well, aside of screwing with people. Yet I prefer to call that messing around just as much. I never knew girls were capable of drinking so much, Butterfly. Glad you’re here to prove me different wise. Where do you want to go?
True. Most girls aren't, Pumpkin. Not the roof, you know I won't stop myself from falling off. Anywhere.
Text to: Butterfly
Narfi: Is this you?
Narfi: Fuck. Technology is shit.
Narfi: Please tell me this isn't some sort of joke.
Eden: Depends if you are you.
Eden: Too right, I think my mother gave me this to keep me sweet.
Eden: No jokes, sunshine.
Du er min Dronning || Nightmare & Phantom
Their natures, equal and divided from most others, allowed them to adore one another just as much as ordinary people were capable of. Whereas she was the ying to his yang, one may find that accusation dubious. For she may be pure and good in Narfi’s blinded eyes, who was lost yet hopefully in love; It may have seem appeared almost wrong in the eyes of another, those in their right mind who collected their knowledge to back away from her.
However, who said any of them were in their right mind at all?
Who said Narfi wanted to be?
Golden, luxurious locks of his hair waved lazily from side to side, where the rest of his body trembled with possibly requited desire. Eden filled him with unimaginable fondness; surprising him with little words she used and unexpected sentences she replied with. Narfi scoffed, turned his head to face the lovely being that she was and took her face into his hand, observing her once more. “First move, hm? I thought the twenty-first century made it possible for girls not to be kept waiting for foolish boys to make a move.” Narfi replied, before thinking, waiting and responding. “Maybe I’ll turn the ending into something horror-like instead, who knows.. The boy is destined to make the wrong decisions, you see. Luckily for the boy, I can hardly decline such a nice request from such a lovely lady like you.” His cheesiness had reached a point that it had begun to annoy he himself, yet he could not help it. He chuckled lightly. Narfi also knew he had to take chances before she found out about his secrets, his former experiences. His fingers ran along her soft skin, as he admired her beauty on the spot. Her hair, which had turned into Auburn in this light. Her lips, soft and possibly as sweet as the chocolates she had brought with. And those eyes. Death and Life seemed to have made a compromise to gather their strength, praising her the wicked yet most astounding color of blue. Reflecting the goodness and purity of the sun at day, yet engulfing the beauty of darkness and elegance of the moon at night. Much like his own, he reminded himself.
There were no words, no words which would have been great and powerful enough to describe how he had longed for this certain moment on earth. Inches turned into millimeters, millimeters turned into nothing but the sweet scent of sage and his lips pressed against hers. And oh man,Narfi had never experienced being as weak and strong and grateful and surrenderous as ever but most of all, he had never known of the real meaning of love until that certain moment. Real, unimaginable love. The one feeling that could crumble his wall into a thousand, sorrowful pieces, guarding what has been kept safe for all those years. His heart. His feelings. And oh, how he had longed for this. I happily surrender, my butterfly. If Narfi had known he would caress this memory more often than he could ever imagine, He would have never pulled back so quickly.
“No.”
And there, on the other side, the darkness which had chained him, drained, torn and broken as he was, began lurking and partly controlling him by pulling strings and deceiving and twisting words he did not mean to say. He wanted to tell her, he ought to; that it was not her fault he kept himself aback, not at all. It was the curse, his sacrifice and those of others, that made these actions hard to bear. His expressions changed slowly, unnoticed by himself: loving turned into hurting, teasing turned into guilt and playing turned into sorrow.
I love you, Eden. I love you too much to put you through my misery. I need to let you go, my tourterelle, my love, for your own sake. Try to understand that I am damned, as will you be when I am as selfish to let you stay. O Death, I ask you to have mercy on her soul, for she is pure and she is not mine to keep. Tourterelle, my Dove, my Everything, All I ask is to be forgiven for my selfishness to have brought you upon this night.
Unless Eden could read his expressions or his mind, he was able to cover up his true reasons as to why he backed off slowly, cautiously.
“Eden, I..”
Confusion?
“I shouldn’t..”
Another wrong decision?
“I shouldn’t be here.”
Being overprotective about a person oh so loved but yet to be damned? Yes, Narfi cared too much. Cared enough to let her go, while his heart screaming and begging on one side, and darkness overpowering on the other. Cared too much to see this brought him no step further into keeping a relationship with possibly someone who would be able to see what he was dreaming about tonight. Endless and endless, Every day, for twenty years long.
Nightmares.
Drawn to him like a flame, Eden couldn’t help but be entwined, the only being that had not turned away in fear at Nightmare’s nature, she felt completely intrigued by the elder boy since she met him. They were so alike, introverted and dark, scaring off anyone other than each other, it made them comfortable in their shared company, but it could be a curse just as easy, making it difficult to convey true thought and emotion; as if it wasn’t hard enough already for Eden to be close to anyone without becoming so irrational she would run away, yet now Eden could not, she was eternally trapped.
“Indeed,” Eden smiled gently, she spoke an for an odd time with Narfi, most people she said little or nothing because she did not wish to converse with them at all, or make them feel like she actually cared for what they had to say, but with Narfi, she wished to converse, but was enchanted by the words he spoke, making it difficult to choose silence or little words. “the twenty first century allows the girl to choose, not to wait for men to make her a business deal, yet women have always be in charge.” This came from a subject that Nightmare actually had some interest in, and had therefore turned up to the class a few times. History, something she enjoyed immensely, where else could she find gore, powerful women and battles? “I’m not so sure about the horror-ending, seems much too predictable. No lovely lady is present.” Eden smirked, brushing it off as if it didn’t warm something of her cold, stone heart. However long they spent in each other’s company, Eden knew there would always be things they kept them from each other, she would keep things hidden in the dark just as he would, for she was not as pure as he would even believe now. Eden was a murder and sociopath, damned now to a life of solitude and the fearsome title of “Nightmare”, forever to be avoided because of judgement, her cold eyes and fierce nature, before Narfi, she had been certain she was alone, that only the dreams and darkest fears of others would be her company forevermore but he had found her when she was hidden away, and Eden had found her curse of being forced into the school which she resisted and despised so much, was now turning in her favour, the devil’s created fate.
Eden’s eyes locked on to his and she was his, trapped inside the heat and tension caught between the star crossed lovers. He had been the first person to touch her in years, and know all she could feel were his lips; Eden was finally weakened, destroyed by his touch as she was exposed to thoughtlessness and feeling. As if every moment had come down to it, leaning forward in to something sweet but fuelled with hunger, Eden could no longer fool herself, to him she wasn’t Nightmare, and she was in love with him, whatever she knew or understood of love was what Eden felt for Narfi. Eden knew she should be wary of him; nothing would scare her anymore, not even love itself, something she had ridden off as a myth when she was just a child, an illegitimate child of some man she never met and her mother, some woman so wrapped up in her own lies and fantasies, she let herself be conned by love over and over again, Eden only ever felt hatred towards the woman and her fickle mind, a truly hopeless romantic, but not Eden… Not until now, at least, now Eden was being turned against everything she knew, and it would bring her protective layers crashing down, the wall that had kept her sheltered over the years, if he wanted to, he could destroy her, and the worst part was, Eden would let him.
And then Eden was lost, as she felt him reflect the inner thoughts that went against her, their pasts that chained them both back, something to forever smother the light. Caged into a soulless silhouette, she had never wanted anything more than for him to stay. She knew that this was to end badly, but he had touched her otherwise non-existent heart, and it would fail to forget.
This was impossible, as Narfi calmed fires of hate, he created fires of compassion and love, and she became alive at his touch and broken again at his backing off. Eden wish her power meant she could read minds, and not in fact destroy them, she just wished she knew how to prevent him from closing himself off. If she was brave, Eden would say it out loud, she was unafraid and in love with him, the phantom of her thoughts and sanity in the dark.
“I’m not afraid.”
Eden wasn’t afraid to love, nothing scared her anymore, he couldn’t break her further, whatever was so dark that lay in his past wouldn’t even hurt her now. Stubborn, she would let him haunt her, but Eden also had things to protect him from, she killed the only person who was meant to love her. Eden was not pure enough to love, so maybe this was not her place, maybe she would have to find her in his dreams.
We're too similar losing our minds with cabin fever, shut in confined spaces Lost in the dark, My heart taken and resting on your heart
And they say drugs damages your brains. Idiots.
Oh, you got me, Butterfly. Your pants are too sexy to resist. I’m Pantssexual, I admit it. And yeah, I might have drunk one or two litres beers. Care to change that into three?
Fools. They're basically the best pants ever. I'm going in for four, no messing around here.
I will have to be away for about two weeks starting next week, so I will try to answer our para before that time; After that, I hope we’re still able to see each other again? Festival work sounds fun, man! And I’m really glad you haven’t given up on me yet, hahaha. I’m such a slow replier, like, seriously. Stay awesome, and see you soon lovely!
Okay, I'm here until the start of August near enough, so I should be able to reply before I disappear too! :3 Of course, lovely. I would never, you stay awesome and see you soon too dear!
agonyofthesoul said: I love you so much, dear. Have a nice holiday! (and whispers sorry for not responding lately I have been very busy)
Love you too! I will try to, though I think I'll be doing festival work, which may mean some Wifi time and less actual work:3 It's alright deary, I understand, have a great summer and see you soon! <3
One more day and I'm done until the holidays (in three weeks). See you all soon! <3
