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[noghostsinmath]

ghost - 24 - queer - she/they - pdx

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into stuff and things and this is my sideblog

[cymothoid]

i noticed a bunch of moots are about to donate their tits to pathology like i did. so heres a post for you.

ROCH'S TOP SURGERY ESSENTIALS:

bathrobe/housecoat/kimono/whatever. you need A Robe. trust me

dry shampoo and wipes. youre gonna feel sooooo gross by day 3.

box of your favorite snacks from nuts.com or somesuch for easy access

a nice fancy instant ramen for easy meals. not maruchan. mild Jin Ramen was my soup of choice and i went through a lot of it. get some chopped veg and presliced meat to zhuzh it up

roll of vet tape (for making a Drain Holster for the shower)

adhesive removal wipes (VERY IMPORTANT you cannot BELIEVE how raw youre gonna feel after peeling off twenty thousand of those fuckin tegaderms. trust me)

peri bottle (good when you dont have a lot of flexibility yet.)

one of those back pillows with the arms that you can prop yourself up on. good for my fellow side sleepers

a gatorade and an egg drop wonton soup right after the surgery. manna from heaven. gatorade in general is a good thing to have, but also drink a ton of water

the day right after surgery is the worst. take those painkillers the SECOND you wake up and then crawl back into bed.

optional but youre gonna want to try getting out of bed with JUST your core muscles, no arms involved. do some crunches if you want. getting up from a dumbbell chest press is good practice

steel yourself for the drains. its gross. i know its gross. there might be a chunk, its fine. just remember, its yours. you made that. it'd be worse if it was someone ELSE'S drain juice and/or weird chunk. you remember this fact and youll be fine.

enjoy my wisdom

[hellmonstercock]

Fantasy I have a lot:

I'm in a public bar or a club and I've led someone on long enough. They feel me up and I'm practically panting for it. They take me to the bathroom to fuck me. You might think that they'd pull me into a stall for a little bit of privacy--everyone in the bathroom would know what we were doing and people do it here all the time so whatever. But instead they push me down across the sink counter with one hand between my shoulderblades and shove down my pants and push aside my underwear and give me the raw breeding I deserve right there in the open.

And it's a busy place on a weekend so people are coming in and out and looking at me as they pass by and using the sinks on either side of me to wash their hands. Some people are embarrassed and they just ignore me. Some people don't give me a second look--just another slut getting fucked hard by a stranger in public on a weekend. But some people come up and ask them what my hole is like. If it's good. If I'm taking it well. If they can have sloppy seconds. It's difficult to tell how serious they are because it's all in the casual small talk tone of when you meet someone in a bar and I can't see their faces.

And maybe other people take a liking to that idea and they bring their own fucktoys into the bathroom and fuck them over the sink too--after all it's way more comfortable for them than cramming into a tiny stall! So I have to listen to someone else getting railed four feet from me, and all of the comments, and the people ignoring me to just go to the bathroom and wash their hands, and the grunting of the person who's fucking my hole, and feel the way they're pinning me down and holding my hands to the small of my back so that I can't get away, only squirm at the most...

And when they finally grind as deep as they can go and come inside me and release me from the pose they're bending me into, I'll be so fucked out that I'll just have to collapse forward a little, cum dripping down my thighs, whimpering a little

and maybe someone else steps up behind me and fits the front of their thighs to the back of mine and just slips their cock right in, grinds in deep right away and breeds me too like the silly little cum slit I am

[psuedoplantpainposts]

I've always loved the idea of someone pouring booze into my holes to get me drunk faster. i don't get to taste it, dont get to enjoy it. and my ass can't close to refuse as long as you hold it open.

it can barely close anyway. get me over your knee at a party and play with my limp floppy prolapse. squeeze it and toy with my useless hole that's turned totally inside out from your training. uncork a wine bottle with a pop and slide the neck right into my loose opening and let the liquid chug inside with that satisfying glugging sound. put your fist around my swollen flesh and pump it up and down along the neck of the bottle like you're jerking it off with my prolapse

[lilmissuseful]

He spent the evening keeping me restrained to the bed and just brutally fisted my asshole for hours. He never fucked me, just punched my sphincter over and over. Twisting his fist in my ass and jackhammering it in and out. He pried my asshole open to see how wide it would go, then punched back in. He forced it in deeper, making me take his arm in my ass, and brutally wiggled his arm around. Then back to repeatedly punching my asshole. Nonstop for three hours. I screamed and cried and squealed, but it didn't phase him. He was getting what he paid for. When his time was up, he ripped his fist out of my asshole, washed his hands in the bathroom, and left without a word. But I was still there, tied to the bed with my asshole gaping. Ready for the next client to come in.

[pigfriends]

oh my goddd i know its weird but i cannot stop fantasizing about being used as the punch bowl for a party,,,, being prepped, tied up naked on the counter with my pretty holes on display, spread out as they work a hose connected to a funnel into me, the rush of cold liquid as im filled up and swollen, mouth held open with a gag so i cant do anything but drool and moan,,, when my cunt is all full being plugged up with a special plug with a tap on the end, and having it done again in my ass, maybe a different drink this time so people can take their pick.... labelling me with a sharpie, keeping me there as people come up and get their drinks, some of them teasing me, some of them barely even acknowledging it,, the alcohol inside my holes making my head swim all night, and the party just keeps going and occassionally they need to stop and fill me back up, the mixes getting stronger as the night goes on, and people getting handsier with me, teasing my clit and my tits and my open mouth, maybe someone even coming to fuck my tits, pressing their weight on my swollen, aching midsection and coming all over my face, maybe people playing with my holes drink straight from the tap, or someone pouring their drink down my open mouth and forcing me to get even drunker and sluttier, moaning and begging. being covered in cum and booze and drool and sweat, just a messy, loud, needy toy,,, maybe they untie me at some point and force me to walk around the party, completely fucked out and swollen, my holes aching and dripping as punch and beer leak out, so drunk i can barely walk in a straight line. people keep pouring their drinks out on me, stopping me and pouring it down my throat while they make fun of me, teasing me that i need to be refilled. people jacking off while watching me or grabbing me and making me stroke their cocks, someone fucking my thighs while im still plugged up,,,, crying drunk and dizzy and absolutely ruined, and yet still not satisfied because my pretty, aching little holes havent been fucked,,,, man,

[mistermeaniedada]

putting it in their ass while theyre asleep and helpless 🥰

[waywardfawnn]

ummm maybe wanna be force fed alcohol and then fucked with the bottle... maybe.. a bit.. 🥺

[infectiouspiss]

nothign wrong with me that an orgasm a glass of orange juice another orgasm tweleve hours of sleep another orgasm a fuckload of pasta another orgasm a hot bath anothe roorgasm a bullet to the head another orgasm taking up smoking anpther orgasm a large alcolgic beveerage and aother orgams wont fix

[muskbunny]

she's raping you in a public restroom while you struggle to escape her grasp. she grunts with every thrust, like it's the best sex she's ever had. then, someone's knocking at the door. she hilts herself into your stomach. it hurts bad. before you can cry for help, she clasps a firm hand over your mouth, and in the calmest, steadiest voice, responds "occupied!" you try to scream anyway, but all that escapes is a pathetic whine. they leave. your only lifeline. you'll stay here until she's done with you.

[deepdarksnow]

thinking about being forced to display my holes. being shoved to the ground, face down, ass up. my partner nudging my knees further apart and telling me to hold my ass open so they can capture my humiliation. taking pictures to hold over me later. they can’t wait to make me do whatever humiliating act they want.

they turn me over onto my back and make me hike my knees up to my chest so they can see my cunt, empty and flushed, dripping down to my ass. they force me to hold my pussy open too, and they mock me for every weak clench and twitch. telling me the only thing my cunt is good for is to spank and hurt.

at least i know about the pictures, I’ll be oblivious about them filming for a very long time.

[deepdarksnow]

vibe buzzing away at your clit as your cunt gets pummeled by a fucking machine. they tell that if you just hold out, if you don’t cum, you’ll be able too keep the privilege of having your pussy fucked. you’re not too worried. there’s no way they won’t fuck you ever again, right?

months later, they’re letting you watch a video they recorded that night. you watch yourself in the video, watch as your body trembles, listen to how you begged them to turn down the vibe, slow the fucking machine. you watch your past self tense, whining and crying as you squirt around the thick, plastic cock.

the slow push of a strap in your ass startles you back to reality. the stretch is agonizing, a smidge too dry and leaving you almost light headed. you try to take a deep breath as you thank them for letting you watch your last orgasm as they push in deeper.

[cainkayncain]

gentle reassuring "shh shh you can take it, its okay, i know you can stretch for me" while forcing my poor little hole open before i even get wet for you

[d3monl0ver]

one of my favorite parts of fistfucking is the astonishment at the first time. seeing someone’s face as they realize what their body is capable of, what it can endure, is just so special <3

[spiralsforpuppies-deactivated20]

want a man to pin me down and force shot after shot of vodka down my gaped asshole so I’m nice and brainless when he fists me!!

[unwillingdarling]

hhh to make my girl regret ever whining and begging to let her cum…

she just doesn’t understand how good denial is for her, you know? that edging her pretty pussy is all she really needs and that dripping down her thighs is exactly how she’s supposed to look?

and most importantly - it’s not about her. why on earth does she think an orgasm would make her feel good? pretty girls like her are meant to be told no, and to pout about it as if it doesn’t make them wanna squeeze their thighs together and moan

but maybe she keeps on, she keeps whining and whining and whining and no amount of shoving my fingers or my cock in her mouth will hush her up, so i finally tell her to get up on hands and knees, that oh. she’ll need the pillows in front of her to keep from having the neighbors call a noise complaint

and maybe i’ll start slow to trick her. to take my time and very gently play with her clit and pussy, to tell her that she’s so gorgeous for me like this, i bet she’ll cum so, so quick for me

and she’s a good girl, so she trembles and gasps and makes sure to ask she has permission before tumbling over the edge, and god. the relief of hearing me say yes, darlin, of course, cum for me is almost better than the orgasm itself, huh?

but then i don’t even give her a second to catch her breath. like, i don’t care how sensitive she feels - im not gonna be fucking her pussy anyways. maybe i’ll be nice and drag my fingers through all the wetness before shoving too many fingers into her ass

and she’ll be so, so pretty with the way she gasps and trembles, how she has to grasp at the sheets to keep herself where i’ve put her. but then drilling into her ass with my hand, reminding her that, oh? what’s that - look at her pretty pussy. look at how fucking wet she is!

and i’ll keep at it. keep stretching her a bit too quick until, oh! deep breath darlin - there you go. that’s my knuckles, hm? what do you say for my whole fist? and waiting for her weak and whimpered and unwilling begging for me to shove the rest of my fist in her until she’s outright sobbing and i tell her what a good girl she is and go on, she can cum whenever she likes for me

and i don’t see her face, but i know she’d look so cutely confused, that she’s desperate to let go of the sheet and rub her clit and i trace her aching rim with my other hand and tell her again. say do you not wanna cum? do you not like it? surely you can cum from being stuffed full, hm? i’ve been telling you to practice edging with your hole and you’re telling me you haven’t?

and she’s so quick to gasp out she has been! she’s trying her hardest! she just…. can’t. without playing with her clit

and hearing the way her crying starts up again as i tsk at her and remind her well. i suppose ill have to be the one to teach her how to cum from her ass - and oh, darling. we’re not stopping cumming until you beg me to keep you denied forever.

and. the way she ends up screaming for me as i fuck her still she’s sore. as she finally, finally has that aching, awful orgasm after being fucked sensitive and she can’t help the way she misbehaves, how she tries to fight my hands away, trying to shove me away and let her breathe, her ass. she can’t. she’s losing her mind-

but i keep on. fuck her ass harder until she’s screaming again, cumming harder and gasping for breath as the whining moans start up

and i pat her ass, remind her to be grateful as i pull away, tell her to use her hands to spread her ass for me so i can look at her pretty gape and darlin, stay riiight there for me. i’ve just ordered some new cocks to surprise you and god. you’re gonna love cumming on them

and she’s only cum three times, but she knows i can go all night. and i let her see the handful of new toys i’m about to ruin her gape with makes her sob and you can see how unhappy she is as she struggles to thank me for letting her cum, that of course. her holes are mine. thank you for playing with her

[its-funnytwittertweets]

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