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— noire or saint. he / shi / doll / moon

my persona uses they / them pronouns, and to avoid confusion, I’ll use ‘c!noire’ so I don’t sound crazy.

i’ll mostly talk about scara and xiao selfship stuff, but I do love to see what other characters could be compatible with c!noire. Mostly genshin focused, but now I want to include other things like Spy family.

I’m selective sharing and fluid-sharing yume, but I don’t care about doubles. Unless it affects my reality.

And there will be some nsfw ment.. but it won’t be the main focus. Everything I say is canon-divergence , and any recent developments aren’t canon in my head until they are :p

— chérie. he / hym / breeze

I’ll be doing the same as Noire!! I’ll be using c!chérie when talking about my persona!! But she/her pronouns

I’m mostly here for emotional support hehe, because doll can have good ideas!! But, I will say I do selfship with Venti, though I’m too shy :p

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This is just a thought, but because of the erasure, this affects c!noire? Why? Well.. because they used to be fascinated by the Fatui and coincidentally that meant Scara as well. Of course, they wouldn’t have known his lore because how could anyone have known, but they had this kindred spirit connection with him.

So, post 3.3, that completely erased their memory on the Fatui in general, besides for The Knave and The Captain. Which means, they have no idea who Dottore is, and that probably raises red flags to both Wanderer and Nahida..

c!Noire is also heavily sheltered, so they have no idea about much of what happened in terms of the chasm and fallen archons or whatever. So, they had to sneakily educate themselves of what’s going on in teyvat in limited quantities.

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Like yeah.. c!noire may only have beidou and hu tuo as friends, but Xiao is literally their whole life. Unlike the other one, where they have more friends, but they push them away, they’re in denial, they hate their feelings, and living on a thread. They’re practically a moment away from spiraling into despair and..

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Xiao is lucky to be able to have a c!Noire who is true to themselves, and is in tune with their emotions, because they could be much worse. They had it bad, but not like the other c!Noire.. *sigh*

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I SWEAR found family has me on a CHOKEHOLD like I like to imagine Nahida trying to teach c!Noire how to cook, but they’re not perfect at it and they might be a little dramatic, and too emotional about making a mess or not being perfect and flawless at it. And then the bastard is just slightly amused but exasperated by c!Noire’s actions I’m sobbing

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I wish for the day where c!noire doesn’t have to drop the act anymore and can be true to themselves

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Uhm but the thing is in spy family is that it takes place in the 60’s or 70’s.. I think ? So that makes it a little hard to have things to do , so I inserted myself because who is Noire going to be friends with ?? I basically made c!Chérie similar to Noire, but it’s different enough. Yeah that’s kinda boring, but I’m from a collective, it’s not easy to separate my trauma to my character lol

And besides.. Noire said themselves they’d HATE to be friends with their neighbors, and they don’t see them often so I’m the best choice ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

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Recent development :

c!Noire is massively different, yes their story is practically the same, but depending on what universe or who they’re with, their backstory is majorly different. Though I do get worried it’ll become repetitive..

They don’t like Loid.. because of their high senses they found out he’s Twilight, and knowing that it changes their perspective on him. Though, they enjoy Anya’s company, and even though she can’t read their mind as it’s “fuzzy” and only hears “whispers” I feel like Anya thinks it’s a relief to deal with stillness. Yor is just Yor, she is just how she is but feels maternal for them. Now.. Fiona does NOT like c!Noire it’s actually hilarious

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c!noire genuinely needs a hug.. from who? Idk someone maternal?

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I don’t know if it’s just me, but for my self insert/persona I always think they’re like a “glitch” because they don’t really belong in whatever universe I put them in. So they always end up breaking the forth wall. I’m not sure if that even makes sense..

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Though.. I’d say that c!Noire would probably stop caring with Xiao.. not with Wanderer but probably Scara. Hell I’d even say that they’d even receive a vision if it meant protecting Xiao. (It’d probably be Pyro since that’s what suits them the most.)

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c!noire would be so much more unstoppable, if visions didn’t exist. Like, they’re insanely intelligent, they can manipulate the situation, but they don’t. They don’t like visions, because they feel like it’s a curse and they could never show their true potential unless they stop caring, or just reject a vision all together. (If that was even possible idk..)

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When you make a fanon of your own canon is ridiculous

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c!noire vs c!noire.. c!noire will win obviously

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There is a huge difference when it comes to c!noire with wanderer and scaramouche.

With Wanderer, they’re in denial, they hate their feelings, they feel insecure and inferior to him. Even though there’s a connection, it’s up to Wanderer to open up.

With Scaramouche, they still hate their feelings, but they’re abrasive about it. Like there’s no shame, even though they’re scared.

Now.. if c!noire finds out about Wan past.. they’re a freak.

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Of course I have au’s of au’s in my head.. like yes. Let’s have an au of c!noire co-parenting with wanderer over durin. Only this time, they’re aware of their feelings but they’re still in denial, but it’s not as bad because they know about scara, because the erasure didn’t work on them. (Plot amour obv)

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c!noire is so strong, I don’t know how they’re able to keep feelings for someone for six years without telling anyone. I have a feeling they’d have a mental breakdown sometime..