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@noirlith
no drugs, just word vomit
need that veiny hand to choke me even though i'm not into choking. need that handsome veiny hand to pull my hair. how hot it must be to be treated gently by him since he is indeed a gentleman but imagine how hotter he rips or unbuttons your blouse or unclasps your bra using one hand only while he is mad or when he just needs to use you after a tiring day at the studio . need him to edge me using the tip of his nose though idk if it's possible or not but fuck it just abuse my hole
can't keep it polite anymore
I'll let him do whatever he wants to me.
18+
he traces your face with his calloused fingertips, caressing almost every inch of your skin as his gaze bury in your eyes. you try to not look at him, you feel empty despite of him showing affection towards you. though you feel empty inside, his touch makes your heart race, just like how he held your hand for the first time. it was so intimate and romantic. he pulls you gently to his chest before he wraps his arm around your fatigue figure. he plants soft kisses multiple times on top of your head, whispering that everything is going to be fine sooner. finally, you feel a little better. his warm hugs and soapy scent calm you down. he hugs you tighter when he can feel you're clenching on his polo shirt. "make me feel things" you mumble but he catches it all. his fingers immediately go underneath your green dress, caressing and tracing your back just like how he did on your face. moving down to your waist, you get a goosebump, and asking for more. he knows what you want. his fingers slide down through your undies, fidgeting with your clit first before he decides to enter you. a soft sigh escape from your lips. "feeling better?" and you nod before he kiss your forehead. you close your eyes as his fingers working down on you. every circular motion from his fingertips on your clit make you feel good that your lips start to curve into a light smile until his thumb taking turn rubbing your clit as he shove his middle and index fingers into you, thrusting them gently. that smile faded now it shifts into a moan. "even better now?" he ask with a subtle smirk paints on his face.
౨ৎ˚: heavy religious theme, angsty undertone, james as a temptation/devil/yearner/whatever you want to interpret,grammar error, my longest fic so far
18+
the guilt you have when you realized you had a silly feelings over the farmer's son because once you step into a convent, such feelings are forbidden. though you only saw him when he was helping his mother cutting off the wild grass or cleaning the gutter, you can't get your eyes off from him. sometimes you heard about the girls talking about him too but you're never part of the conversation. talking about how the one and only man around this convent look so good especially when he was holding the grass scythe as sweats and dirt painted all around his dull clothes. obviously, the abbess never know.
but god knows.
that night, when he was sneaking into your room. asked you to try his mother's cookies that they were baking. you're hesitated at first, until he shoved the tiny piece in your mouth without any warning. a giggle slipped from your lips. the cookie was nice, you told him. a few seconds after, an awkward silence filled in your dusty room. as if he knew about your crush on him. he flashed a tiny smile, felt good after a small compliment you gave even it was for that cookie and not him.
"are they all sleeping?"
he asked, almost whispering. you nodded your head. again, the air felt heavy. your finger immediately intertwined with the cross on your necklace. he hummed at your response. it was late at night. you're supposed to sleep too. and he shouldn't be at the girls dormitory.
he sit at the edge of your bed, your toes slightly brushed against his cold jeans. you slowly moved backward, leaning your back against the bedframe. the air were getting heavier and more tense, like it could crashed your body and soul.
"i would be dead if others know you're here."
"and i would be dead too."
you flabbergasted at how monotone his respond was. if he knew it, why would he got here?
"get out."
and he did. that was your first conversation with him and met him up closer. since that night, he would climb to your window and sneak into your room, chilling together on the cold floor. sharing cookies and talking about the boring religious class and stuff both of you did on that day. it's been almost a month, and both of you never get caught.
during daylight, you can't really focus on doing your chores. your head was full with him, replaying all the moment where both of your hands slightly brushed against each other, how he calloused hand ruffled your hair before he went back to his place, and how innocent and kind he were to you.
until one night, when both of you crossed the line.
"james, i don't think you should come here anymore..."
the farmer's son frowned at your words. usually, you would welcome him with a beaming smile as your gentle hands grabbing his arms to let him into your room. a single why escaped from his dry lips.
"we might get caught soon. i'm scared."
he took your hand, guiding you to your own bed before he pulled you into an embrace from behind. you can feel his warmth against your pajamas. you gulped in nervousness. you spent a lot of time with him but never this close, never this intimate where you can hear his heartbeat.
"james?"
he hummed, head rested on your neck. you felt every breath he blew out.
"are you scared of god or them?"
you dumbfounded. maybe god. maybe them. most likely both. but you also afraid of not be able to talk with james too.
his fingers then travel down to your waist, swiftly caressing your bare skin after they succeed entering your pajamas. your breath hitched every time his fingertips made contact with your skin. holding hands and ruffling hair were casual and sweet but this is way too intimate.
"do you love me?"
he whispered as he removed his finger out from your clothes, wrapping your body and pulled you tighter to his embrace.
of course you do. if you don't love him, why would you took a risk and had him in your room? if you don't love him, you won't mention his name in your prayer. if you don't love him, you wouldn't let him to touch you.
" i do."
you replied as you nodded your head. taking his hand back before you plant a kiss at the back of it. james gave you a soft kiss on top of your head in return.
"then, let's run away together."
you knew it. and that's what made your heart ache. you love him. but you love your god more. what made your heart ache more was you knew you won't be able to meet him again this time.
so you choose another way instead of running away.
to let him having you for the first and last time.
"what's the point of you letting a man touching you if you know god forbid?"
he questioned again. you sighed.
"because god always forgive me."
"so let's run away and let god forgive you later."
james mumbled as he hands travel back down your underneath. he roughly gripped your boobs without your warning, as if he has been holding himself for so long. you winced, hands squeezed his thighs.
"but i can't take you from your mother. she needs you more than me."
you said. shame, guilt, and a tad bit of pleasure haunted you that night. you took a quick glance on your cross necklace. a sigh escaped from your lips.
"she ain't my real mother. i need you more than anything else, please let's leave."
you're torn in between.
"i can get my knees down on you, worship you. do your god to that to you?"
his words hit like a bullet. ever since you entered this convent, you always feel guilty and sinful, no matter how many time you read the verse from holy bible, no matter how long you spend your time alone in the church, you feel empty and worthless.
maybe for this time, you should let the devil win, to see if god really going to save you this time.
you let his hands goes further inside you, let him whispered corrupted words that you wouldn't never expect coming from him. he had you shaking and trembling, but you never ask for god's help at that time.
"i wanna own you. please surrender yourself to me. i'll do anything you want."
bestfriends! james zhao x reader [ requested!<33 ]
sypnosis: james and y/n both already tired after being dealing with way too many failed dates and talking stages, what starts as mutual frustration slowly turns into ending up finding comfort in each other through shared love of nicotine and... something new?
warning: sexual content , blunt, drugs mentioned [ MDNI ]
HOLY FUCK I LOVE THIS!
pairing : its complicated! bsf! james zhao x fem reader
content warnings : mdni, sexual content, fingering, squirting, riding, reader trying to seduce james, complicated situation with your best friend james, bratty reader 18+!!
word count : 3,928k
a/n : i might be rusty guys, it's been a while since i last wrote : D im so bad omg lol
it was another tuesday night, seems normal as usual. james casually reaches for his beer on the desk, takes a sip without looking away from the screen. the music from his game plays softly in the background.
you and james have been friends since the beginning of college, and the two of you sorta grew coexistent with each others’ daily routines. just like how there's two gaming chairs in his room and the pink chair sits beside his black one was completely yours, the two of you were obviously just friends yet james always had some things especially for you in particular in his place.
james leans back in his chair, relaxed despite the game's growing intensity, it just shows he's used to having you around. when you came out in his bathroom when you changed into something comfortable, james finally looks away from his screen. his usual bored eyes briefly scanning over you before going back to the game, but not before his pupils dilate slightly. james clears his throat and focuses on the game again, trying to hide any reaction.
people who don't like james' haircut just don't get it that's dada right there
this look FUCK HES TOO FINE
18+
clean buzzcut with a sharp visual, most people thought that james is a bad guy who do a lot of bad things. people might think he is a drug dealer or an underage smoker but he's not one of those dudes. he's in fact is a gentle man. at least when he's with you. in bed especially. he's not into hair pulling nor ripping clothes during sex. he's the one that talks through it. gently caressing your hair while you're under him, sucking him off. pinning your hands against the cold bedsheet but never hurting you intentionally. making out with him never until your lips bleeding though sometimes he would grip your boobs a little bit too rough that it leaves his hand print on your skin. he smells heaven. he only owns a cheap cologne but his pheromone do god's work. a scent that would stick to your skin for days. he prefers to fuck you with a little fabric tied to your body, not fully naked. he likes it when you have a bra with a little ribbon where he can lick it before his tongue travels down to your boobs before it land to your nipples as his fingers slowly pulling down your bra. he likes it when you have your cute undies, revealing your soaking cunt even before his fingers or dick go down inside you. he knows the sight of his fingers fidgeting with the hem of your skirt, fingertips gently caressing your arms, wiping off food smudge at the corner of your lips turns you on more than actual sex. he loves it when he doesn't need to be sexual with you all the time to make you bloody wet down there. he adores how easy you are.
I LIKE THIS STYLE I LIKE HIS HAIR CUT HE'S SO BAD BOY CODED YUFAN PLEASE LET ME WIPE YOUR SWEAT YOU'RE NOT DOING IT RIGHT THERE'S STILL LEFT IN THE EDGES SOOOOOOO HANDSOME
james getting more manly these days and he makes me want to write more sinful shit about him now
18+
you drench in sweat with pleasure tears, body is shaking to the fullest, but there is no sign of james's fingers stop from reaching farther inside you. shoving all five fingers inside, james clenched his jaw, forcing his full fist to be in you. you cry in both pain and delectation. if you cum again this time, it's going to be your fourth one. james has never stop doing you and he only use his hands to make you cum that much. he prefers to see you in a mess below you. watching you taking him like an anguished slut when you're actually the total opposite. a good girl with zero experience with alcohol and man, but finally gave in because he always give you a math tutor and piano lesson. his angelic attitude and heavenly look made you fall for him. his eyes glued on you, watching your fucked up face, an immediate smirk appears on his sweaty face. a miserable moan echoes in the janitor's room. your back should be bloody ache due to how long you've been laying on the cold floor, but your body tweaking, trembling and shaking due to the euphoria he gives that it makes you numb to the pain. using a vibrator next, james maximize the pleasure as he plays with your clit. you have no power to stop him. your hands are tied with his shoelaces, lying down on the old sofa. you can only cum and squirt everywhere at the end.
18+
hooking up is never a thing for both lead guitarist for his campus band and a girl who always prioritize her academic no matter what. they both barely know each other until their senior held a party and they got to know each other. when both of them got chosen as a random pair during seven minutes in heaven, they were stunned in awkward. but once they got in the closet, the cramped air made them losing their minds. started with bungling kisses, touched each others body, fingers explored at every inches of each others skin. the lead guitarist made the first move. the girl in her lacy dress just let his lips and fingers traveled to her. feeling scared of losing her first everything but also thrilled with the idea of being fuck with the one and only hot musician in that campus. though nothing such penis in vagina happened on that night, the nerdy girl still remembered how warm his tongue on her neck, how his manly scent lingered on her skin. he also felt the same. he wanted to hook up with her again. the sounds of her soft moan enough to made him wet in the studio. he already thought of bringing her to the studio and fuck her tenderly next once his bandmates left the room. the girl also can't focus on her revision, brain gone, wanted to have that man pounding her from the back as she study for the upcoming test. may god let them meet again.
he never desire to be human when he believes he is more powerful and divine creature. created from fire while you just from clay. when god sent him to the earth, he knows his job is to ruin the adam's clan. but his wishes was backfiring him.
and for the first time ever, he get his knees on the ground, begging to be created once again but to be human this time. so he can be with you. knowing how hell is a damned place, he doesn't want you to be burn with him. god knows. you're the most perfect creature ever that even his devil couldn't resist you.
18+
having james caressing your clothed pussy using his feet during the bible reading class when he is sitting behind you. he doesn't care if the god is watching. he refuse to believe something that he can't see. just like how whenever you says no but your body reacts the other wise. he refuse to believe your denial that he can't witness. when the church session is over, both of you sitting under a big tree, you're in your classic broderie anglaise pair with your cute pink mary jane shoes, fingertips brushing against the delicate grass as james's fingertips running through your warm skin under your dress. when he's getting too horny which is most of the time, his fingers would slip under your panties next, rubbing and playing with your clit, until you lean back against the giant tree trunk. a soft and pleasant moan escapes from your lips, leading james to scoffed. the sarcasm got him once the same lips that read holy words are now muttering dirty.
james has such a perfect face ever i don't care if this overrated comment or what because this is a definitely a fact. a face that men would go to war for. a face that is so fucking kissable. he has a perfect nose to ride too. a perfect and suitable face to be a villain especially in a horror film. and of course, james is beyond than just a pretty and handsome face. he is one of the multi-talented and best idol ever.