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And at the end of it all, I found you
Still on (mostly) a social media hiatus, but it's been good for my creativity.
This meme needed a redraw, it’s just too perfect for WH40RT ХD
I’m not sure who the original creator is, but here’s what the original looks like ( ՞ ڡ ՞ ):
"Stray" (Marazhai x Yrliet) - fic ending published
A while ago, I announced that I would push out the last three chapters of Stray at once, because it felt easier to say goodbye like this. It is now done.
Chapter 21 : read here (6200 words)
Chapter 22 : read here (5600 words)
Chapter 23 : read here (7200 words)
This is it, guys. I wrote those two words: "the end". My longfic clocks out at slightly above 175k words.
Thank you to everyone who was with me at any step of the way, kudosers, commenters, beta-readers, anyone who encouraged or cheered from the sidelines.
Would I do things differently if I were to start again? Yes, obviously. I learnt so much. But now is the time to sit, make a cup of tea, and let myself feel both the happiness of finishing this and the pain of parting with this specific storyline of two characters who were in my daydreams and night-time blorbo-rotations for two good years of my life.
Art is a crop of a full work by hemoglobine on bluesky.
Thank you so much @bigb4ll I feel seen
Yrliet about to get big mad at him.
Thank you @carpfromhell
Having big-ass shower thoughts about Yrliet as this near-Marian figure of devotion in the RTs relationship with her. That she demands a certain conduit and excellence and her rewards are only spiritual, but they truly help your character. How together with religion we have lost the idea of women as something else than sex-objects (we remove the Madonna from the Madonna-whore dichotomy but we can't seem to invent anything else) and how our society gauges a woman's inherent worth by how fuckable she is. And how this romance is not allowing any of that.
Happy heart day
Stray (Marazhai/Yrliet fic) Chapter 19: Consequences
Links from AO3 are still being weird, read the last chapter here + heed the content warnings.
Yrliet held the opened gun in her lap. Mechanical entrails spread out in front of her. These, she could tear open, and examine. Her own, she could not see. Only her mind - and in it, there was a difference. A brightness that had not been there before. In her body, there was fatigue, and a strange dance between hunger and revulsion. "I have noticed changes," she muttered, "but I don't know what they mean."
We're in the thick of the angst, but this fic has a happy ending, I promise.
This was a tough chapter to write as I'm trying to cover and wrap up a lot of act IV without dwelling on it - we don't need to see the Rogue Trader's full story through their eyes. Yet shoving a lot in one chapter means there's the risk of writing boringly. On the other hand they have a lot to talk about, and the chapter felt insanely dialogue-heavy towards the end. So, hopefully it ended up ok. I want to be in act V by the next one.
Try to create a fan-club or just start the conversation, some people will support you.
Chapter 2 of my archon!MarazhaiXscourge!Yrliet fic is up!
Get it here!
Marazhai Aezyrraesh has finally won - his sister is dead and the Reaving Tempest is his once again. But when he encounters a woman from his past, one he thought dead, he impulsively decides to weave her into his schemes and finds himself forced to confront what happened all those years ago.
5, 22, 36, 44, 50 (ship asks)
Tysm for the asks! Answering for Marliet (hehe obviously)
5 - What visions or hopes do they have for their relationship?
In an early stage, both assume that it is just a temporary thing, and so there is no vision. Somewhere in the middle the idea forms that this could last beyond the end of the RT events, mostly on Marazhai's end - he's dragged Yrliet to Commoragh before, he could do it again. Towards the end, and then in post-game events it's almost more of a "I hope this doesn't completely ruin me". They're both holding on to the blade of a knife. It's going to cut something from them, they just hope it won't cost them their entire hand.
22 - What is the one thing they would change about their partner and what would they keep?
I like to play with the evolution of this. At first, there is not even a partner, and they disdain who the other is fundamentally. They're both staring down their nose at the other, and seeing them as uncouth, weak, depraved etc. Eventually this moves to a rather cold acceptance of where the other came from, though both have their flavour of copium. ("She can't help being this weak" vs "The Dark Kin has their own needs, he can't change that"). Eventually both do change fundamentally and life forces them to shed what would have stood in the way. Something that in the Corsair phase probably keeps bothering Yrliet is how indirect you have to be with Marazhai, I don't think you can squeeze his ego out of him. You can get him to see your point, but you will have to be either subtle or machiavellian. Something that will probably keep bothering him forever is how she puts distance between them when she is hurt rather than face him head on. But on the other hand, it puts him in the role of pursuer, and it's a dynamic that works for them. 36 - Do they believe they are worthy of the other's love or not and why is that?
I think this is a question that is difficult to apply to them. Marazhai considers any marks of outright affection as disgusting and weak. In a way, it's more of a taint. Yrliet in turn does not necessarily see the interest of one of her dark kin as a good thing either. It evolves, of course, but at first it's definitely not a good thing.
44 - Do they handle separation well? Can they withstand being apart or is it difficult? Is it harder on one or the other?
Well, this is not a healthy pair... so no, they don't handle it well. They often use separation as a way to punish or manipulate the other (though Yrliet does it out of self-preservation as well). When they're on the RT ship especially they are antsy when completely on their own. A lone Drukhari is easy prey, as Marazhai would say.
In their Corsair phase, the way I reconcile the ending slides with the dynamic is that at some point, sharing the same living quarters for centuries becomes a bother. Even if they are pair-bonded. But Marazhai, specifically, makes a point of adding mon-keigh to his "motley crew" because he knows it bothers her, as some for of giving her the finger for the separation. And still he can't shut her out either.
50 - Which room do you think they would use most if they lived together?
Depends a whole lot on what the circumstances are in which they live. Higher ups in Corsair hierarchies have luxurious rooms with several spaces, but the simpler ones have a shared sleeping room and that's it. I also imagine both would have their own tasks and assignments, and can't just sit around in a living room all day. So, probably the sleeping space, which might be the entire thing.
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1 - Origins of your blog name.
felinid - i love cats + connected to Warhammer
noisy - random to be honest
2 - My “I’ll always order this food”
grilled meat/fish
3 - Overused emoji.
everything with cats: 😸😻🙀
4 - Comfort movie, book and show.
movie - "Annihilation" (it's beautiful in it's own way + i was amazed by the ost)
book - anything that can teach me something useful (like plant tender), any book about space
show - old sci-fi (Star Trek, Earth: Final Conflict, Farscape (this one is my favourite till the season 4))
5 - Song on repeat.
Eisbrecher - Verrückt + Rogue Trader ost
6 - Current hyperfixation.
Rogue Trader (Marazhai x Yrliet mostly)
7 - Oddly specific thing that brings me joy.
i like to touch cactuses
8 - What smell makes me happy.
smell of rain
9 - Something I loved as a kid and secretly still do.
watching stars and the moon at night
10 - Phone wallpaper right now.
11 – Early bird or night owl.
Night owl, i also love night walks
Tagging @avalost
Stray Chapter 18: Desecration
AO3 links are broken again for me, so you can find the chapter here.
Angst, smut, and some consequences...
It took him time to speak. She could almost taste the words on his tongue, awaited them with baited breath. They stumbled out into the dark room, hiding in the shadows of flickering candlelight. "We need to get away from here." Yrliet acquiesced silently, a short press of her forehead against his skin. One word resonated with her, burning in her heart. The promise of a place where she belonged. We.
I'll try to comment without spoilers.
I was thinking about the event like that one, but was sure it'd take place a bit later.
My predictions: 1. Korina will be destroyed by the event (Heinrix will help her to find out) 2. Marazhai will be pushed on his mattress much more often than usual. Well done Marzi bro! 3. Something bad will happen with food supplies on the flagman. 4. Jay will be happy and Cassia confused, intrigued and angry at the same time. 5. I'm not sure the event will be successful though.
comic that appeared to me as I was waking up from a dream
Edit: this got more attention then I thought lol if you wanna redraw this just reblog this with your redraw to credit me or put my @ (idk how tumblr works ngl)
Since i am lucky with redraws lately
May we dance? (art by soonielo)
Yrliet holds out her hand, fingers beckoning Tiffney closer. “May we dance?” “Huh?” Then, “wait, really?”
The hopeful disbelief is followed by a splash of water, enthusiastic and loud around Tiffney’s feet. She takes Yrliet’s hand, and in the depths of the soul, her elantach feels warm-- undeniably alive. “Yes. Let’s dance.”
@soonielo drew this BEAUTIFUL art of my Rogue Trader, Tiffney von Valancius, and Yrliet Lanaevyss from Warhammer 40,000: Rogue Trader! The scene is from Chapter 9 of my RT/Yrliet fanfiction, gossamer of starlight.
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HAD A SUPER GREAT EXPERIENCE COMMISSIONING THEM!!! JUST LOOK AT THIS ART!!!!!! MWAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The most sad thing about rarepairs in fandoms is lack of content. So opportunity to be inspired may be seriously reduced. I’ve tried to create something myself, but it won’t give the same feeling when something heartfelt from other fans pops up (I’m grateful for all the content). I can order a commission of course but still not the same. And better not to mention toxic attacks you may encounter.