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[nol3afclov3r]

if you know me hi hello hi yea this is where all the trash goes

emi/bee, any pronouns, be creative, lesbian ? adjacent ? labels don’t like me

genderqueer will refer to myself as different genders here I am literally just multiple genders

18+ blog like assume everything fictional nsft fictional gore eyestrain etc most nsft scenarios are me oc posting I don't post irl here

I vent here and I have OCD and a shitty childhood so some heavy topics ahead I’m also suicidal venting abt it helps so don't take it as too literal or urgent even if it's framed that way

this blog is mostly a diary and vents aren't always indicative of my full beliefs and opinions but more spur of the moment emotional vent to void. I don't want reblogs for most things here anyway (prev-ing is ok fair game bc that's me already interacting w someone). posts tagged brain barf mean rbs off (I know I can turn them off but I forget)

for art: sfw @lilacsoup nsft @flowerpetalsoup

not really a tadc fan just a purple bunny fan which may be worse I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so

dni under cut

I find dnis functionally useless but here's my "things I think are bad or am uncomfortable seeing" list

idc abt kink blogs interacting and idc abt "proship" stuff. my limit is kink blogs that post real blood or real vomit (specifically noted bc I will fictional emeto post sometimes but I'm emetophobic irl), idc what u like I just don't want to see it

obviously I don't want people who support abuse and stuff here, roleplay is a wholly seperate thing both mentally and in action than condoning and getting off on real abuse (eg; cnc vs sa) if u conflate the things in either direction u suck. also gore blogs bc watching and getting off to dead bodies and real torture is no better in my eyes but for some reason they think they're different and normal

transphobia bad, racism bad, etc, I post abt that frequently so

also again this is an 18+ blog

[nol3afclov3r]

a fairy dies and an angel loses its wings everytime someone draws her with no curves. That's girls 40% butt. I don't even mean it gay it's just fact. Give it back to her..

[nol3afclov3r]

Yo why my pussy freezing cold

[inlandwest]

[nol3afclov3r]

she’s so loser

[werewolvesnearyou]

i cant remember anything anymore :)

[nol3afclov3r]

it’s getting bad this was all in two days bruh

[nol3afclov3r]

I don’t care anymore /nsft

[nol3afclov3r]

beloved character. I diagnose u piss kink.

[nol3afclov3r]

my most cringe but least triggering bpd memory is actively SOBBIINGGGGG at the monologue in pearl canon event canon event

[nol3afclov3r]

OCD recovery is so funny bc all day my brain will be like "I think u have a brain tumour I think ur food is poisoned I think ur a pedo I think ur schizophrenic I think ur room is full of mold" and I'll just be like "ok lol"

[nol3afclov3r]

lesbians will be like "I'm so ugly" and u look up at them and get blinded by the rays of angelic beauty shining off their face this post genuinely fucking baffled me and pissed me off WHO IS MALING U FEEL TJSI WYA 🐺🐺🐺🐺🐺🐺🐺

[the-muppet-joker]

Am I allowed to sexualize the puppet from project hail mary or do I have to wack it to Ryan Gosling because I will if I have to but frankly I'd rather have that alien skittering all over me like a sexy bug. Fuuuck they call him rocky because he make my rock hard

[nol3afclov3r]

was watching some "essay" (lol) video abt obsession being the scariest film of the year and stuff bc basic background noise + I like that movie and the entire time he's talking abt it being scary bc of how nikki acts and like yes very true that's part of it but I mean thats

all he talked about as being scary

and not why she acted that way just that she was scary bc she was crazy

nothing else at all. no it wasn't a video focused on her acting specifically either, just the only thing he noted as scary was how crazy this chick was. alright.

[nol3afclov3r]

I'm so awesome it sucks that I'm a bad person

[nol3afclov3r]

ppl should make playlists for their dream soundtracks more because it ends up having totally incomprehensible vibes

[nol3afclov3r]

I was supposed to draw sex but I forgot. Darn