please read this. please
i'm so soso sorry
but i can't handle this
i can't handle being in charge of this group
it makes my anxiety horrible to the point where i can't breathe and i go into some of the worst panic attacks i've ever had
i thought i could finally do this
but i really really can't
i'm sorry i'm sorry please don't be mad i'm sorry i know how excited you all were for this but i honestly can't do it
if i want to get better i can't push myself this hard i'm so sorry















