evil nimadelolll

reblogs and weird shit

[nomadelolll]

hey guys this is my evil alter ego spam thought and diary blog…. if you guys care about stuff like this (it will be lame)

so basic dni and stuff from my main blog @nimadelolll will be here

cole out

[writingdose]

(me with fanfics except I keep writing them)

[afurioushawk]

[afurioushawk]

[frustratedasatruar]

Real and growing possibility of him dying live on tv and nobody in the room noticing for minutes on end.

Likes charge, reblogs cast.

[lauroftheuniverse]

The family tree in the goslingverse

[taruluvr]

you guessed it. more carcrash

[commieberry]

finally watched fight club. holy shit

[nomadelolll]

knew you’d like it because this was my reaction too. looking forward to seeing you in the primal fear fandom soon😋 (it will happen)

[taruluvr]

exchanging scars

[commieberry]

i need to beat someone up NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! preferably andrew Neiman. hes so very cute and beautiful and i wanna fuck him rawwww

[kynzhyt]

happy birthday to me.

[sevandesss]

my angel

[discougor]

из скетча в полноценку

[nomadelolll]

drumming for whiplash was like tennis for challengers as in sex is drumming and drumming is also sex

[caito-does-stuff]

praying that lars x driver blows up randomly like hucklerobby did because I need people to talk to about this

[notaplaceofhonour]

Ryan Gosling’s career has just been one long quest to climb the Warner Bros water tower

[notaplaceofhonour]

that man has been trying to climb this tower since he was 16. he has asked multiple times, and every time they said no, but now he’s famous enough & variety was able to convince them to do a shoot on the tower. it all led here. it was all for this.

[notaplaceofhonour]

I’m obsessed with the implication that this was a coming-of-age ritual where a boy becomes a man, like a bar mitzvah

[somepomegranatetea]

you just can't quite capture this scene in gif form i feel

[queenbruv]

his fucking mom died giving birth to him. like. jesus christ. i thought the direction this movie was taking was "lars is in love with his brother's wife so he sublimates those forbidden emotions into being in love with a doll" but the actual direction it went is so much more brutal. HIS MOM DIED GIVING BIRTH TO HIM he never met his mom. and now his sister in law whom he clearly adores even if he's no good at saying it - now she's pregnant. and it could still happen. she could still die. it doesn't matter that medicine has come a long way, she could still die she could die giving birth she could die she could die she could die.

and it's not just that he doesn't want karin to die. he also knows what happens to the man that gets left behind. he was the one who got stuck with dad when gus left home. with a grieving dad who didn't know how to be a father anymore. lars doesn't want gus to become their father. and he doesn't want the baby to go through what lars went through.

but he can't control those things. he can't control what happens to karin and gus and their unborn child. so he creates a girlfriend who can't have children. it won't happen to him, he won't let it. and still it doesn't matter because he can't stop worrying about karin. and gus. and the baby. he thought having a girlfriend would solve all his problems. but his sister in law is still pregnant and his mom still died giving birth to him. and he can't control anything. fuck

[queenbruv]

the thing is that when you decide to watch lars and the real girl all you're gonna know ahead of time is that it's a ryan gosling movie from 2007 about a grown man who orders a sex doll online and treats the doll like it's his real girlfriend. and naturally you'll go "what a strange premise for a romcom! surely this movie will primarily be making jokes at the expense of Guy Who Pretends His Doll Is Real." and then 1.5 hours later you'll be sobbing at your stupid kitchen table about family and community and positive representations of mental illness. and youll go what the fuck just happened to me