evil nimadelolll

jesus never had it with a Freak Bitch -jane remover

[nomadelolll]

hey guys this is my evil alter ego spam thought reblog and diary blog…. if you guys care about stuff like this (it will be lame)

so basic dni and stuff from my main blog @nimadelolll will be here

cw for some su1 ideation and vents along w suggestive stuff

cole out

[bi-files]

I’m a patron of the arts (I leave nice comments on aO3).

[byler-alarmist]

I'm a patron of the arts (I reblog on Tumblr dot com)

[urleastfavmutant]

I need more Henry Lehman fanfics NOW, with the revival of the gosling fandom for phm I think this movie needs way more attention than it’s getting

[mimosa-sexypeople-contests-2026]

Tumblr Sexyman Contest 2026 Final Round

Senshi (Dungeon Meshi)

Ryland Grace (Project Hail Mary)

Mr. Ant Tenna (Deltarune)

Voting ended onJul 20

Tenna art by @9Aaaalt29 on twt

[nomadelolll]

COME ON RYLAND GRACE

[nomadelolll]

crash 1996 samhenry au

that’s it that’s the post

[powdered-rainbow]

How To Beat Your Therapist At Her Sick Little Game

[thesoldiersminute]

Margaret Qualley The Substance (2024) dir. Coralie Fargeat

[comediantragedy]

If only Stay was less niche, Henry Letham would absolutely be a Tumblr sexyman

[kyup0]

it is 2.30 am and im up drawing deer ryan gosling oml 🧍‍♂️

[nomadelolll]

this isn’t funny where’s ryland grace

[nomadelolll]

haha yeah👀👀👀👀

[sharkfiinn]

cmere white boy lemme study you

inspired by @pineappical (´ω｀) i love talking to u about grace and rocky pls never shut up king

[finnestra]

[nomadelolll]

why do people like my shittiest art and not my actual good art 🥲

[homosapiennns]

Thank you for the tag @freegiftjones

Last song: empire state of mind…..I have listened a lot while maladaptive daydreaming

Currently watching: But I’m a Cheerleader movie. I try to watch a movie a day.

Currently reading: I don’t think I have read a fiction book in a long, long time. I usually read/study medical textbooks for my medical speciality exam :( I love classical books tho. Like REAL thick books!!!! ^_^ when I have a thick book in my hands I’m living the life

Current obsession: daydreaming RUSAME and nothing else.……

Currently working on: I’m working on myself, and cleaning my room, does it count?

Currently wearing: A red tshirt with grey nike shorts and no bra cuz im at home

Last google search: Lana Del Rey Husband????😭😭 OKAYYY

Favorite flower: Gosh I can’t choose but I will say Wisteria but they are invasive species like me XD

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Tagging @dreamyarie @misery-stitch @commieberry (idk if you into the tag games rodion bro) @dddyfudanshi @apollo-soyuz1975 @eintaugenichts @a-feral-child @banana-juiceee @phylcian

[commieberry]

Last ssong: 18 by code red

Currently watching: just watched fight club again unfortunately

Currently reading: finished Animal farm this morning

Current obsession: fight clurb and rusame......... Thinking about crossover au

Currently working on: a bunch of art projects

Currently wearing: a homemade fight club tee 😅

Last Google search: Holland march butt

Favourite flower: lotus...

@nomadelolll @asu-bakaa @yaoritimi @yaskaayicha143

[nomadelolll]

Last song: I know the end by Phoebe bridgers im working on a samhenry doomed yaoi drawing so yeah

Currently watching: the nice guys

Currently reading: The psychopath test by Jon Ronson

Current obsession: stay😢😢

currently working on a samhenry thing

currently wearing a lace tank top and cargos

last search: the nice guys free online

fav flower: Svalbard poppy or a pink lily

@tatersdoesstuff idk who else to tag

[goodieprocter]

This one goes out to my cat (and also @justcakethanks of course)

[emptyingthespiral]

so i rewatched stay (2005)

here are some of the notes i took down

obligatory spoiler warning for the movie, and also warning of the fact that this movie contains heavy themes like death, suicide, and even self harm

cool….

anyways

transitions fucking amazing

Each character contains components of henry

The goddamn pants and how it means sam’s fucking crouching down and that’s why he was wearing capri’s

The walrus scene representing henry floating in and out of consciousness (thats what i think)

The reoccurring characters like the old couple, the mom and the boy, etc etc, all representing bystanders

Does olive biting the arm symbolize henry’s arm being crushed???

God this movie made me feel smth again

The pictures in the club being baby pic, bridge pics and pics of athena

God…. He looked fucking happy in those pics… fml why did i rewatch this…. Cuz its a good movie, and it has good acting

Is it survivors guilt if you dont survive 

Losing grip on the dreamscape reality = losing grip on life/giving into death

‘Ive seen people go through what your going through, i’ll help them get out the other side’ bc he’s a FUCKING DOCTOR TRYING TO HELP… it works for both the reality and the dreamscape….

Movie called stay bc they’re trying to keep henry from dying

I NEED TO STOP WATCHING DEPRESSING SHIT (i say as im abt to rewatch blade runner and la la land for the 50th time)

The play is hamlet and athena is speaking hamlets lines, despite playing ophelia… so does that makes henry ophelia in that scene, bc like ophelia he is drowning in madness trying to decide if he is going to fight or let go

Henry being a fine arts major, and having things like hamlet on his mind, so that’s why it appears on the dreamscape

Athena and henry sharing a sorta bond/connection and then at the end if the movie sam and lila having a sorta bond/connection

Better question is why tf did i watch this before i was going to sleep

‘Weatherman says rain, i bring an umbrella’ yet later when it rains in the movie, he doesnt have an umbrella

I dont like how earlier in the movie, the mention of the teacher wanting to fuck the pretty young boys… i do not like the implications of that

Nila joining/realizing at the end if the movie meaning she’s trying to help

Oh… fml. The mother went first, then the father or athena and then henry

Yknow what the most tragic part of this movie, is that henry finds a will to live just to die in a fucking car accident. Goddamnit i cried this time. I hate this movie (lie)

The whole bridge scene between henry and sam 🤌🤌 the blurriness of the bridge, and the colors and everything.. ohhh fun cinematography

FUCK YOU TIRE, FUCKKK YOUUUU

Slipping the fucking ring on his finger right before he dies… fuckkk youuuu

Anywayyyyyyys :)))))))