Look, It's An Asshole!

Tw everything self destructive you should be scared.

[that-cluster-b-moment]

that cluster b moment when you don't feel like being direct about your needs but get irritated when people can't read your mind and help you

[anezkadragon]

bpd also means:

chronic feelings of emptiness

basically having no hobbies

not being able to find a passion

not experiencing happiness trough hobbies or people

but really wanting to do something fun and fulfilling

being tired, having depression

rushing into new hobbies and needing equipment immediately, spending a lot of money

but loosing interest quickly and easily

not pursuing hobbies due to no instant success

not being able to act on a hobby cause you’re highly agitated

feeling numb all day, even around loved ones and doing something actually fun

not really experiencing a situation, feeling like you are not actually there

[lowlevelofserotonin]

[hating-bpd]

How to lose all the love a bpd person can give you:

“I know what you’re going through. We’re all like this.”

[borderline-coraline]

Hey Siri, how do I talk to my family about BPD without saying “invalidating environment” because they tried their best and this can’t possibly be their fault haha

[i-smell-ratz-deactivated2022060]

Collection of my favourite educational BPD videos

-What it's like to live with borderline personality disorder (BPD)

-3 ways the family affects Borderline personality disorder (& vice versa)

-Age regression, BPD, and what to do about it

-What we get wrong about BPD

-Pete Davidson on Borderline personality disorder and mental health

-what is borderline personality disorder

-the 4 types of BPD

-how to spot the traits of BPD

-how to spot "splitting" in BPD

-BPD sorting fact from fiction

-what it's like to get a BPD diagnosis

Feel free to add more if you would like

[h0ll0w3d0ut]

i just want to look as sick on the outside as i am on the inside.

[noonelistenes]

I got triggered after my conversation with my psychologist and I don’t know why. I just want to sh or overdose noww. And cry but I can’t cry. I don’t want to be alive anymore but I feel like I have to for everyone else. I don’t know who to turn to when I feel like this because I don’t want to worry anyone.

Everyone including my psychologist is questioning my choice to not stay in my country but I really want to go back to the country where I study and continue my treatment and stuff. Also like AH IDK what I am doinggggg lol I am so lost

[noonelistenes]

I am thinking of admitting myself to the psychward again. But I am too scared because I feel like I would be a burden, or be in the way there or like I don’t deserve the help. But I know I’ll overdose again if I’m not careful. I don’t know what I want. I am so tired of life

[noonelistenes]

I went to bed at 17 last night and woke up at 07 this morning. Great new routine

I just can’t stand being awake

[noonelistenes]

I got released after three weeks inside, now life is very overwhelming and hard. When the fuck does this ever end?

[noonelistenes]

Oop, look who’s being admitted to the psychward in a country I don’t know the language of 🙃

I am so scared holy shit

[noonelistenes]

Yes I do want to overdose

Now

But I don’t wanna bother anyone

If I do. Someone else needs to deal with me

[noonelistenes]

I got stitches yesterday and IT HURTS SO FUCKING MUCH TO JUST LIVE AND WALK LIKE WTF whyyyyyy am i doing this to myself 🙃🙃

[noonelistenes]

Me: sees a dead animal on the street

Also me: *jealous*

[iwlhfti]

Do you ever lay in bed and realise how not okay you are?

[noonelistenes]

I am sad and lonely tonight

How will I get through the next days if it continues like this?