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Might just end it all tonight. Not like anyone would care, and Im so sorry but Im running out of the reasons to keep fighting this fucking war in my head.

#su1c1d3 #all the things i never said #i lost everything #war of hearts #this is the worst #i cant handle this #i am so done #this is the life #nobody loves me #im going to kms #sorry for being depressing #i cant take anymore #i can’t #:/ sorry #i lost myself #this is so fucked up

i‘ll always be enough to fuck but never enough to love.

i want to heal. he left me in the past but i just can’t let him go. the memories are still haunting me. his face, his voice, his jokes, his eyes, his laugh, his care, even his dog. i know this sounds so fucking stupid after all this times but i can’t heal. i tried everything and i really mean everything but nothing works. i guess he‘s gonna be a part of me forever. even if i want to heal, even if i want to let go, because he’s in my heart. he’s a part of me. and he’ll always gonna be a part of me. i love you darling… forever.

I know that when I stare into your eyes I can see all the years of lies.

-thank you mom</3

The deeper the wound, the more private the pain.

I JUST WANT TO LET HIM GO. WHAT’S WRONG WITH ME? I STILL LOVE HIM. HE LEFT ME ON APRIL. I STILL MISS HIM SO FUCKING MUCH. HE WAS MY EVERYTHING BUT HE DIDN’T CARED. HE WAS JUST THROWING ME OUT JUS BECAUSE I FOUND OUT HE CHEATED ON ME MULTIPLE TIMES. I STILL WANTED TO BE WITH HIM BUT HE WAS PUTTING THE BLAME ON ME AND HE LEFT ME. LEFT ME LIKE NOTHINGS HAPPENED. AT THE NEX DAY HE WAS WITH AN ANOTHER GIRL. HE KNOWS THAT I SUFFER. I’M SUFFERING FOR YEARS NOW. I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I BROKE DOWN INTO MILLION PIECES…

it’s getting bad again. (but the fact that it never got better kills me inside… it gets worse and worse every single day. i’m drowning in my own emotions but i’m also empty inside…)

the saddest part in life is saying goodbye to someone you wish to spend you lifetime with.

I know nobody gets out of love alive we either breakup when we’re young or we say goodbye when we die.

The hardest battle you will ever have to fight is between who you are now and who you want to be.

Sometimes quiet people really do have a lot to say. They’re just being careful about who they open up to.

help me out of this hell…

The scariest thing about distance is that you don’t know whether they’ll miss you or forget you</3

#distance #pain in my heart #painful #damn it #goddamn #aaaaah #:/ hm #pain </3 #im sorry #im so done #you don’t understand #i lost everything #i loved you #i cant believe this #text post #text #depressing quotes #quotes

The breaking of a wave cannot explain the whole sea

#self harrrm #you don’t understand #i lost everything #never leave #i loved you #this is the worst #sea #let her go #depressing quotes #quotes #i cant do this #i cant believe this #text post #text #painful #pain in my heart #:/#:/ hm

i'm still wondering when did the "why are you always so happy" become a "why are you always so sad?"

I went through my hardest moments alone while everyone thought I was fine.

You only loved me because you were lonely...

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