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I cannot let this shit go, no matter how many good things in my life happen. 2 months until birth, I’ve been eating to feed my baby and body. I’m a fucken cow
All I keep thinking about is how much weight I’m going to lose after I have this baby, and I how I hope I don’t gain more stretch marks and my boobs don’t get saggy again.
I love babies, I love children- this part is just so hard!
Well I’m pregnant so… to be continued?
I love how visibly skinny I’m starting to get at my weight even with my BMI in the mid normal range. Lifting weights for years will really have you looking dumb slim at higher weights
I eat at maintenance once or twice a week. It really helps. My ED has evolved so much since I was a teen… it’s not just about being skinny anymore. I know the weight loss will come, I’d rather get there slowly than quickly and binge. Anyways, here’s my Sunday maintenance meal! Kebab and pide. I’ve never had Turkish food this is bussin frfr. I’ll be having another maintenance meal again today before I go back to high res and exercise Tuesday-Saturday. 112.50 today. High res works.
Hungry, but motivated
^^ how I’m able to shit without coffee and/or laxatives. Yes you have to eat it to stay regular BUT only a teaspoon at a time! The jar lasts over a week.
113 today thank god
Chia pudding mixed with golden flax, topped with mashed banana, coconut sprinkles, cocoa nibs and chocolate probiotic. I love probiotics so much. I have like no bloat. If you want to look flat, eat a variety of probiotics and drink lots of water!
If a woman slapped on a plucked wig to mimic male pattern baldness and pretended to be a middle-aged, gay male character called Colin Oscapy, all of a sudden, it would no longer be performance art. Men, all men, in their own unique ways, see the humiliation and degradation of women as no big deal. They EXPECT to be able to degrade women as part of their entitlement as men. It's the same reason why men are now running around saying "bitch" is not a slur- even though it fits all the requirements to be considered a slur and has been considered a slur for literal hundreds of years. The disrespect has always been there.
I’m so happy I made it out alive… no weight gain after acting like calories don’t exist. I definitely won’t take it for granted. Back to starving
I just been chillin like I’m not on a weight loss mission smh
I hit 114 lbs 🤍
See, now 114 here looks nice. If I took a pic at this weight now, I’d look bigger due to having more muscle mass. Before my relapse, I was hitting the weights hard. Due to mental illness I’m no longer at the gym, but I’ve been eating like I am. Well, was. Anyways, I got up to 120 and I feel so big… so I’m trying to get below 110. Purging by vomiting is not an option this go round so I really need to make this work.
I’m gaining weight due to my period but yet I *look* skinner. Proof that my body holds so much water during my cycle smh. I hope after my cycle I’m around 112/113. Then I’d be 5 pounds away from my next goal 😁
My newest creation: a pecking bowl. A bowl full of nutrient dense foods and cravings. I put pistachios, pumpkin seeds and cocoa nibs in this bowl. I may do other combos like pretzels, peanut butter/chocolate chips and dried fruits.
Very yummy. Im-peck-a-bowl if I do say so myself (forgive me, I had to).
I ate and now I regret it. Classic.